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Kool-Aid» («хлебнуть Kool-Aid»), нередко употребляемая в литературе и СМИ, возникла в 1978 году, после массового самоубийства в Джорджтауне членов секты «Храм народов»; сектанты свели счеты с жизнью, выпив Kool-Aid, в который был добавлен цианид.

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      Основатель секты «Семья», прославившейся жестокими убийствами.

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      Популярная американская писательница, автор бестселлера «Есть, молиться, любить».

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      Уолдо, или Уолли, – персонаж популярных развивающих игр-картинок для детей, на которых человечка в очках и полосатой шапке нужно искать среди множества других людей.

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      GQ (Gentlemen’s Quarterly) – ежемесячный мужской журнал, один из старейших в мире.

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