I toss a look over my shoulder. The woman is still there, cell phone still in hand. Busybody! I guess this is par for the course for him, but I can’t imagine that. Being watched and observed all the time. Having people think they have a right to pry into your life, crack the lid off it whenever it suits them. No thanks.
‘Want to take a walk on the wild side?’
‘I...’ My footing stumbles a little as my eyes skid to his and all sense of gravity and order tips off balance. ‘I’m not sure.’
I look away.
‘How about we start with your name and you can make your mind up over a quiet drink?’
‘I...’
I’m struck dumb. I don’t think that’s ever happened to me in my whole life. Acknowledging that brings a smile to my face.
‘I think I’d like that.’
His smile shines bright light and heat into every microscopic corner of my world.
‘Then let’s get going.’
WE’RE SHEPHERDED INTO the obviously incredibly exclusive bar with a degree of fanfare that might make even the Queen of England envious. At the bar around the corner from our flat, with its neon lights and pumping songs, it was easy to miss the degree of Ethan Ash’s celebrity. Not to ignore the fact that he’s unique and different and special, but that these are qualities he has independent of his fame.
Here the deference is marked and reverent, his celebrity obvious and noteworthy. He is treated like the Second Coming, and some of that glory deflects nicely on to me, as his obvious companion.
And it is obvious. He kept his hand in the small of my back the whole way here, and he stays close by me as we weave our way through the establishment. I like him being close.
Close enough that I can smell his fragrance and enjoy his warmth.
Close enough that I can slip into the fantasy of what it would be like—will be like?—to touch his body all over. To kiss him. To taste him.
I stifle a groan, dipping my head forward to hide the liquid desire that is taking over my body. Desire is unexpected and yet it is welcome. After Jeremy I wasn’t sure I’d ever feel it again.
‘Here?’
He nods towards a cosy booth seat and every cell in my body ratchets up with awareness. Of him, of me, of the intimacy of that booth.
I nod slowly, then slide in ahead of him. ‘Do you come here often?’
He shakes his head. ‘Nah, not really my scene.’
‘That’s interesting. It’s very much my scene.’ I wink at him. ‘At least more so than the place we were in before.’
‘Yeah, you were a bit of a fish out of water there.’
‘Really?’ I wrinkle my nose. ‘Why do you say that?’
He shrugs. ‘Gin and tonic?’
It takes me a second to realise he’s asking me a question—what kind of drink I want. A second longer to realise that he knows my regular drink.
‘How did you...?’
‘You ordered it right in front of me.’
‘I also ordered a Prosecco and a vodka gimlet.’
‘But you gave those to your friends.’
The certainty that he’s been watching me oozes pleasure over my skin. I think he knows, because his smile hints at the same kind of pleasure reverberating inside him. Heat is a burst between us.
‘So I did.’ I lean forward conspiratorially. ‘You’re not some kind of stalker, are you?’
His laugh is heaven. ‘Not until the last hour or so.’
More pleasure. His compliments are doing everything they should, and even though I’d like to think I’m genuinely hard to impress—thank you, Jeremy—I feel myself soften towards him.
Curiosity is as rampant in my body as desire. ‘So,’ I say, leaning in closer towards him. ‘What’s your name?’
For a second I have him fooled. Surprise etches across his face and then he bursts out laughing.
‘What?’ I continue the charade, my eyes wide, expression droll. ‘Why is that funny?’
He sobers. ‘It’s not.’ He clears his throat. ‘I’m... Christopher Smith.’
A smile tickles my lips. ‘Pleased to meet you, Christopher Smith.’
I wonder how often Ethan Ash gets hit on by girls who are more drawn in by his rock god status than anything else? I wonder if that makes him cynical about women? Or if it makes him think he’s God’s gift? In my case, I’m definitely not doing anything to disabuse him of that notion. In fact I seriously suspect that if God did gift women a man purely for pleasure it would be this guy.
But, hang on. He’s hot, sure, and he has the voice of a husky alpha-angel—but he could be awful in bed, right?
The thought brings a frown to my face. Isn’t there some rule of thumb about that? The really gorgeous guys don’t have to work for it so they never learn to be good? Am I going to test that theory with Ethan one-look-will-melt-your-panties-off Ash?
I shift a little in the seat. Our knees brush beneath the table and I suck in a sharp breath. Apparently I am.
He catches the involuntary gesture and his smile is sensual. ‘You’re nervous?’
I don’t know if I’m nervous or surprised. This juggernaut has picked me up and it’s dragging me along with it, and I feel a strange disconnect with my own autonomy. ‘Maybe.’
He lifts a hand in the air without taking his attention from my face. ‘Because of me?’
I shake my head, biting down on my lip. His eyes roam my face like it’s a continent he must conquer. He sees everything.
The sense of familiarity is as overwhelming as it is bizarre. I’m sitting in a booth with a bona fide rock star. I should feel strange, but I don’t. It all feels so right.
‘What’s your name?’
‘Ally.’
‘Ally.’
He rolls it around his mouth as if tasting the two symbols. His accent is even hotter when he’s saying my name. He makes the A sound like a sigh...‘Ah’.
‘Is that short for something?’
I nod.
‘Gonna make me guess?’
I grin, and my eyes lift as a waitress approaches, her pale blonde hair pulled into a braid that wraps around her head like a crown.
‘Good evening. Here are some menus.’ She places two dark books on the tabletop. ‘Can I get you a drink to start?’
Ethan turns away to address the waitress. He orders a beer and a gin and tonic, then adds some onion rings for good measure. In profile, he’s fascinating. I hadn’t noticed until then the bump halfway down his nose that speaks, presumably, of it having been broken at some point in his life. In an accident? Or a fight?
Goosebumps dance down my spine as I imagine the rather sexy image of Ethan Ash in a fist-fight with someone. He’d be a good fighter. Not prone to aggression, I’d bet, but definitely able to take care of himself.
Wow. I didn’t even know that I found that kind of thing attractive.
‘Alexandra?’