But on the seventh day he met her on the stairs going to her room. She carried a lilac gown over her arm and a large hat in her hand. She was smiling at the hat. He smiled at her.
"A new gown for the Rose Show?"
"The Dog Show, sir." She stood by to let him pass.
"It's the same thing. I say, what a howling swell you'll be."
At that Rose laughed (at last he had made her).
She ran up-stairs; and through a door ajar, he heard her singing in her own room.
III
In Tanqueray's memorandum-book for nineteen hundred and two there stands this note: "June 10th. Rose Show. Remember to take a holiday."
Rose, he knew, was counting the days till the tenth.
About a fortnight before the tenth, Tanqueray was in bed, ill. He had caught a cold by walking furiously, and then lying out on the grass in the chill of the May evening. There was a chance, Rose said, of its turning to influenza and bronchitis, and it did.
He was so bad that Mrs. Eldred dragged herself up-stairs to look at him.
"Bed's the best place, sir, for you," she said. "So just you lie quiet 'ere, sir, and Rose'll look after you. And if there's anything you fancy, sir, you tell Rose, and I'll make it you."
There was nothing that he fancied but to lie still there and look at Rose when, in a spare hour, she sat by his window, sewing. Bad as he was, he was not so far gone as to be ever oblivious of her presence. Even at his worst, one night when he had had a touch of fever, he was aware of her wandering in and out of his room, hanging over him with a thermometer, and sitting by his bedside. When he flung the clothes off she was there to cover him; when his pillow grew hot she turned it; when he cried out with thirst she gave him a cool drink.
In the morning she was pale and heavy-eyed; her hair was all unsleeked, and its round coils were flattened at the back. She had lain down on her bed, dressed, for five minutes at a time, but she had not closed her eyes or her ears all night.
In a week he was well enough to enjoy being nursed. He was now exquisitely sensitive to the touch of her hands, and to the nearness of her breathing mouth as her face bent over him, tender, absorbed, and superlatively grave. What he liked best of all was to hold out his weak hands to be washed and dried by hers; that, and having his hair brushed.
He could talk to her now without coughing. Thus—
"I say, what a bother I am to you."
Rose had taken away the basin and towels, and was arranging his hair according to her own fancy. And Rose's fancy was to part it very much on one side, and brush it back in a curl off his forehead. It gave him a faint resemblance to Mr. Robinson, the elegant young draper in the High Street, whom she knew.
"There's nothing I like so much," said she, "as tucking people up in bed and 'aving them lie there and nursing 'em. Give me anybody ill, and anybody 'elpless, and me lookin' after 'em, and I'm happy."
"And the longer I lie here, Rose, the happier you'll be?"
"Yes. But I want you to get well, too, sir."
"Because you're so unselfish."
"Oh no. There isn't anybody selfisher than me."
"I suppose," said Tanqueray, "that's why I don't get well."
Rose had a whole afternoon to spare that day. She spent it turning out his drawers and finding all the things there were to mend there. She was sitting by his bed when, looking up from her mending, she saw his eyes fixed on her.
"I don't irritate you, sittin' here, do I, sir?"
"Irritate me? What do you think I'm made of?"
Rose meditated for the fraction of a second.
"Brains, sir," said she.
"So you think you know a man of brains when you see him, do you?"
"Yes, sir."
"What were you, Rose, before you came here?"
"I was nurse in a gentleman's family. I took care of the baby."
"Did you like taking care of the baby?"
"Yes."
Rose blushed profoundly and turned away. He wondered why.
"I had a bad dream last night," said Tanqueray. "I dreamt that your aunt got into this room and couldn't get out again. I'm afraid of your aunt."
"I dare say, sir. Aunt is so very 'uge."
Rose dropped her g's and, when deeply moved, her aitches; but he did not mind. If it had to be done, it couldn't be done more prettily.
"Rose, do you know when I'm delirious and when I'm not?"
"Yes, sir. You see, I take your temperature."
"It must be up now to a hundred and eighty. You mustn't be alarmed at anything I say. I'm not responsible."
"No, sir." She rose and gravely took his temperature.
"Aren't you afraid of my biting the bulb off, and the quicksilver flying down my throat, and running about inside me for ever and ever?"
"No, sir."
"You don't seem to be afraid of anything."
"I'm not afraid of many things, and I would never be afraid of you, sir."
"Not if I went mad, Rose? Raving?"
"No. Not if you went mad. Not if you was to strike me, I wouldn't." She paused. "Not so long as I knew you was really mad, and didn't mean to hurt me."
"I wouldn't hurt you for the world."
He sighed deeply and closed his eyes.
That evening, when she was giving him his medicine, he noticed that her eyelids were red and her eyes gleaming.
"You've been crying. What's made you cry?"
Rose did not answer.
"What is it?"
"Miss Kentish keeps on callin' and callin' me. And she scolds me something awful when I don't come."
"Give my compliments to Miss Kentish, Rose, and tell her she's a beast."
"I 'ave told her that if it was she that was ill I'd nurse her just the same and be glad to do it."
"You consider that equivalent to calling her a beast, do you?"
Rose said, "Well——" It was a little word she used frequently.
"Well, I'm sorry you think I'm a beast."
Rose's face had a scared look. She could not follow him, and that frightened her. It is always terrifying to be left behind. So he spared her.
"Why would you be glad to nurse Miss Kentish?"
"Because," said Rose, "I like taking care of people."
"Do you like taking care of me?"
Rose was silent again. She turned suddenly away. It was the second time she had done this, and again he wondered why.
By the eighth day Tanqueray was strong enough to wash his own hands and brush his own hair. On the ninth the doctor and Rose agreed that he might sit up for an hour or two in his chair by the window. On the eleventh he came down-stairs for dinner. On the thirteenth Rose had nothing more to do for him but to bring him his meals and give him his medicine, which he would otherwise have forgotten.
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