Hatıralar. Ebubekir Hâzim Tepeyran

bütün çocuklarıyla birçok davetlilerden meydana gelen bir alayla, ilahiler okunarak götürülür ve mektep çocuklarına dağıtılacak kuru üzüm, leblebi sinileri güzel örtüler altında alayı, hocaya mahsus baklava veya sarığıburma tepsisiyle çamaşır bohçaları da bu sinileri takip ederlerdi.

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      Burada kullanılan “din” kelimesi, Farsçadaki “deyn” yani “borç” anlamına gelmektedir.

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      Bu tarihten 25 sene kadar bir müddet sonra Galip Bey, Taksim’deki Fransız Hastanesi’nde vefat etti. Ecelle boğuşması üç gün sürdü. Zavallı şair bir türlü ıstıraptan kurtulamadı. Ben her gün birkaç saat onun başı ucunda bulunarak Azrail’i çağıran bu iki mısrasını teessürle hatırladım, durdum.

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      Ahmet Rıfat, İzmir mektupçuluğundan emekli olarak İzmir’de idi.

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