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Автор: Olga Sedakova
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stories like those

      they tell on Christmas Eve—

      of gold and pearls and of the light

      that comes out of nothing.

      5. A BRAVE FISHERMAN

      A peasant song

       Can you hear, mama, a bird that is singing?

       Wings beating in a cage, it doesn’t drink or feed.

      A fisherman once said to me

      when I was going home:

      take a double chain with you

      and take my golden ring,

      for the night is short

      and spring is short

      and the river takes the boats.

      I bowed to him low

      and then I said to him:

      the double chain I’ll take, my lord,

      I will not take the ring,

      for the night is short

      and spring is short

      and the river takes the boats.

      Ah, mama, I keep dreaming:

      some snow and smoke I see,

      and a sinful soul is crying

      before a blessed angel,

      for the night is short

      and spring is short

      and the river takes the boats.

      6. A WOUNDED TRISTAN DRIFTS IN A BOAT

      Magnificence burns bright,

      like a pearl dissolved

      in a pitched and darkened bottle.

      Yet in the depths of earthly hurts,

      it starts to speak like a mighty wave,

      like ancient Pontus unsurpassed.

      O, my deathly longing, you want

      to rise like a seawall from the fog,

      to embrace yourself from far away

      with the hands of the ocean.

      Now with Bran’s silver wand

      and the prophetic cry of the reed

      confusing what we hear,

      for ages you have been learning,

      that like a sweetly aching wound,

      life is vast at parting.

      I like Tristan when from the tower

      he jumps into the sea:

      his deed is really like a star.

      How else can we run from grief

      but with courage purer then water?

      I like the blood from a deep wound,

      how it adorns every caress.

      Que faire? I like an epilogue

      where the ocean can be heard,

      I love its every mask.

      O, drift like wounded Tristan,

      plucking at restless strings,

      playing the music of free suffering

      up to the heavens where a hurricane roams.

      And within the vast ocean’s longing

      the hero’s hushed yearning

      is like a hamlet beneath a mountain,

      like a household that’s early to bed,

      outside a blizzard blowing.

      And the blizzard gazes like a pale beast

      through a thousand eyes of lashes

      watching people sleep, while craftswomen

      spin the common flax,

      and of the ancient Fleece of Colchis

      fate’s spindle whirs its tale.

      “We shall not find it.”

      “It matters not.”

      7. A CONSOLATION DOG

      Accept, my friend, a consolation dog,

      a lovely dog, a thing of beauty.

      It’s made of nothing and all its traits

      are rainbows: unfailing bridges

      over a rivulet of simple music—

      you’ll soon know it by heart.

      There floating by is your new, eternal wreath:

      buds of candles, flowers of torches.

      How this reminds me of fortune-telling,

      when they knock at the embers:

      sparks fly out

      and are counted,

      but as in a dream,

      when

      they

      freely spread out

      their painted sails.

      Yet it’s not the winds that drive them,

      but unknown voices.

      These ships are ancient, rowing ships.

      Their wine-gold oceans

      carry us to consolation,

      along the merry, lofty isles

      stored up for a happier life,

      on tender, cutting waves.

      What is the roar of waves telling us?

      And what is the Nereid saying?

      It’s as if someone is thanking us,

      keeping a hold of our hand:

      “Onward, my poor wanderers!

      The bottom of life is simple:

      a clean cloth pulled tight

      across an embroidery frame.”

      It’s not in vain that we walk the hungry deep

      as though around the house.

      Here reverie embroiders in gold,

      and the unforgettable paints

      its pictures and names onto a wave:

      here is the ball of childhood,

      here the lovers’ tryst,

      and this is simply a winter’s day.

      Here is music framed by a filigree

      of nighttime bushes and villages.

      Such precious work. Forget it.

      And further on: a lime tree.

      The lime tree by the city gates.

      And Christmas.

      And now—there’s nothing to see.

      Yet this is the best thing to see.

      And when, however much a shame,

      we too will be no more,

      we shall surely find ourselves

      somewhere