Until the fire.
Regina tensed as painful memories deluged her heart. She no longer had a home. In June, a fire had destroyed her frame dwelling and all its contents. The only silver lining was that her adored young sister had been spared the ordeal; Katie, fifteen, was away at her special school.
Still, it had been a heart-wrenching experience. Although mentally handicapped, Katie’s emotions were unimpaired, and when told of the loss of her childhood home, she’d cried like the devastated child she was. Regina cried with her. Then, resolute, she began putting her life back together.
Despite her good salary, she found it tough; Katie’s school was very expensive. Regina had rented a cheap kitchenette apartment and hated it. And there sat Clint Whitfield’s beautiful, fully furnished house going to waste while he roamed Africa.
Regina sighed. Before the fire, such indifference had been an irritant. Afterwards, it had outraged her. To own such a treasure and not care about it!
She’d made allowances for him. Then he’d renewed his contract for yet another year. After brief but intense thought, Regina made a decision; given his continuing absence he needed a house sitter. Volunteering herself for the task would resolve both their problems.
As required, she’d fired off a letter to him stating her intent, but after two weeks he still hadn’t answered, which wasn’t unusual; except for that prompt, annual check for services rendered there’d been little correspondence from him. So you shrugged off your doubts and just moved in, Regina ended wryly.
Musingly she studied her new abode. Although beautifully furnished, there was no art on the walls, no family pictures. Strange. Why no personal items? She didn’t know much about the man beyond his vital statistics. She hadn’t checked him out—why should she? To her he was just another rich guy who considered beautiful houses as interchangeable as bedsheets.
Beautiful women, too, most likely, she thought tartly. She knew he was unmarried because he’d checked that box on his application form.
Regina shrugged. She didn’t give a hoot about her client’s marital status, or his character, either, for that matter. She only cared about his schedule. Renewing his contract meant Clint Whitfield wouldn’t be home for another year.
Relaxing for the first time since she’d entered his house, Regina pulled the pins from her hair and ran her fingers through the curly, shoulder-length mane. She was through worrying about her actions. When he would notify the agency of his expected return, she’d be out of the house in a flash. Until then, she was…
“Home,” Regina whispered with a trace of defiance, then raised her voice assertively. “I’m home.”
It was half past six on a fine September day when Clint Whitfield came home again. An unsettling impulse, he acknowledged, but hell, he was only in town for one night; common sense dictated that he sleep in his own bed rather than in a hotel.
Entering the circular driveway, Clint parked in front of the house, but made no move to get out. Houston was having one of its rare, exquisitely tender sunsets and the velvety lawn was awash with golden light.
Its loveliness hurt rather than pleased. His broad shoulders stiffened; tension flowed down his taut body. This used to be his favorite time of day. He hated it now. Hated September, for that matter. He’d lost the only thing worth living for on one dark September night.
For a moment longer Clint sat in his car, his gaze fixed on the manor-style dwelling silhouetted against the vast Texas sky. The house he had built for his beloved.
His stomach knotted at all there was to face here. Anger thinned his mouth—dammit, coming home shouldn’t be this difficult! It had been nearly three years since he’d left. Ran, he amended with a twisted smile. But you couldn’t run fast enough or far enough to outrace memory. The nightmarish image prowling the edges of his mind like some caged beast was proof of that.
Clint’s blue eyes narrowed as he gazed at the rose bed to the right of the house. Barbara’s roses. They almost flaunted their vibrant blooms. He felt a gust of outrage that they had outlived the woman who planted them.
Of course she hadn’t done the actual planting; those delicate hands couldn’t risk physical labor. His wife had been a skilled pediatric surgeon. Someone the world needed, he thought bleakly. He was a veterinarian. But she had died and he still lived, and of what real use to the world was one vet more or less?
Clint’s caustic question reflected his inner landscape like a mirror. Wearily he maneuvered his six-foot-plus frame out of the rental car. “This damn thing!” he muttered, pulling himself erect. He needed his old pickup truck, big and roomy enough for a man to sit comfortably, he thought, slamming the door.
An instant later he opened it again, and reached across the seat for his treasured Stetson. The battered hat, once tan, now faded to a soft cream by fierce jungle suns, had traveled the world with him. He set it on his dark head and angled the brim, a gesture of bravado, for the strong legs that had carried him around for thirty-five years felt ridiculously unsteady.
Clint closed the door with unnecessary force. Why the hell had he come back? There was nothing here for him. Certainly not this blasted house—he didn’t care if he ever saw it again. Tight-mouthed, he strode up the wide brick walk, his decision solidifying as he mounted the steps. Sell the place. Get rid of everything. Be free of it. He didn’t expect to ever feel happy again, but maybe he could at least find peace of mind.
His footsteps echoed in the still air. The house would echo, too, he thought, unlocking the door. Doubtless it would be as well kept as the grounds, thanks to the maintenance agency. But he dreaded stepping inside those empty, musty rooms.
They’d be filled with shrouded furniture, of course. But the house would still be empty. As empty as his heart, he reflected without a trace of pathos. Opening the door, he walked into the foyer and stopped dead.
For a moment Clint thought his heart would stop, too. He had a blurred image of fresh flowers and handsome plants where none should be, for he’d told no one of his homecoming. But what stunned him were the aromas wafting on the cool, decidedly unmusty air. Someone was cooking!
Italian, he thought, sniffing. Spicy, tomatoey, garlicky—the kind of food he loved. The sense of déjà vu was overwhelming. For the briefest instant he slipped from the present into the past, when just such delicious odors welcomed him home from work.
A sound from the kitchen jolted him back to reality. There was no one to welcome him home from work—there never would be again. Giving himself a savage shake, he took off his hat, then stood there crushing the brim in his fingers. He wasn’t imagining things—someone really was cooking!
His eyes slitted; anger ticked a muscle in his jaw. Was this somebody’s idea of a joke? Treading quietly on the gleaming wood floor, he entered the great room.
Surprise stopped him again. Plants filled the sweeping curve of tall, Palladian windows. In the den, a lamp burned beside his leather chair, and a book lay facedown on the cushion. Pink satin house slippers lay nearby, as if lazily kicked off.
“What the hell!” he muttered, mauling his hair.
Depositing his hat on the built-in desk, he looked around for the source of sound he’d heard. Only a half wall separated the kitchen proper from the breakfast nook, and at first he thought it empty. Then a young woman emerged from the pantry carrying a pewter bowl.
Clint experienced a swirl of vivid impressions. She wore jeans, a pink T-shirt and big, round glasses with purple frames. Her face was a valentine, her nose, small and sassy. Unpolished nails tipped her bare feet, and a bouquet of red-gold curls bloomed wildly atop her head. He hadn’t the faintest idea who she was.
That topknot of hair swayed precariously as she caught sight of him. Eyes as green as springtime flew wide