MoMo shrugged his broad shoulders. “I mean . . . off. Just, sometimes. Little stuff. You were talking during the program.”
“So?”
“So you never do, that’s all.”
“Really? You think ten minutes before we go to sleep is time to start questioning me?” She pulled on a robe and glanced at her pad. Nothing there that needed immediate attention. There was a coup under way in Tajikistan. That could wait.
And there was a briefing book from Patrick Rios, the new director of the ETA—the Emerging Technologies Agency. Rios, late of the FBI and a real go-getter type, was pushing hard to go after McLure Industries. What Rios didn’t seem to understand was that Grey McLure and his son had been murdered in what had been—until the UN terrorist attack—the biggest headline event of the year. Go after McLure?
Well . . . why not, now that she thought of it. Rios was very smart, very capable. He reminded the president of herself, somehow. When she pictured Rios, she always seemed to see herself as a young, aggressive prosecutor.
She trusted him.
She needed to give him a free hand.
He was very like her, a good guy, reliable.
In fact, the two memories—of Rios and of herself at that age—were wired together. The president’s brain could not think of Rios without thinking of herself.
“Babe, that’s not what I’m saying,” MoMo said. He stood to wrap his arms around her, but she moved away, heading toward the bathroom and a hot shower, her end-of-day relaxation ritual. He followed. “It’s just I’m wondering if you’re okay.”
“Listen, MoMo, I’m tired. And until thirty seconds ago I was feeling like I had put a pleasant full stop on this lousy day. So if you have something to say, let’s get to it.”
She slid back the glass door on the shower and turned the water on. It would take thirty seconds for the water to heat up.
“Okay,” he said, suddenly very serious. “It’s a bunch of little things. You’ve developed a nervous tic in your eye.”
“It’s the pollen—it’s been terrible.”
“You call me MoMo. You never used to. I don’t mind it from other people, but that’s not what you call me.”
She hesitated. “Okay.”
“You ate raw tomatoes.”
“What?”
“You ate raw tomatoes. You hate them. You dropped the F-bomb in the Cabinet meeting. You never do that. The last couple days I see you staring in the mirror, and it’s like you just go blank. The other day you snapped at the photographer. When do you ever do that?”
“I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but I’ve been under some pressure lately,” she said, her voice dripping sarcasm.
“You’ve been under pressure since I’ve known you, Helen, you don’t snap at people who work for you, not people who can’t defend themselves. It’s just . . .” He shrugged helplessly. “I just wonder if maybe we should take a few days up at Camp David.”
“I can’t do that,” she said icily. “I’m not the first lady, I’m the goddamned president. I have actual work to do.”
The insult was like a knife in his ribs. He gulped, shocked by it. “See, that’s not the kind of thing you say,” he said finally.
She blinked.
“Sorry, Mo—, sorry, sweetheart. I’m . . .” She forced a helpless smile. “Yeah, maybe I need some time off.”
“Maybe more than that. That twitch, all this little stuff, more than I can remember right now . . . maybe you should call the White House physician. Just have him check. You know . . . could be . . . I don’t know.”
The president nodded solemnly. “Okay. Now I’m taking a shower. Want to join me?”
“You know I’m a bath man,” he said, his tone half reproach, half forgiveness.
She put her arms around him. “But I’m lonely in that big shower all alone.”
When they were under the spray she considered her options.
MoMo wouldn’t let it drop. He was nothing if not persistent. He loved her and he would keep pushing. And pushing.
Something was wrong with her—that was the hell of it. She had felt it. She knew it was true. Something wrong.
But she had a year until the election. This was no time to look weak. This was no time for doctors to be finding a tumor or a stroke or even just too much stress.
But what could she do? How could she stop MoMo from loving her right out of the White House?
Later she would recall that question.
Later she would ask herself how she had decided on the terrible answer.
But at this moment all she saw was that it would have to be a single swift blow. No second chances.
She pressed close to her husband. She kissed him. She ran her fingers through his wet hair, held both sides of his head tight, and with every muscle in her body smashed the back of his head against the tile wall.
MoMo sagged to the floor. Blood came with surprising force, more than she would have imagined.
She left the water running, stepped from the shower, crossed to the bathtub, and began filling it with hot water.
It took a couple of minutes before there was enough water in the tub.
MoMo groaned in the shower. Nonsense sounds, not words, but still she had to hurry.
She slid back the shower door, knelt down, put her hands under his arms, and dragged him the five feet to the tub. That much was easy: he was wet and soapy, and the floor was tile.
The harder part was pushing him up over the side of the tub. For the scenario to work it would have to seem as if he’d slipped and smashed his head against the side of the tub. It would be a long night of making sure that bloodstains were only in exactly the right places. The president would be scrubbing.
She manhandled MoMo into the rising water in the tub. Now he was moaning and moving feebly, like a sleepwalker, like a drunk, uncoordinated.
He splashed into the tub.
His eyes fluttered open as she ground the bloody wound against the back of the tub.
“Mwuh?” he managed to say.
Mustn’t leave handprints. Had to do this right. She pressed her palms against his chest and leaned her weight on him until his head was completely submerged.
His dark eyes blinked, seemed to gain awareness for just a moment, and his arms came up out of the water to push back . . .
Too late. His lungs filled.
He vomited into the water.
And then she no longer had to hold him down. MoMo wasn’t going anywhere.
It would be a tragedy. The nation would mourn. She would get a ten-point sympathy bounce in the polls.
Her secrets would be safe.
A sob heaved up from inside her. She loved him. She loved him with all her heart.
And she had just murdered him.
In an office in a building on the 1800 block of Pennsylvania Avenue, just streets from the White House, Bug Man tore the gloves from his hands.
He was shaking.
He felt sick. He climbed out of the chair, made it five steps on the way to the very nice