Писатель предсмертных записок. Григорий Гриценко. Читать онлайн. Newlib. NEWLIB.NET

Автор: Григорий Гриценко
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Год издания: 2024
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вздохи и оханье. Даже не выглядывая наружу, уже было видно ужас прохожих.

      Павел тяжело поднялся. Заранее побледневший, пересилив, себя подошёл к стеклу, чтобы убедиться. Внизу, безобразно распластавшись на снегу, лежал человек. Хотя нет. Уже тело. Конечности в стороны, голова лицом вниз. Снег впитывал кровь.

      Есть черный снег, есть белый, а есть красный. Он в одночасье шепчет и кричит. Он жаждет действий, а не эмоций невзрачных.

      Я не хочу быть красным снегом. Не хочу быть им.

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