Fourth Session
Tom showed me his diary. He reported several instances of being able to practice self-observation of well-being, to establish a relation between interruption of well-being and thoughts, and to challenge his assumptions, demonstrating that these assumptions were not correct. Two examples are reported in table 3.
Table 3. Fourth session
I was particularly impressed by what he wrote in the observer's interpretation of the second situation: ‘you seek distress’. I had the perception that people like him had a low tolerance for well-being and promptly develop thoughts that may lead them back to distress, the condition that they ultimately believe they deserve. I thought of the patient I had seen with George Engel and his description of ‘pain-prone personalities’ [7].
I thought of my high school studies in Italy. I had attended, like Tom, a ‘classic lyceum’ where Latin, ancient Greek, and philosophy were the main subjects. I was not particularly fond of Latin and Greek (why did we not study English?), but I have to admit that they provided a unique background. A Greek notion was that if things go very well, the gods may become envious and strike you. In many literary situations it was clear that this was because success can make you underestimate the situations, feel invulnerable, and force you into major mistakes. In other words, one can make gross mistakes at the top of success that would not be made before climbing the ladder (there are almost daily examples of these phenomena with politicians, actors, etc.). Other people, however, are not carried out by these feelings of well-being and indeed are convinced that their success cannot last. I also thought of the Roman philosopher Seneca and his idea that well-being was a learning process and that writing could be instrumental.
At this point I was curious to see what Tom would develop for the next time period. I praised his work and encouraged him to come back with more material. I also encouraged him to dedicate more time to studying and social activities. There was a clear-cut decrease in his obsessions: they had become less frequent and less intense.
Table 4. Sixth session
Fifth to Seventh Sessions
The fifth session was also concerned with discussion of the material he had brought with him. In some instances he was unable to provide a valid observer's interpretation and I had to add it. In other cases, what he wrote was fascinating. The time he was able to concentrate was progressively increasing and he had made a tentative plan for an examination. By analyzing the material with him, I had also become aware that some impairments in the psychological well-being dimensions elaborated by Marie Jahoda [8] and Carol Ryff [9] were present and I started discussing them with him. I decided to see him again in a month, to give him more time to progress on his own. The sixth session was very rich with material (a sample is included in table 4).
His observer's interpretations were increasing and rich in philosophical quotations. I explained to him, however, that the diary was not an intellectual exercise that had to be performed after the events. It could be used ‘in vivo’ while experiencing the interruption of well-being, as a way of preventing the obsessions. The obsessions continued to decrease in their frequency, intensity, and in their invalidating impact. I had not applied any cognitive restructuring directed to the obsessive thoughts, only to the thoughts interrupting well-being. I gave Tom an appointment in another month. In the interval he passed an exam very well and immediately started planning another one. After the seventh session, I decided that the end of our therapy was approaching, even though I remained a little skeptical about the stability of the results and was reluctant to see what happened as a therapeutic success. Could this be due to my Greek studies?
Table 5. Last session
Eighth and Last Session
After 1 month, Tom came back. It was difficult to recognize the student I had first encountered. He brought his diary (a couple of examples are outlined in table 5). We discussed how he had got rid of most of his obsessions; his life was changing, he was progressing well to a college degree and he was making plans for studies outside the realms of philosophy. In the seventh session I had introduced the idea of closing therapy (I must say that at the beginning of our encounters, because of the novelty of my approach, we had not agreed upon a specific number of sessions). I asked him whether he was ready to go on by himself. He said yes with a lot of determination. I told him, as I always do with my patients, that in any case, for any reason, I was there. He could call me or come to see me. Nonetheless, I wanted to see him in a year to check his progress. I expressed my sincere gratitude to him for the things I had learned through our encounter. One year later, he was fine and had just started a Master's course in marketing - Tom confided ‘too much philosophy is not good for me’. I am very proud of him and of his subsequent accomplishments in life.
Posttherapy Reflections
Soon after the therapy was over, I started wondering what had actually happened. I remember one day in Albuquerque I was discussing a case with a resident in psychiatry and my mentor Robert Kellner during the weekly meeting of our psychiatric unit. A patient was not responding to treatment and I had decided to switch her from one drug to another. She had improved very much and rapidly, and I suggested a possible neurotransmitter mechanism for it. The resident had a different view in terms of receptor modifications and we started a lively discussion.
We did not notice that a nurse was trying to say something, unsuccessfully. But during a pause of our debate she said, ‘I do not know how to tell you this, docs. But the truth is that we forgot to change the medication and the patient is still taking the old one.’ I wished I could have magically disappeared from the room. I was so ashamed of myself and of our silly discussion. But Robert Kellner was, as always, very kind and supportive and explained:
This case offers a very good lesson. When a patient gets better, the most likely explanation and the one you should keep in mind is that this has nothing to do with what you did, prescribed, or said. There are many potential explanations you may not be even aware of. Only controlled studies may ascertain whether there is something therapeutic in what you are doing.
So my first reaction was: who knows what made Tom get