Justin snatched him close before he hit the ground, protecting Jesse’s son the way he should have shielded Jesse. “Never. You care too much about everybody.”
Javi pushed up his mask and peered at Justin. “How come you don’t?”
Justin shook his head, feeling his family’s judgmental eyes on him. “I do.”
“Then how come you’re gonna break Grandma’s heart and go to jail?”
“Javi,” Sofia warned again.
“You told Daddy that,” Javi huffed.
“The decision might be out of his hands anyway.” James settled on the couch beside Sofia and draped an arm around her shoulders. “Heard the town’s holding a meeting next week to discuss revoking the facility’s conditional charter. Place might close.”
“Why?” An image of Brielle flashed in his mind’s eye. He could tell she was committed to Fresh Start, and it bugged him that she’d lose it. Darned if he could say why exactly, but it did.
“Just what we read in the paper. Folks are worried property values will go down, and crime rates will rise from attracting the wrong kinds of people.” James dropped his ear to Sofia’s belly.
Javi joined them and placed a hand next to his father’s cheek. “What makes people the wrong kind?”
Sofia slid her fingers through Javi’s hair. “Some people don’t like drug addicts or people going through tough times.”
“We had bad times, and the shelters let us stay. Why won’t they let them stay?” The color blanched from Javi’s normally tan skin. “Does that mean people don’t like Mama and me?”
Justin felt a lasso cinch his chest and squeeze. Javi had a point. “Everyone loves you, bud.”
James pulled Javi onto his lap. “You have a home now. A family. No more troubles.”
“But Mama was an addict,” Javi continued, his voice rising. “And my first daddy, too. They needed help. How come people won’t help them like they did for Mama and me?”
“Because they’re idiots,” Justin bit out. He wanted no part of the facility personally, but the idea of the town shutting it down irked him. Places like Fresh Start gave people hope, a second chance, a refuge. Jesse had sobered up before he’d been gunned down for an unpaid drug debt. Who knew how long he would have stayed clean that time? Each period of sobriety extended Jesse’s life. If not for the murder, he might be here today, setting up a train set with his son... Of course, that’d mean James and Sofia wouldn’t have a baby on the way, but...
Did it mean Jesse’s death was one of those “meant to be” curveballs life threw at you? He’d bet the godly chaplain Brielle Thompson would think so.
“Thought you hated clinics like that,” Jewel drawled. She passed him a beer on her way back from the kitchen.
“Hate’s a strong word.” His thumb traced the tab’s sharp, metallic outline. “Just don’t see it helping me.”
“They’re dragging Jesse’s name into this,” James put in, grim.
“What? How?” his mother exclaimed.
“Javi, go to your room,” Sofia ordered.
“But—” he protested.
“Now.” James pointed at the stairs, and Javi scurried up them.
When they heard his bedroom door shut, James said, “They blame Jesse for bringing those murderers to town and claim the Fresh Start residents might do the same.”
Justin swore a blue streak, finishing with, “Of all the small-minded, hypocritical, overreactionary talk I’ve ever heard. We need to stop this.” His thumb twitched over his beer’s tab, but didn’t bend it back. It felt like a grenade—pull the pin and boom.
He needed to be alert for this conversation. Not numb.
“We’ll speak at the meeting.” James swept Sofia’s swollen feet onto his lap and rubbed them.
“That might help, but I’m not sure it’ll be enough,” worried Ma. “The lady who’s running it—what’s her name?”
“Brielle Thompson,” Justin supplied, thinking of the saintly warrior he’d gone toe to toe with days ago. She was a fighter. He set the beer down on the coffee table.
“Right.” His mother pulled off her glasses and polished them with the bottom of her yellow shirt. It coordinated with the polka dots in her headband and on her socks. Some people collected dolls. Some were into antique cars. His mother obsessed about matching her outfits, her furnishings, even her car accessories right down to the ocean-blue air freshener in the same shade as her sedan. She called it a lifestyle choice. “As a stranger,” she continued, “and a city girl, I’m not sure our neighbors will listen to her.”
Fired up, Justin bolted to his feet. “I’ll make them listen to her.”
“How are you going to do that?” Sofia asked, her eyes closed as James kneaded her insoles.
“I’m going over to Fresh Start to figure that out. Can anyone give me a ride?”
“Me.” Jewel bussed their ma on the cheek then hustled to join him. “I have plans in town anyway.”
“Wouldn’t be to hear Heath Loveland play at the Barnsider?” James teased.
“I’m going for the wings,” she huffed, then grabbed her coat and flounced out the door.
Justin and James grinned at each other. They loved tweaking their tough, tomboy sister about her supposed crush on one of their archrivals. Dubbed the “sensitive cowboy” by swooning ladies who flocked to his local gigs, Heath was the youngest in his family, like Jewel. Sometimes, given her extreme defensiveness, Justin and his brothers wondered if they might be right about Jewel liking Heath after all, crazy as that’d be.
“Take care now,” he heard his mother call as he jammed on his hat, shoved his arms in his jacket and flung himself out the door. Beer forgotten.
Fifteen minutes later he tromped up the steps to the old Greyson place. Its owner had raised a few cattle as a hobby and stabled horses, until recent years when hard times forced him to sell. The new owner, an investment banker looking to shelter money, rumor had it, had bought the place lock, stock and barrel. And it most recently had become the home of Fresh Start.
“Anybody here?” he called, opening the front door when no one answered his knock. He stepped inside just as Brielle emerged from a room to his left.
“What are you doing here?” Then—“Was the door unlocked?”
For some contrary reason, her hostile tone slapped a wide smile on his face. He swept off his hat and bowed slightly, all old-school, country-boy charm. “Yes, it was. And it’s nice to see you, too.”
“Can’t say the same, but come in. Doreen, please contact maintenance to have them check and reset the security keypad,” she called then turned back the way she came.
He followed her into a small, sterile-looking room, admiring the sway of her trim hips beneath a modest skirt that flowed nearly to her ankles. Today, the silky lavender material of her shirt buttoned at each wrist and twisted into a bow at her neck. With all this covering up, maybe it was a wonder he found an inch of her to be attracted to. Yet his eyes stuck to her like she was flypaper. He stroked his beard, his own form of concealment.
“Please. Sit.”
He folded himself into a chair and watched as she strode behind her desk and sat, her back so straight, he bet he could plumb an entire building off it. A hectic red colored her cheeks and brought out the mint of her magnetic eyes.
“What can I do for you?”
“It’s