She watched the cartridges scatter, and her gaze flew to his again. “You still think I’m here to shoot you?”
“I don’t want you to have the opportunity to even consider it. Confiscating and disarming a weapon are standard police procedures.”
“If I were a suspect.”
He shook his head. “I don’t know what you are. Or what’s going on. You broke into the home of a cop, which only makes things worse for you. And for me. I just want to follow some kind of rules and regs so I know I’ll be doing something right.”
Which was a joke that would have earned him some serious ribbing from his brother, sister and parents—all four of whom were cops or former cops. He’d never really thought of himself as a rule follower. However, in this case, he hoped the rules would ground him, because he needed something to do that.
“Who stole the baby?” he asked.
Just like that, the fight in her expression and posture faded. No more hiked up chin. No more adamant if-I-were-a-suspect retorts. “I don’t know. As I said, I have gaps in my memory, and unfortunately that’s one of them.”
“All right.” Those gaps wouldn’t make this easier, but it wasn’t impossible. “Start with what you do know.”
She waited a moment, apparently considering his suggestion. “I know who I am. More or less. I remember my childhood, growing up on a ranch in east Texas with my father. I remember the day I left to go to college. It’s my adulthood that’s a little fuzzy. I can’t recall working as a bodyguard for William Avery, and I didn’t have any idea about his arrest or the trial.”
Those weren’t just gaps in her memory. They were huge craters that encompassed months of time. “And you didn’t remember me?”
She drew in her breath, released it slowly. “No.”
Garrett worked his way through the implications of what she was saying. For all practical purposes, he was a gap. “Then why did you come here to my house? How did you guess that we’d even had sex?”
“In one of the articles there was a photo of us leaving the courthouse. You had your arm curved around my waist and were obviously trying to get me out of the path of the photographers and the press.”
He remembered the picture. In fact, he’d stared at it for hours after Lexie had left. “From that, you decided I’d fathered your baby?”
“There was something about the way you were holding me.” She shrugged. “It was…intimate.”
She looked at him.
He looked at her.
And it was still intimate.
Even now.
Hell. He could feel the attraction. Evidently that was something even gaps in memory couldn’t cool down. Well, he sure as heck would put an end to it. He was not going to lose his badge by giving in to emotions that he should have never felt in the first place.
“Yeah. Intimate,” he repeated. His boss had thought the same thing—so much so that the single photo had spurred some hard questions from Internal Affairs. Questions about Garrett’s professionalism. About his dedication to the badge and his assignment.
Questions that had cut to the core simply because they’d been asked.
No.
He wasn’t going back there.
“After you testified that day, you were upset. Rightfully so,” Garrett explained, trying to make it sound clinical. “Billy Avery’s lawyers had asked some tough questions and tried to rattle you while you were on the stand. They also tried to discredit you and your testimony about the illegal activity that you’d witnessed. But you held your ground. You were able to give details that the defense couldn’t refute.”
“And it was after I left the courthouse that we went to the hotel and…had sex?”
Garrett waited a moment. “You remember anything about that?”
“No.”
That didn’t matter. Because he had enough memories for both of them.
“And I don’t remember leaving,” she continued. “Though there was an article that mentioned I’d disappeared.”
There was no way he could keep this clinical, so he settled for keeping it short. “You did.”
She stared at him. “I don’t know where I went. Where I stayed. What I did. All of that is a blank, and I don’t remember anything until I went into labor.”
Well, at least they had that. “You have no idea who took the child?”
“None. But I remember where it happened. It was at the Brighton Birthing Center.”
The facility instantly rang a bell. There’d been some kind of altercation there recently, but he couldn’t remember the details. “That’s one of those back to nature places just outside the city limits?”
She nodded. “This isn’t a real memory, but more like a vague recollection coupled with a theory. I went there when the labor started. Why, I don’t know. Maybe because I was staying close by, or maybe because I knew someone who worked there. I delivered the baby. And then the doctor gave me that syringe filled with drugs. I think he did that so the other man could take the baby from me.”
Despite her sketchy details, Garrett could almost see it. A sterile, milk-white delivery room. Lexie, weak from giving birth. At that moment, she was about as vulnerable as she could get.
“What happened next?” he asked.
“The doctor left me there in the birthing room. I managed to get off the bed, somehow. I went to look for the baby. But I was dizzy, and I couldn’t see where the man had taken her. Then I heard the doctor telling the security guard to find me and make sure I didn’t get out of there.”
Garrett forced the emotion aside and dealt with the facts. “But you obviously escaped.”
“Through the fire exit. I was still wearing a hospital gown, and I was barefoot. Not to mention I was drugged. I saw the man who took the baby. He put her in a dark blue van and sped away. I knew I wouldn’t be able to stay conscious for long so I, uh, borrowed a car from the parking lot and tried to go after him.”
Garrett ignored the borrowed part. He would deal with the stolen car issue if and when it came up again. “You weren’t successful.”
She shook her head. “No. I only made it a few miles, and I barely managed to get off the road and onto a path deep in the woods before I blacked out. When I came to, it was nearly two days later, and the man, the dark blue van and the baby were nowhere around.”
He could almost see that, too. As a cop. And as a prospective parent. Neither viewpoint pleased him.
Mercy, did he really have a child out there somewhere?
A child who’d been born, and stolen, under the circumstances Lexie had just described? He certainly couldn’t dismiss it, but he couldn’t dismiss the problems in her account, either.
“When you regained consciousness, you didn’t go to the police?” he asked.
“I tried.” She made a soft, throaty sound of disapproval. Probably because it was obvious he was now interrogating her. “I was on my way there when someone ran me off the road. It was a cop.”
Garrett felt his stomach tighten. “A cop?”
“Well, he was wearing a cop’s uniform, anyway. I managed to get away. I drove the car back into the woods so the cop or anyone else on the road wouldn’t be able to see me, but I was so weak that I passed out at the wheel again. Someone found me. A rancher. And he took me to a