‘Swear you’ll bring it home, James.’ The old man grips the youngster’s wrist and slams the child’s hand down on the corpse’s stiffening breast. ‘Swear to me on your grandma’s dead body that you’ll shine. You’ll make a gentleman no matter what. Steal it, plunder it, swindle it or earn it fair. It doesn’t matter to me. Swear on her broken body or go to hell yourself.’
The harshness of Arabia does not shock James Wellsted one bit. He has few scruples about writing his memoirs. He has credited those he believes require credit – Chapman gave Wellsted use of his diaries before he died and he offered help when he was writing about geological specimens. Another officer advised on the Greek translation the lieutenant used. Wellsted will be damned if he’ll kiss Haines’ arse. He knows that the captain is not generally liked, and his objections to what Wellsted has done are questionable. He’d simply have liked to get his account in first. Well, damn the old man – it’s first past the post, the British way and the captain will simply have to lump it.
Against the sound of the lapping waves, Wellsted does not hear Haines approaching in the darkness.
‘I could have you up on charges, Lieutenant, for refusing the captain’s orders. Dinner in my cabin, I said.’
‘I didn’t realise it was an order, sir. I thought it more an invitation.’
Haines makes a derisory grunt. His breath is sour. Wellsted can smell it keenly on the thick, evening air.
‘I’m so hurt,’ the captain mumbles, ‘that so many good men, who have now given their lives for the service … that you are stealing their credit. It is wickedness, Wellsted, not the act of a gentleman.’
‘I found what I found in Socotra,’ Wellsted replies evenly. ‘I simply noted down what I had done. I have named the others.’
Haines snaps. ‘You were my assistant. An assistant, that is all.’
Wellsted does not rise to the bait. They have had this argument before and Wellsted can put his hand on his heart and say that the majority of what he claimed in his memoir is his own work. He’ll find his way, by hook or by crook and it will be a better memorial of the men who’ve died than Haines’ interminable snivelling.
The captain, still outraged, waits a few moments but Wellsted only stares silently towards the inky outline of the shore.
‘You were right not to come to my cabin tonight, I suppose,’ Haines continues in a vicious tone. ‘It is a good idea for you to eat alone. It will give you time to think – to consider. Shall we say for the rest of the tour, Lieutenant Wellsted?’
James knows the man is insulting him. For any officer to be banned from the captain’s table is a dreadful blow. Certainly, the gossip of such disciplinary action will animate the crew for days and when they make port it will be wondered at all over the service. Captain Haines has the outer appearance of bluff liberality, but those who work with him know well enough that he is dogged in his thinking and takes a dislike often to individual members of the crew with little reason. For James, banishment from Haines’ cabin is little skin off his nose, in the long run. The worst the captain can do is work him hard and neglect him a little and he’s survived worse than that. Also, as things stand on board, Wellsted is the only senior officer, which puts Haines over a barrel. The midshipmen are green as gooseberries in a lush, English summer and the captain needs the lieutenant to continue the survey. If Haines hoped that Wellsted would baulk at social disgrace, he is disappointed.
‘As you wish, sir. I shall dine alone.’
The captain brushes his palms together as if he is cleaning them. ‘Well then, carry on, Wellsted. Keep the watch, will you?’
For hours there is nothing on the sound but the endless, penetrating blackness relieved by the low, whirling brightness of the stars. If you stare at them long enough they send your head spinning. The temperature has plummeted so that the night is merely pleasantly warm after the searing intensity of the day’s sunshine and Wellsted keeps watch comfortably without his jacket. By the light of a candle that is magnified only slightly by a brass ship’s lamp, he writes home to Molyneux Street. Neither his father nor his grandfather can read but he knows his younger siblings, infants when he left, will have learnt, as he did in his time, and will relay the household correspondence to the older generations. ‘Once a person can read,’ Old Thomas said so solemnly that he could have been quoting from the Bible, ‘a person can be employed to hold office, a person can marry above his station, a person can execute wills.’ All the young Wellsteds are literate, even the girls. James’ letters home are relayed, like most Arabian traffic, via Bombay and take weeks to arrive. Still, he writes regularly, never hoping for a single word coming in the other direction, for it is not the Wellsted way.
An hour or so before dawn, he smells the day’s cornbread baking in the galley and his appetite is sharpened. He wonders briefly if the last supply of bitter water they managed to obtain further down the strait is responsible for the fact the coffee on board is so substandard. The water is difficult to stomach without mixing it with something, and the men have been taking it with sheep’s milk. Perhaps that is the key. His mouth is watering now and his stomach grumbles – he knows there is some cheese left – hard and mostly rind, but he has a yearning for it nonetheless. He is about to make his way to the galley when Ormsby reports to take over Wellsted’s duties and allow the lieutenant a few hours of sleep before the day’s survey gets properly underway.
‘Morning.’ The lad stretches and reaches inside his jacket for his flask. He offers it, but James declines. Then, shrugging his shoulders, Ormsby takes a draught and smacks his lips as the liquor hits his bloodstream.
‘Will you break your fast with me?’ James offers.
Ormsby nods. ‘Yes, sir,’ he says.
‘Good. We can fetch it from the galley and eat here. We’ll see the sun come up. Then I must sleep, I think.’
‘This weather’s quite the thing for a picnic. It feels almost fresh this morning,’ Ormsby smiles.
‘Give it an hour or two!’
Ormsby’s eyes fall to the small bottle of dark ink and the roughly made quill his superior officer has been using. His pupils shrink and he feels uncomfortable. Wellsted has been writing again. This is what has caused all the trouble and he is hoping that there will be no more. The captain has been moody for weeks on end and has taken it out on everybody.
‘I’m writing home, you idiot,’ the lieutenant says fondly. ‘My grandfather likes to keep up. He’s an invalid these days. I send a letter now and then – to keep the old boy going.’
‘Ah,’ Ormsby nods, though he can hardly really understand. His grandfather, after all, is a committed Christian, a Conservative and the brother of a duke, who scarcely if ever leaves his well-run and comfortable estate in Gloucestershire and would be horrified had he seen even half of what James took as read during his Marylebone childhood. The most the old man hopes from his grandsons is that they will be good eggs.
‘Yes. My family likes the odd letter too,’ Ormsby says. ‘They are awfully fond of news. I should really write to them more.’
He wonders if he might see some interesting fish today – the coral reefs are teeming with brightly coloured, odd-looking marine life and Ormsby has been sketching what he sees. It keeps him amused and he is hoping, if he can learn to swim, that he will be able to make a comprehensive study of the shoals of strange creatures, for as his grandfather says, the Lord’s design is in everything.
‘Come on,’ says Wellsted. ‘There is the last of the cheese left. We can toast it on top of the oven.’
The very same day that Zena is auctioned off, on the kind of brisk but sunny English summer morning of which men in the desert can only dream, at his cousin’s substantial,