âThere,â Renna said, when their lips parted. âThatâs how you do it.â
âWe have to share the bed tonight,â Beni said. âWe can practise later.â
âIâm sorry you had to give up your bed on account of my mam,â Arlen said.
âItâs okay,â Renna said. âWe used to have to share a bed every night, until Mam died. But now Ilain sleeps with Da.â
âWhy?â Arlen asked.
âWeâre not supposed to talk about it,â Beni hissed at Renna.
Renna ignored her, but she kept her voice low. âIlain says that now that Mamâs gone, Da told her itâs her duty to keep him happy the way a wife is supposed to.â
âLike cooking and sewing and stuff?â Arlen asked.
âNo, itâs a game like kissy,â Beni said. âBut you need a boy to play it.â She tugged on his overalls. âIf you show us your thingie, weâll teach you.â
âI am not showing you my thingie!â Arlen said, backing away.
âWhy not?â Renna asked. âBeni showed Lucik Boggin, and now he wants to play all the time.â
âDa and Lucikâs father said weâre promised,â Beni bragged. âSo that makes it okay. Since youâre going to be promised to Renna, you should show her yours.â Renna bit her finger and looked away, but she watched Arlen out of the corner of her eye.
âThatâs not true!â Arlen said. âIâm not promised to anyone!â
âWhat do you think the elders are talking about inside, dumbs?â Beni asked.
âAre not,â Arlen said.
âGo see!â Beni challenged.
Arlen looked at both girls, then climbed down the ladder, slipping into the house as quietly as he could. He could hear voices from behind the curtain, and crept closer.
âI wanted Lucik right away,â Harl was saying, âbut Fernan wants him makinâ mash for another season. Without an extra back around the farm, itâs hard keepinâ our bellies full,â specially since them chickens quit layinâ and one of the milk cows soured.â
âWeâll take Renna on our way back from Mey,â Jeph said.
âGonna tell him theyâs promised?â Harl asked. Arlenâs breath caught.
âNo reason not to,â Jeph said.
Harl grunted. âReckon you should wait till tâmorrer,â he said. âWhile yur alone on the road. Sometime boys cause a scene when theyâs first told. It kin hurt a girlâs feelinâs.â
âYouâre probably right,â Jeph said. Arlen wanted to scream.
âKnow I am,â Harl said. âTrust a man with daughters; theyâll get upset over any old thing, ent that right, Lainie?â There was a smack, and Ilain yelped. âBut still,â Harl went on, âyou kin do them no hurt that a few hours of cryinâ wonât solve.â
There was a long silence, and Arlen started to edge back towards the barn door.
âIâm off tâbed,â Harl grunted. Arlen froze. âSeeân how Silvyâs in yur bed tonight, Lainie,â he went on, âyou cân sleep with me after you scrape the bowls and round up the girls.â
Arlen ducked behind a workbench and stayed there as Harl went to the privy to relieve himself, and then went into his room, closing the door. Arlen was about to creep back to the barn when Ilain spoke.
âI want to go, too,â she blurted, just after the door closed.
âWhat?â Jeph asked.
Arlen could see their feet under the curtain from where he crouched. Ilain came around the table to sit next to his father.
âTake me with you,â Ilain repeated. âPlease. Beni will be fine once Lucik comes. I need to get away.â
âWhy?â Jeph asked. âSurely you have enough food for three.â
âItâs not that,â Ilain said. âIt doesnât matter why. I can tell Da Iâll be out in the fields when you come for Renna. Iâll run down the road, and meet you there. By the time Da realizes where Iâve gone, thereâll be a night between us. Heâll never follow.â
âI wouldnât be too sure of that,â Jeph said.
âYour farm is as far from here as there is,â Ilain pleaded. Arlen saw her put her hand on Jephâs knee. âI can work,â she promised. âIâll earn my keep.â
âI canât just steal you away from Harl,â Jeph said. âIâve no quarrel with him, and Iâm not about to start one.â
Ilain spat. âThe old wretch would have you think Iâm sharing his bed because of Silvy,â she said quietly. âTruer is he raises his hand to me if I donât join him every night after Renna and Beni are off to bed.â
Jeph was silent a long time. âI see,â he said at last. He made a fist, and started to rise.
âDonât, please,â Ilain said. âYou donât know what heâs like. Heâll kill you.â
âI should just stand by?â Jeph asked. Arlen didnât understand what the fuss was about. So what if Ilain slept in Harlâs room?
Arlen saw Ilain move closer to his father. âYouâll need someone to take care of Silvy,â she whispered. âAnd if she should pass â¦â she leaned in further, and her hand went to Jephâs lap the way Beni had tried to do to Arlen. â⦠I could be your wife. I would fill your farm with children,â she promised. Jeph groaned.
Arlen felt nauseous and hot in the face. He gulped, tasting bile in his mouth. He wanted to scream their plan to Harl. The man had faced a coreling for his daughter, something Jeph would never do. He imagined Harl would punch his father. The image was not displeasing.
Jeph hesitated, then pushed Ilain away. âNo,â he said. âWeâll get Silvy to the Herb Gatherer tomorrow, and sheâll be fine.â
âThen take me anyway,â Ilain begged, falling to her knees.
âIâll ⦠think about it,â his father replied. Just then, Beni and Renna burst in from the barn. Arlen rose quickly, pretending he had just entered with them as Ilain hurriedly stood. He felt the moment to confront them slip past.
After putting the girls to bed and producing a pair of grimy blankets for Arlen and Jeph in the main room, Ilain drew a deep breath and went into her fatherâs room. Not long after, Arlen heard Harl grunting quietly, and the occasional muffled yelp from Ilain. Pretending not to hear it, he glanced over at Jeph, seeing him biting his fist.
Arlen was up before the sun the next morning, while the rest of the house slept. Moments before sunrise, he opened the door, staring at the remaining corelings impatiently