I’ll let you go.
I won’t be with you.
***
I don’t know
How I’m gonna live my life
I don’t know
How I’m gonna forget my thoughts
How I’m gonna watch the water
Running down the glass
How am I gonna think?
How am I gonna dream?!
How do I believe
In what I love so much?
How do I know
When I’ll come again
When the gap is gone
Between us
I’ll call
Let’s write in our minds
We used to be together
What’s become of us?
***
When you’re asked to say
– Don’t speak
When you’re asked to live
– Don’t believe.
When you’re asked to trust.
– Run away
***
And suddenly forgive
How to miss the moment
The rhythm of life won’t let me stop
I’m leaving again
But my heart roars
In moments I’ve forgotten
Screaming, it’ll pass!
I don’t believe it! I don’t want to hear it!
But a voice calls!
Moments, thoughts
I knew it all!
But how it hurts so much!
For myself
I lost.
***
I believed, I thought!
That’s how I left.
In a new handwriting
I began to write
But I left the stem
And a stamp.
Why do I need all this?
I’ll miss you.
***
There’s so much in them.
Too bad they only suffer.
They remember their fears and dream again.
Unwanted before the light.
We were together.
We met each moment
Like drops
reflecting the light.
Run for it!
You still have your dawn.
***
I can’t hide my tears every night.
I’ve never been able to understand.
What does it all mean?
I’m tired of being confused by these days
You’re there
But without me
I miss you unrequited and alone.
Regret, anger and forget in the morning.
That’s how time passes
I’ll never know the final answer
I’ll say it out loud I miss you!
And in my mind I’m in pain
It’s time to forget
I’m letting you go.
***
I don’t want to look for reasons
I don’t want to read objections
I don’t want to whisper the life of time
I don’t want to forget
I don’t want to wake up
I’ll let myself go.
We had to part.
***
And step by step silence.
And me and you and the full moon.
It’s like we’re hand in hand
Walking through life
Who was the hero?
You’re the hero closest to me.
You’re my pain.
Where’s the laughter?
***
Tell me about it.
Explain it to me.
What’s wrong?
You’re hurting me!
Tell me.
I’m collecting,
I count
And when I feel like crying.
I suffer.
***
Scorched and no more.
Sounds, sounds
No! Scream!
They’ll leave a mark
And they’ll forget again
I can’t.
I’ll just be.
***
How many times
To beat, to endure!
Forgive all the pain
And cry again!
To see the line
And only light
What is there to forgive?!
Are you waiting for an answer?
You’ve left yourself alone
Suffer!
I’ll leave carelessness behind.
***
And danced again.
Drinking, screaming
My pain wouldn’t let me go.
But it kept coming back
And I met it irrevocably.
***
To the creak, to the crunch.
To the sigh
Of sad lips.
To the sighing of sad minds,
You draw a circle for yourself.
And what? Is it goodbye already?
What about the sky?! Heights!
You must remember
Forever…
How sweet and bitter
You’ll leave now.
And me?
Bye…
***
Desperate moments
I’m going to forget
But not now
And not in the moments
How can