Дневник Л. (1947–1952). Кристоф Тизон

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      Il m’aimait. Grasset, 2004.

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      Как было упомянуто в предисловии, предложения, выделенные курсивом, в оригинале дневника были подчеркнуты или написаны другим цветом.

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      В дневнике на французском.

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      «Черная полоса» Делмера Дэйвса, 1947 г.

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      «Эта прекрасная жизнь» Фрэнка Капры, 1946 г.

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