said when he came in. I continue to look at my little brother. I can't believe this is happening. Nick burst out with…I don't know about y'all… but I'm starving. Us just sitting here watching him sleep isn't doing him any good. So I'm going to head down to the cafeteria to eat. Who wants to come? Issa rises from her seats and agrees. She tells our parents to come on. They need to eat they haven't eaten since this morning. My parents gather their things and make their way for the door my mom tells Gabbi to come on. She insists she is fine. For us to go on. But my mother doesn't stop. She insist she join us and she gets Gabbi to come. We made our way out of the room. I knew I had to tell them. But how do I tell them. What the hell do I say and how do I even begin to say it. I'm panicking bad. Why the hell didn't I just come alone! Especially not knowing where I stand with my family right now. Staying calm and collectively. Keep it together. I keep telling myself. You are an attorney. You can do this. Not Coming home for two years is nothing compared to what I'm about to say. The elevator begins to take us down and my heart wants to jump out of my chest. I feel like a kid who got sent to the principal's office. Knowing when I get home I'm going to get it. I know what I have to do as soon as the elevator doors open.
