I smiled as I read about Holly, who could have been Shelby herself, or at least the person Shelby saw herself to be: selfless, positive, spirited, unappreciated. Holly even looked like Shelby: short, blond, freckle-faced, snub-nosed, cute. If you’re wondering, as I was, her boyfriend Nick looked nothing like me: square-jawed, muscled, stylish but with an incurable propensity for removing his shirt. I already hated him. Nick stood Holly up, broke promises, flirted with other women while Holly made meals, scheduled events and booked trips for a man who cancelled or ignored her. Why? I wondered. Why did Holly put up with him? Maybe women did not give up on men as easily as men did women. Maybe women read romance novels because they understood the general hopelessness of men, commiserated with the dejected heroines. Maybe that’s why LuAnn Plug imagined her ex plummeting to his death from a fiery helicopter or running headlong into razor wire. All that effort wasted. All that hope shattered. But I never did that to Shelby. Or at least not to the extent outlined in her book.
I read well into the night. When Holly finally releases Nick—who actually runs off to Europe with Margeaux, leaving her no choice, really—she meets Kris, a kind, bespectacled, stable man who owns a toy factory. Her life is now “constant” and “content.” She wears her favorite Christmas sweater to a holiday dinner with Kris’s mother, who flits around the kitchen like an epileptic comet and squeals with delight when she opens a Christmas sweater for her cat, Mr. Bojangles. I laughed aloud, imagining both the slashing I would face if I advanced on the real Mr. Bojangles with a sweater and Shelby including me—or something related to me—in her book. Clearly I was on her mind as she wrote her holiday romance. I put the book aside for a while to savor the warmth of being remembered, the memory of being happy.
Meanwhile my mother persisted in battling my resolve, determined to whittle her list of prospective daughters-in-law to zero; when she engaged her exaggerated limp, clutched Mr. Bojangles to her bosom and claimed that she was not long for this world, I acquiesced. While Mona Lambers rambled on about cross-stitch patterns I wondered if Holly would take Nick back; when Loreen Womack ran to the restroom for the fifth time—Bladder infection? Coke addiction?—I wondered if Nick would or could change. As Patrice Dombrowski chucked oysters into her mouth like an eating-contest contender I hoped that, ultimately, Holly/Shelby would be happy.
The book sat, untouched, on the coffee table like a talisman, like a spell, like an unfulfilled wish. Finally, after a particularly bad day at work—the porters never returned from lunch, one of my mechanics cracked the windshield on a year-old Town & Country with a dropped wrench, an unsatisfied customer threatened to shove his boot so far up my ass I’d taste leather—I decided to reembark on my reading odyssey in an effort to mine some sort of hope from He Was Naughty, She Was Nice. The next scene described a holiday party—five pages of partridge-adorned wreaths, candle-laden mantels, the aromatic properties of pine—after which Holly, Heylei, and Anastasia engage in a three-page discussion of the gifts they received from their boyfriends: Tiffany earrings, Pandora charms, Gucci clutches, spa days, trips to Bermuda, engagement rings. I did not take this personally.
Apparently no romance would be complete without revenge; the cad must not only lose the girl but must be made the fool, must come to his senses only to realize his transformation—real or imagined—has been futile, for the woman he is now determined to win back has found happiness in the arms of a man who is both lesser and greater, paunchy and cerebral but also generous and kind. By the time Nick bursts through the garland-strangled front door wearing the green and red sequined sweater Holly had made for him, the reader not only anticipates but savors the knowledge that his punishment will be both severe and satisfying. The room collectively sniggers as Nick approaches Holly, shyly proffering a basket of unwrapped gifts, which include a crock pot, a pair of Magic Scissors, a battery-operated candle, a bottle of White Diamonds, a digital pedometer, and a Target gift card. That I took personally.
I put down the book and picked up Sheila Kravitz with a newfound will to see the best in people, suppressing my curiosity about why these women were single (after all, I was single, though that was the result of vigilance and resolve). I ignored Sheila’s eye tic. I overlooked the force with which her man hands clutched the fork and knife, sawing like a primate into the bloody steak on her plate. I even managed a smile when she made it clear that she was an old-fashioned girl and not amenable to “roving paws.” Then I went home, opened a free Gmail account under the pseudonym Clint Harris and launched an email at Shelby through her website:
Dear Ms. Duchene,
I really enjoyed your most recent book, He Was Naughty, She Was Nice. You are a talented writer. I liked the descriptions of the meals, the holiday décor, and the characters. I was wondering how you come up with ideas for your books? Are they pure fiction or do you base your work on people you know? Thanks and keep writing!
Sincerely,
Clint Harris
Shelby’s response was almost immediate:
Dear Clint (I hope I can call you Clint!):
Thank you for your kind words. Christmas is one of my favorite holidays so writing the descriptions was fun! Many of them were obtained as I drove around looking at decorations while listening to Christmas carols.
I felt something between a pang and a jolt then, recalling last year when Shelby and I tooled around the neighborhood with a thermos of hot chocolate listening to Bing Crosby and Mannheim Steamroller songs and taking in the rooftop Santas, outsized manger animals, high-voltage light displays. I teased her but had to admit that the over-the-top exhibits and booming music had made me smile. I read on:
Much of what I write is made up, or fictional, though sometimes I will model an event after a real-life experience or a character after someone I know. I hope that answers your question! Please check back for publication information on my next book, Urban Safari: Hunting the Two-Legged Beast.
Happy reading!
Shelby
I replied of course:
Thanks for your quick response. Being as I am a man, I was wondering how men feel about your insights into the male psyche. For example, I think you were spot on in that a jerk like Nick does not deserve Holly and that he should be punished—maybe he will even learn a lesson about how to treat women. But I was wondering what was so horrible about, say, a gift of perfume or a gift card or even a pedometer in the current health-conscious craze. Again, just curious!
Thanks,
Clint
I waited until, as a writer might say, the sun fell into the far-off hills and the stars filled the sky and I grew tired. The next morning, I checked my Gmail before work and found only an Olga’s coupon, a GoFundMe request and a loan consolidation offer. All day at work, as I greeted customers, calculated estimates, and kept loose tabs on the porters, I wondered if Shelby had figured out it was me. I thought I did a good job of masking my identity, but maybe she understood the complex workings of the web in a way that I never would, somehow following the string of my fake name and account back to me. My paranoia dissolved when I saw her response later that evening.
Dear Clint:
While I know that more women than men read my books (and romances in general), I do think lots of men read them and understand that certain behaviors are unacceptable. The