Conversation with Lucifer. Book III. Elena Sidelnikova

new matter that had never been born before. But the matter of the Universe Ragnarön did not just merge with the matter of Nebadon… it began to dominate and absorb it. And the more it absorbed, the greater the rupture of Space occurred in the very laboratory where the experiment was conducted.

      So, it turns out that the Essex experiment is an attempt to merge the two Worlds into one, and you were its author. And it turns out that this experiment became uncontrollable, and that is why the beings of Darkness penetrated the World of Light. So, is it true that you are the cause of all humanity's troubles?

      To some extent, yes. I do not deny my deeds and bear the burden of responsibility for them. But in my intentions, there was no such pride as is attributed to me, that I became proud and rejected the Father. I sought to implement His idea further, I tried to continue the Father's will, His work, as many sons do. And my pride was only in thinking that I could match the power of the Father who created me. But that is impossible if you are Separated. The Father is fused with the Source and nourished by His might and endless Strength. And I am separated from this Source, and therefore I cannot match His power even to a tenth of it. I realized this too late. But I did not forget the Father and did not reject Him, as some believe. And like the prodigal son in Jesus's parable, sooner or later, I will return to the Father's Home, and my striving will bring me back to my origins.