Of course, many individuals with high-functioning autism or Asperger Syndrome may not get a diagnosis until they are older. As a young adult or adult they are often painfully aware of their differences and a diagnosis provides an explanation. They may have been through a long list of other diagnoses before getting the one that fits. In these situations, telling them about the diagnosis is not an issue. They are old enough to be involved in the whole evaluation and diagnosis process and, one hopes, are hearing about the diagnosis directly from the physician or psychologist.
Telling Eric and his sister was one of the hardest things I have ever done. I worried about it for a long time before I actually did it, so it was a great relief when it was over and we were all fine. In the talk with Eric and later with Sarah, I concentrated on how everyone is different. I used myself and their father and each of them as examples. I talked about how some people can do some things better than others, pointing out what each of them could do well and what was harder for them. I used the word “autism” when I spoke to both children because they were old enough to understand. I explained that Eric’s autism means his brain is wired a little differently and that is why he often prefers to play alone or gets upset sometimes in new situations. After telling them both, I was still worried about the comments they might hear at school, but felt that they were better prepared to deal with them. They also knew that they could come to me and their father and talk about it whenever they had questions.
There were other ways that I tried to prepare Eric for the transition to full inclusion in the third grade. We visited the school during the summer and explored the campus and playground. We talked about how great it would be to have Eric and his sister riding on the same bus to school. We tried to build up the experience and how wonderful it was going to be. Because we were treating it as an adventure, Eric was excited.
Eric’s third-grade teacher had been teaching for many years. She was nice and seemed like a good teacher, but it became clear very soon after school started that she was not comfortable having Eric in her class. The notes started coming home: his desk is messy, he doesn’t write his math problems on the lines properly. (It didn’t matter that he got all the answers correct.) Then there was the phone call one night when she said to me, “Eric is awfully small for his age. Don’t you think he would be better off in second grade?” I reminded her that he had already mastered the second-grade curriculum and third grade was where he should be.
I tried to understand her concerns but it was hard. Eric was probably her easiest student. He always followed the rules, he never talked in class or disrupted the class in any way, and he always did the work required of him. I think the teacher was worried about what Eric might do. After five months of my trying to convince her that Eric was not going to suddenly flip out in her class, she called me at home one night. She had watched a television show on facilitated communication that featured several severely autistic children. She was moved by the show and said to me, “Eric is doing really quite well, isn’t he?” After almost five months of trying to convince her of this same thing, she finally got it. From that point on, the teacher was more understanding and supportive. She actually became so supportive and protective that she didn’t want Eric to fail at anything. I had to remind her to challenge him and to let him try new things even if he failed.
The primary support for Eric during his years of inclusion in regular education was the autism outreach teacher from our school system. This person’s responsibility was to support those students on the autism spectrum who were not in autism-specific classrooms. The students could be in other special education classrooms or in regular education classrooms. This teacher was available to provide information about autism to the teachers and to the other children in the class if needed.
For the first two years of full inclusion, Eric’s autism outreach teacher was his former teacher in the self-contained autism class. When they disbanded the class, she became the outreach teacher. It was wonderful to have her to help Eric through this transition to full inclusion. She knew him well and she was very knowledgeable about autism. She was also an excellent ambassador to the regular education teachers. She could go into the classroom and set up schedules or organizational help for the students. She could also work with the students one-to-one occasionally if they needed the extra help with academics. The level of support she provided was individualized for each student depending on their needs. For Eric, she primarily offered support to the teachers and education about the autism spectrum and about Eric’s individual needs. She went into the classroom once a week to work with Eric on some of the academic work. She also came to the class once a week to help facilitate social experiences for Eric on the playground.
Before her change of heart, Eric’s third-grade teacher was not happy about what Eric did on the playground. Instead of playing with the other children, he would walk back and forth and quietly talk to himself. He was very happy when he did this and I felt that he needed this time to himself during recess. In my opinion he was doing a great job focusing in the classroom and holding himself together. If he wanted to do this during recess because it relaxed him and calmed him, then he should be allowed to do so. When I observed, the other students in the class did not seem to be bothered by Eric’s actions—in fact they didn’t even seem to notice. But the teacher was not comfortable with this and asked that the autism outreach teacher come and help Eric do something with the other students. She set up a “peer buddy” on the playground once a week whose responsibility was to play with Eric. The little girls that volunteered to do this were great and seemed to enjoy the challenge of getting Eric to connect.
Our first autism outreach teacher left the school system after Eric’s fourth-grade year. It was hard to see her go. She had been so important to Eric and to me. Fortunately, the person who took her place was also wonderful. He was trained and experienced in the field of autism and worked well with the regular education teachers. He was a resource for Eric throughout the remaining years of public school. Eric no longer needed one-to-one support in the classroom. The new outreach teacher’s primary support for Eric was to consult to and meet with Eric’s teachers on a regular basis. He also attended all the Individualized Educational Plan (IEP) meetings.
In addition to helping Eric, the outreach teacher was a support for me personally. Here was someone I didn’t have to educate about my son. He already knew the uniqueness of these students and nothing surprised him. He helped me to see some of Eric’s strengths that I hadn’t been able to see. He also served as a go-between for me with the teachers. If Eric were getting bad grades or if I were seeing problems Eric was having in the classroom, I would call the outreach teacher. He would then contact the teacher to discuss how things were going and offer solutions. The teachers could talk about their frustrations or whatever with the outreach teacher, something they would not feel comfortable doing with a parent. Teachers also seemed to respond better to suggestions from another teacher with experience working with these students than they did to a parent’s suggestions. My relationships with Eric’s teachers over the years were less complicated because of the support of the outreach teacher. At difficult IEP meetings, the outreach teacher was extremely helpful. There were several times over the years that he would help me defend Eric’s need for services when the school would try to remove supports. He helped the other members of the team understand that Eric was doing well because of the supports and that to take them away would be a mistake.
Eric continued with inclusion throughout the remainder of elementary school with very few significant problems. The teachers and the principal were supportive most of the time. School was not easy for Eric and he didn’t enjoy going to school. He had to work hard to hold it together during the day. The numbers of kids in the class and the noise and activity levels were difficult for him to handle sometimes. Luckily, the academics were fairly easy for Eric overall but his writing was very slow and made it hard for him to keep up. Homework was long and tedious and Eric had problems