‘What’s the use of worrying?
It never was worthwhile …’
Of course, she couldn’t ask. She hardly knew the girl and it seemed far too intrusive.
‘Pack up your troubles in an old kit bag and
Smile, smile, smile …’ they sang.
Connie could hardly bear it.
All at once, Queenie bustled in from the kitchen and put two plates of meat and veg pie, mash and gravy in front of them. Despite the fact that Connie had to search for a piece of meat in her pie, it was hot, delicious and very welcome.
‘I’m sorry about your husband,’ said Connie as Queenie went off to get them both a cup of tea. Her remark felt lame but she felt she had to say something.
‘You weren’t to know,’ said Eva.
Connie smiled awkwardly and Eva looked away. ‘Not much to say really,’ Eva said, addressing the brick wall. ‘We met in Hyde Park, got married by special licence and he was killed six weeks later.’
Connie stopped eating. ‘But I thought …’ She glanced sideways at Mrs Arkwright who was stubbing out a cigarette. Two weeks or six, it was still terrible. ‘God, Eva, that’s awful.’
Eva ran her fingers through her shoulder-length blonde hair and shrugged her shoulders. ‘It happens.’
She’d only known the girl for a few hours but Connie wasn’t fooled. She might be trying to sound tough but Connie could see that Eva’s eyes had misted over. Connie had obviously reopened an old wound and now she didn’t know what to say. Rescue came once more in the form of Eva’s mother-in-law who reappeared with the tea. Planting a kiss on the top of Eva’s head she said to Connie, ‘Isn’t she lovely? My Dermid picked a real gem. Like a daughter to me she is.’
Connie nodded vigorously and embarrassed, Eva shooed her away with, ‘Get away with you, Queenie.’
‘Now that it’s all over, my gal,’ said Queenie earnestly, ‘you mind you keep in touch.’
‘Of course I will,’ said Eva, looking up and squeezing her hand.
As they finished their meal the man with the accordion struck up ‘A Nightingale Sang in Berkeley Square’ and they all sang along. Or at least, Connie mouthed the words. Her throat was too tight with emotion to sing but the jolly songs had the others dancing and clapping and the more poignant ones brought a sentimental tear to the eye.
‘I presume you’ve got a SOP,’ said Eva. ‘If you need a place to sleep, I’m sure Queenie will put us up, won’t you Queenie?’
‘’Course I can,’ smiled Queenie.
Mrs Arkwright frowned. ‘What’s a SOP?’
‘Sleeping Out Pass,’ laughed Eva.
Connie’s jaw dropped and she gasped in horror. ‘Oh Lord, no! Since we started double summer time, these long light evenings make such a difference. Whatever’s the time?’
‘Eight forty-five.’
‘Oh hell,’ cried Connie grabbing her handbag from the floor. ‘I never gave it a thought. I haven’t even got a late pass and I’ve got to be in by ten.’
‘Where are you billeted?’ asked Eva.
‘Hendon. Can you tell me how to get to the nearest tube station? I shall be all right once I get there.’
‘Doug is going near there,’ said Queenie balancing the empty plates up her arm. ‘He’ll be here in a minute. He can take you in the pig van if you like.’
Connie raised an eyebrow. ‘Pig van?’
‘He collects pig food from all the restaurants around here,’ said Queenie. ‘If you don’t mind the smell, I’m sure he’d give you a lift.’
Connie looked at Eva and they laughed. It was hardly ideal but at least she had the chance to be back to the camp on time.
Connie stood to go. ‘Thanks Eva,’ she said giving her an affectionate hug. ‘I’ve had a wonderful day.’
‘Me too,’ said Eva. ‘We must keep in touch.’
‘I’d like that,’ said Connie.
Her new friend purloined two pieces of paper and gave one to Connie. ‘I’ve no idea where I’ll be when I get demobbed,’ she said, ‘so I’ll give you my mother’s address. She’ll always know where I am.’
‘That’ll be good,’ said Connie writing her own name and address down. ‘I guess it won’t be too hard to meet up. You started to tell me that we lived near each other.’
‘I come from Durrington,’ said Eva handing her details over to Connie. ‘It’s near Worthing.’
‘I know where that is,’ Connie smiled.
Queenie leaned over the counter and interrupted them. ‘Doug’s here, darlin’.’
‘Thanks Queenie,’ said Eva.
‘I’ll tell him you’ll be out in a minute, shall I?’
‘Thanks Queenie,’ said Eva once more. Her mother-in-law went out through the kitchen door.
‘My folks live in Goring,’ Connie smiled. ‘That’s a small village the other side of Worthing.’ She handed Eva her slip of paper and glanced down at the name and address Eva had written down.
Beside her, her new friend gasped. ‘Connie Dixon? You’re not one of the Dixons from Belvedere Nurseries, are you?’
‘Yes,’ said Connie. She stared disbelievingly at the address Eva had just given her. Mrs Vi Maxwell, Durrington Hill. She couldn’t believe what had just happened. She’d spent the day with a girl her family heartily disapproved of. ‘When we met,’ she accused, ‘you said your name was O’Hara.’
‘Of course,’ said Eva, tossing her head defiantly. ‘That’s my married name. I was born a Maxwell, and I’m proud of it.’
‘I had no idea,’ said Connie quietly.
‘I can’t quite believe it either,’ said Eva. ‘And we’ve had such a lovely day.’
Connie nodded. ‘What are we going to do?’
‘Tell you one thing,’ said Eva. ‘I don’t think my mother would be too happy if you turned up on the doorstep.’
Connie’s heart began to bump but she wasn’t sure if she was angry or deeply offended. How could this girl be a Maxwell? She had been so nice. ‘After what your family did to mine …’ she began.
‘After what my family did?’ Eva retorted. ‘I think you’ll find the boot is on the other foot.’
‘Now hang on a minute,’ said Connie, her hand on her hip. ‘I don’t want to get into a fight but get your facts straight first.’
They glared at each other, their jaws jutting.
‘What’s up with you two?’ said Queenie, reappearing in the café. ‘You both look as if you lost half a crown and found a tanner.’
‘She’s been buttering up to me all day and it turns out that she’s a bloody Dixon,’ spat Eva. She turned away and Connie thought she heard her mutter, ‘Cow.’
Connie was livid. ‘It’s hardly surprising,’ she said to Eva’s receding back, ‘that the Dixons and the Maxwells have nothing to do with each other, especially when one of them is so bloomin’ rude.’
Queenie O’Hara looked helplessly from one girl to the other.