The hot, burning feeling in Alessandra’s brain immediately started up again.
‘Is something the matter?’ Kerstin asked.
Dio, now Christian’s future imaginary wife was looking at her with concern.
‘Not at all.’ She forced another brittle smile.
A knowing expression came into Kerstin’s eyes. ‘My sister have a baby soon. You are the same, ja?’
‘How can you tell?’ Not only was she beautiful and intelligent but also psychic.
‘My sister has had many babies,’ Kerstin said with a laugh.
‘Please don’t tell anyone,’ Alessandra beseeched. ‘We’re not ready for the world to know.’
‘All those men chasing you with their cameras…is not nice.’
Beautiful, intelligent, psychic and empathetic?
Had a more perfect woman ever been born?
Kerstin looked openly at Alessandra’s belly. ‘I think you hide it for not much longer. Soon you will show.’
She stated the latter with such certainty that for a moment Alessandra was tempted to ask exactly how much later, right down to the hour.
Instead she fought back the sudden spring of hot tears welling in her eyes.
Kerstin saw them too and placed a comforting arm around her shoulder. ‘Your hormone will feel better soon.’
Alessandra gave a shaky laugh, accepting the tissue Kerstin magically produced.
At least she had one advantage over the beautiful German woman. Her own English was much better.
‘You’re very quiet,’ Christian said. They’d been in the car for ten minutes since leaving the embassy and Alessandra had spent the entire time gazing out of the window.
She’d become increasingly quiet since their wedding. It was only tonight, when she’d been her old, sociable self, that he’d realised quite how withdrawn she’d become.
Was he the cause? Had his mother’s prediction already started coming true?
He wanted to reach out to her and find out what troubled her but didn’t know how.
She raised a shoulder—the bare shoulder he’d spent the evening trying not to stare at. It had been an effort of epic proportions that had failed. That one naked limb had acted like a beacon to his eyes. The rest of her had acted as a beacon to his senses.
Holding her hand, feeling her warm, slender body brushing against him…
All the good work he’d done in recent weeks building a distance from her had crumbled.
Theos, he ached for her. Ached to possess her all over again with a burn so deep it was like fighting through treacle fog to remember why he had to keep his distance.
‘Are you going to take Kerstin on?’ she surprised him by asking.
‘I haven’t decided.’ On paper Kerstin was an ideal candidate for his ever-growing empire, having the perfect qualifications and aptitude. Her father was a long-standing, respected member of the finance community. Yes, on paper she was ideal.
But he hadn’t imagined the tension emanating from Alessandra when he’d been talking to her. He didn’t want to do anything that would make his wife uncomfortable.
‘I think you should.’
‘What? Take her on?’
Alessandra turned her head to look at him. Her features were still, sombre, even. ‘She’s perfect.’
It was too dark to read her eyes.
‘If I were to take her on in the capacity she and her father have requested, she will do a lot of travelling with us,’ he stated carefully.
‘She will do a lot of travelling with you,’ Alessandra clarified. ‘In another month or so, we can stop zigzagging the world together. Our schedules will thank us for it,’ she added drily.
‘Let us consider that in another month,’ he said, his mouth filling with an acrid taste at the thought of travelling without Alessandra by his side. The acridness turned sweet as he thought of how travelling made her sleep. How many hours had he spent these past few weeks on his jet, taking advantage of her oblivion to study her sleeping form, reminding himself over and over why he could only look at her? Theos, he wanted to touch her so badly.
She raised her shoulders in a sign of nonchalance, a smile playing on her lips. It was too dark to tell if her eyes smiled too. ‘I do think you should consider taking Kerstin on. Every billionaire should have a decent protégée.’
‘I thought our child would be a good candidate as my protégé.’
‘It will be a long time before our child is old enough for that. Consider Kerstin as practice.’
‘That’s not a bad idea,’ he mused. Taking Kerstin under his wing would certainly strengthen the ties between himself and her father, Gregor, a very powerful man in the European banking world. To take Kerstin under his wing would put Gregor in his debt. Debts of a personal nature were their own form of currency.
Under normal circumstances, he wouldn’t hesitate. As Alessandra had pointed out, Kerstin was perfect. She was highly intelligent, multilingual and already had an excellent grasp of his business. His job would involve fine-tuning that grasp.
Moonlight seeped in the windows, the light bouncing off Alessandra’s bare arm, giving it a silver glow.
That naked arm. How could any man concentrate on anything for longer than a few seconds with that in his eyeline?
All it made him think of was the rest of her naked too.
Do not think of her naked.
It was hard enough sitting in an enclosed cabin in the back of a car with her without bringing memories of her beautiful naked form to his mind’s eye.
Self-enforced celibacy clearly did not agree with him.
How could any man cope with celibacy whilst living with such temptation?
He gave a silent prayer of thanks as his driver turned the car into the long driveway.
They were home.
In silence they entered the villa. The live-in staff had long since retired to their own quarters for the night.
Tiny nightlights glowed from the reception through to the living area and up the stairs, bathing Alessandra in a dim light that magnified her sultry beauty.
The ache in his groin, far from diminishing as he’d valiantly willed it to do in the car, increased, his arousal spreading from his loins…
That damn bare arm…
She paused at the bottom of the staircase to look at him. ‘Thank you for a nice evening–’
‘You have enjoyed yourself?’ he cut in, delaying the time she would climb the stairs and head to her room.
‘I wouldn’t go that far,’ she answered with a wry smile. ‘It was hardly a night of music and dancing but it was a lot less stuffy than I expected.’
‘That’s good. I don’t want you feeling uncomfortable when we go to these functions.’
She nodded, looking away. ‘Well, good night.’
He inclined his head in return, fighting to keep his feet from crossing the marble floor to her. ‘Good night.’
Holding on to the rail,