âAnd I have a church to take care of.â Garrett pulled in a deep breath. âI understand that weâre all stretched to the limit. Iâll do the best I can to be in three places at once.â
âWe all will,â Caroline said, easing the tension. âDid you like Rachel? I loved how she dealt with Lena.â
âSheâs great.â He was careful not to sound too enthusiastic. âHaving her at the hospital made everything much easier. And I think Lena already understands she can depend on Dr. Vale.â
âI imagine weâll be depending on Dr. Vale quite a bit ourselves,â Ford said. âWeâll require someone to help us cope with Lenaâs condition. None of us is remotely educated.â
âIâm sure Rachel will provide great backup.â Which would, luckily, give him a chance to know her better. âI did pick up some information at the hospital this afternoon when the nurse talked to Lena about insulin. And tonight Iâm going to research diabetes more on the internet.â
Ford shook his head. âYouâre not her parent, Garrett. You canât manage this as if you were.â
âHer dad consigned her to my care. What else can I do?â
Caroline put a hand on his arm. âWeâll work it out, Garrett. All of us together will support you and Lena through this.â
He put his palm over her fingers. âThanks. Between the Marshallsâyou included, Carolineâand Rachel Vale, Lenaâs got the best family available.â
But the next morning, Garrett wasnât sure even the Marshalls and Rachel Vale would be enough. When he and Justino arrived at Lenaâs room, Kim Kaiser was there. And Lena was in tears.
âNo, no, no,â she wailed. âI canât.â
Justino rushed to the bed. âWhatâs wrong?â
She threw herself against his chest. âI canât give myself shots. It hurts!â
Kim stood calmly on the other side, with a syringe and other equipment laid out on a cloth. She glanced at Garrett. âThis isnât unusual. Itâs a pretty challenging prospect, giving yourself a shot. Butââ she moved her gaze to Lena ââit has to be done.â
âEven with the insulin pump?â
âThe pump portal has to be changed, which is similar to an injection.â As the sobs continued, Kim moved her equipment to a nearby table. âIâll give her a few minutes,â she said and left the room.
As if Rachel were there to tell him so, Garrett knew he had to respond rationally to help Lena calm down. She was a high-spirited, emotional girl. But she would have to exercise some logic in order to save her own life. Still, there was something to be said for the empathetic approach heâd learned as a minister. Maybe the two could work together...
He waited until she quieted and reclined again on her pillow, still holding tightly to Justinoâs hand. âI can understand how upsetting this is,â Garrett told her. âWhy would you deliberately stick yourself with a needle?â
Lena sniffed. âI hate shots. Since I was little.â
âHereâs the thing, though.â Heâd stayed up reading and now had a good grasp on the facts. âYour blood sugar will change during the day depending on what you eat but also on what youâre doing and other factors you canât even control. Because your body isnât monitoring that level for you, you have to do it yourself. Sometimes your blood sugar will be low, and youâll need to eat. Sometimes it will be high and youâll need insulin.â
He paused and made sure he had her attention. âThe thing is, if you want to stay wellâto feel good and do the things you enjoy, including being with Justino and your friendsâyou must take injections. Now, you can find somebody to do that for youâme, for instance. But that would mean finding me, interrupting whatever Iâm doing, pulling up your shirt or pulling down your pants so I can inject you.â
âNo!â
âOr you can take responsibility for your health. Learn to accept that this is something you have to do to take care of yourself, like brushing your teeth.â
As Lena gazed at him, tears flowed down her cheeks. âI donât want to.â
Garrett put a hand over hers. âI know. And Iâm sorry. But itâs necessary in order to keep you happy and alive.â
When Kim returned, Lena was resigned, though far from cheerful. âI guess I have to do this,â she said. âBut I hate it.â
âYouâll get used to it,â the nurse reassured her. âEventually itâll be no big deal.â She moved her equipment back to the side of the bed. âNow, hereâs what youâll do.â
Garrett drew Justino out of the room with him, to give Lena privacy. âItâs a hard thing,â the boy said. âI canât stand that she has to suffer this way.â
Another parental moment. Garrett sighed silently. âBut if you are going to help Lena manage her health, you canât feel sorry her. You have to be brave so she can be brave. Does that make sense?â
The boy heaved a deep breath. âI guess so. I can try.â
âLenaâs dad isnât much help.â Garrett decided to be honest. âSo you and I and Dr. Vale are going to be her team. Her cheerleaders. Can you do that? For Lena?â
Justino nodded decisively. âI can.â
âGood job.â The voice coming from behind him was Rachelâs.
Garrett pivoted to face her. âI didnât realize youâd arrived.â
âI didnât want to interrupt your conversation, but I couldnât help overhearing.â She smiled at Justino. âGarrett is right. You can be a big help to Lena. Iâm sure sheâll appreciate your encouragement with the changes sheâll be making in her life.â
âIâll do my best.â
âI know you will. For you,â she said to Garrett, âI brought books.â She held out a couple of volumes, one a thin paperback but the other quite a hefty load. âThe big one is more of an encyclopediaâdonât try to read it cover to cover. The smaller one is about coping with diabetic teenagers. I unpacked the boxes in my office this morning and there they were.â
âThanks.â In the midst of a serious medical situation, he could still notice how her shirt matched the blue of her eyes, how her khaki slacks showed off a small waist and rounded hips, how her russet hair caught the light. âDid you have a restful night?â
âIt was fine.â She didnât meet his eyes. âHowâs Lena this morning?â
Garrett related Lenaâs response to the prospect of injections and how heâd handled it. âShe agreed to cooperate, at least.â
âIâm afraid itâs going to take more toughness on your part and Lenaâs to succeed.â Her voice was cool, her expression distant, as if she didnât want to be talking with him.
Kim Kaiser came out of the hospital room. âIâm giving Lena a break, a chance to absorb what Iâve showed her. This afternoon we can all go over what sheâs learned. Will that work for everyone?â