âShe wonât wake up,â Renna, who was kneeling by Arlenâs mother, choked. âI knew you wanted to leave as soon as the sun rose, but when I shook her â¦â She gestured towards the bed, her eyes wet. âSheâs so pale.â
Arlen rushed to his motherâs side, taking her hand. Her fingers were cold and clammy, but her forehead burned to the touch. Her breathing came in short gasps, and the rotting stink of demon sickness was thick about her. Her bandages were soaked with brownish yellow ooze.
âDa!â Arlen cried. A moment later, Jeph appeared with Ilain and Harl close behind.
âWe donât have any time to waste,â Jeph said.
âTake oneâa my horses tâgo with yours,â Harl said. âSwitch âem when they tire. Push hard, and you should reach Mey by afternoon.â
âWeâre in your debt,â Jeph said, but Harl waved the thought away.
âHurry, now,â he said. âIlain will pack you something to eat on the road.â
Renna caught Arlenâs arm as he turned to go. âWeâs promised now,â she whispered. âIâll wait on the porch every dusk till youâre back.â She kissed him on the cheek. Her lips were soft, and the feel of them lingered long after she pulled away.
The cart bumped and jerked as they raced along the rough dirt road, pausing only once to rotate the horses. Arlen looked at the food Ilain had packed as if it were poison. Jeph ate it hungrily.
As Arlen picked at the grainy bread and hard, pungent cheese, he started to think that maybe it was all a misunderstanding. Maybe he hadnât overheard what he thought he had. Maybe Jeph hadnât hesitated in pushing Ilain away.
It was a tempting illusion, but Jeph shattered it a moment later. âWhat do you think of Harlâs younger daughter?â he asked. âYou spent some time with her.â Arlen felt as if his father had just punched him in the stomach.
âRenna?â Arlen asked, playing innocent. âSheâs okay, I guess. Why?â
âI spoke to Harl,â his father said. âSheâs going to come live with us when we go back to the farm.â
âWhy?â Arlen asked.
âTo look after your mam, help around the farm, and ⦠other reasons.â
âWhat other reasons?â Arlen pressed.
âHarl and I want to see if you two will get along,â Jeph said.
âWhat if we donât?â Arlen asked. âWhat if I donât want some girl following me around all day asking me to play kissy with her?â
âOne day,â Jeph said, âyou might not mind playing kissy so much.â
âSo let her come then,â Arlen said, shrugging his shoulders and pretending not to know what his father was getting at. âWhy is Harl so eager to be rid of her?â
âYouâve seen the state of their farm; they can barely feed themselves,â Jeph said. âHarl loves his daughters very much, and he wants the best for them. And whatâs best is marrying them while theyâre still young, so he can have sons to help him out and grandchildren before he dies. Ilain is already older than most girls who marry. Lucik Boggin is going to come out to help on Harlâs farm starting in the fall. Theyâre hoping he and Beni will get along.â
âI suppose Lucik didnât have any choice, either,â Arlen grumbled.
âHeâs happy to go, and lucky at that!â Arlenâs father snapped, losing his patience. âYouâre going to have to learn some hard lessons about life, Arlen. There are a lot more boys than girls in the Brook, and we canât just fritter our lives away. Every year, we lose more to dotage and sickness and corelings. If we donât keep children coming, Tibbetâs Brook will fade away just like a hundred other villages! We canât let that happen!â
Arlen, seeing his normally placid father seething, wisely said nothing.
An hour later, Silvy started screaming. They turned to find her trying to stand up right there in the cart, clutching at her chest, her breath coming in loud, horrid gasps. Arlen leapt into the back of the cart, and she gripped him with surprisingly strong hands, coughing thick phlegm onto his shirt. Her bulging, bloodshot eyes stared wildly into his, but there was no recognition in them. Arlen screamed as she thrashed about, holding her as steadily as he could.
Jeph stopped the cart and together they forced her to lie back down. She thrashed about, screaming in hoarse gasps. And then, like Cholie, she gave a final wrack, and lay still.
Jeph looked at his wife, and then threw his head back and screamed. Arlen nearly bit through his lip trying to hold back his tears, but in the end he failed. They wept together over the woman.
When their sobs eased, Arlen looked around, his eyes lifeless. He tried to focus, but the world seemed blurry, as if it wasnât real.
âWhat do we do now?â he asked finally.
âWe turn around,â his father said, and the words cut Arlen like a knife. âWe take her home and burn her. We try to go on. Thereâs still the farm and the animals to care for, and even with Renna and Norine to help us, thereâs going to be some hard times ahead.â
âRenna?â Arlen asked incredulously. âWeâre still taking her with us? Even now?â
âLife goes on, Arlen,â his father said. âYouâre almost a man, and a man needs a wife.â
âDid you arrange one for both of us?â Arlen blurted.
âWhat?â Jeph asked.
âI heard you and Ilain last night!â Arlen screamed. âYouâve got another wife all ready! What do you care about Mam? Youâve already got someone else to take care of your thingie! At least, until she gets killed too, because youâre too scared to help her!â
Arlenâs father hit him; a hard slap across the face that cracked the morning air. His anger faded instantly, and he reached out to his son. âArlen, Iâm sorry â¦!â he choked, but the boy pulled away and jumped off the cart.
âArlen!â Jeph cried, but the boy ignored him, running as hard as he could for the woods off to the side of the road.
Arlen ran through the woods as fast as he could, making sharp, sudden turns, picking his direction at random. He wanted to be sure his father couldnât track him, but as Jephâs calls faded, he realized his father wasnât following at all.
Why should he bother? he thought. He knows I have to come back before nightfall. Where else could I go?
Anywhere. The answer came unbidden, but he knew in his heart that it was true.
He couldnât go back to the farm and pretend everything was all right.