Had she not been lost in thought or preoccupied with manufacturing reasons as to why her actions were justified, she may have paid more heed to her progression and noticed the large wheel ruts, filled with gravel and murky water, just beyond the curb. Lost in deliberation as the dense crowd flowed along the pavement and parted for no apparent reason, Wilhelmina forged ahead, unaware the smarter patrons had moved aside to avoid the roadway disaster. By the time she’d realized her mistake, it was too late. She splashed into the pitted grooves and lost her footing, her best slippers, stockings, and hems drenched on contact with London’s thickest muck. Arms flailing in panic, her gloved hand landed upon a solid wooden banister and without a glance, she held tight, scrambling to hoist herself up before she fell bottom down in the middle of the avenue.
Yet a second later, the railing gave way, and a string of expletives filled the air no matter the loud din of the city surrounding her. Exuberant cursing continued, but there was no time to consider it. A gentleman splashed into the puddle beside her, the weight of his intrusion splattering muddy water across her cheek and chin. She sputtered an exclamation over his tirade as he chided her desperate attempt to gain leverage by use of his…arm.
Oh dear.
Wilhelmina met his gaze and her breath caught. London had resumed its bustle, dismissing the two muddied people knee-deep in dirty water near the edge of the walk; still she could hear nothing but the heavy thud of her heart.
“You have no idea what you’ve done.” A warning sounded in his voice as the words lashed her ears in a thunderous tone.
Oh, but she did. Paralyzed, Wilhelmina dropped her eyes and a heavy knot settled in her stomach. Muck squished between her toes. The grit of gravel and roadway scratched through her wool stockings. Her slippers were forever ruined and with no money to purchase a new pair, her careless, clumsy mistake left her utterly bereft. Yes, she knew the predicament well.
“Did you hear me?”
The impervious tone of his menacing question demanded her response. Wilhelmina shifted her attention to the right and skimmed her eyes from the top button of a black velvet waistcoat, higher over a tight-knotted cravat. She paused a breath to note the deep ridge in his firm set chin and then continued upward where her eyes lingered on his mouth for a reason she could not name…perhaps she waited on his next word.
A constricted sound emanated from his throat, clean shaved but for a shadow of dark whiskers and she shot her eyes straight to his, absorbing the fierce condescension evident in his intense glare. Despite the livid anger, his eyes glowed like the midnight sky, as blue as lapis lazuli, filled with glistening specks of light, part mystery and invitation, each framed by long lashes, black as coal, creating a brilliant contrast to the remarkable shade of his irises. Eyes that appeared furious.
For a split second, her mouth would not work; her brain completely preoccupied with the misfires of heart and mind. Then a more sensible part shook her loose and she formed the only words that seemed appropriate.
“I’m very sorry. I thought I’d caught a railing to prevent my fall.”
Some unexpected emotion flickered in the depths of his fathomless stare. Nothing she could identify as it disappeared before she could examine it. Still she took in his chiseled cheekbones, his obdurate glare, and her stomach continued to dance.
“That railing was my arm.” He huffed an angry exhale. “Sorry will not pay the cleaning bill, will it?”
The mention of money gained her attention. Would the gentleman expect reimbursement for the trouble she’d caused? Her eyes slanted over his shoulder to the haberdashery he’d most likely exited. It was the most expensive shop on Oxford Street. No wonder he appeared so angered. She ruined his boots, dirtied his suit, and who knew what else? He possessed very fine taste and she’d virtually bathed him in roadway filth. How would she compensate for her foolish mistake? She already needed new slippers and had yet to sew her matchmaker gown. Tears pricked at her lids but with resolute determination, she refused to let them fall, and curled her fists at her sides in fortification.
Seemingly mollified by her silence, the gentleman climbed from the ruined roadway and extended his gloved hand. With reluctance she clasped his palm, her fingers lost in his large grasp, and allowed him to guide her away from the pedestrian bustle who continued their daily business while her world grew smaller and smaller, one shilling at a time.
He would throttle her as soon as he stopped looking at her, this unexpected interruption in way of delightful creature. Good God, she was lovely. Beautiful, despite mud splashed across her cheek and the glistening threat of tears in her eyes. He took a deep breath to diffuse his anger.
“You are troublesome.” It was the best he could manage under the circumstances, although a solemn intensity laced his tone.
“I certainly didn’t mean to be, although it’s rude of you to point it out as true.” Her previous intimidation appeared to have vanished, her tone gaining strength and prickliness as each word passed over her pretty blush lips.
Intent on finding his handkerchief, he reached into his breast pocket, realizing too late he had nothing to offer the lady; the ill-fitting coat not his. Jasper had gained it in a game of dice, literally winning the shirt and waistcoat off his opponent’s back. It had come in handy earlier, but served little purpose now.
“Are you all right?” Somehow the entire situation had gotten out of hand.
Her gaze fell past her serviceable gown to the tips of her muddy slippers and for an awkward moment she revealed not a hint of her thoughts.
“I will be, yes.” Her whisper held a sharp edge although a frown puckered her brow.
He removed his left glove and slanted her chin upward with the tip of one finger. Her eyes remained lowered, the fall of her mahogany lashes against her pink cheeks enough to make his chest ache for no reason he could label. He wiped away the mud on the slope of her chin, noting the delicate angle of her heart-shaped face, then with the pad of his thumb moved to do the same at the corner of her lips. Her eyes shot to his, a question hidden in their sable-brown depths. It stalled his progress to a slow, careful stroke. His breathing stopped altogether.
She jumped backward as if stung by a bee, neatly jarring into a random passerby before recovering her balance and gaining another step. She allowed the crowd to swallow her in their mass, lost to his sight before he could ask her name, or note the color of her hair beneath her tidy bonnet. Valerian turned with a disparaging mutter and one final expletive before pushing further down Oxford Street.
As he replaced his soiled glove, he considered the incident, thankful it had taken place after meeting Rigby and conducting his business at the pawn shop, the latter settling a heavy burden on his heart. Perhaps that anger, no, better to label it resentment, had permeated his sharp retort to the lady lost in the wheel ruts. In retrospect, the whole incident was not well done of him, but that bespoke of the desperation eating at his soul; the need to solve his financial woes.
How did one go about matchbreaking anyway? There were no rules of which he was aware, although Caroline taught him the darker side of affection. He scoffed, the reasons too plenty. Faced with Jasper’s ingenious scheme, the conclusive realization indicated Valerian would need a new wardrobe. One couldn’t borrow misfit waistcoats and parade around London ballrooms dressed as a buffoon. While he’d rusticated in the country everything he owned had gone out of style. He shook his head in hopeless resignation. Destitution had a way of hammering humbleness into one’s spirit. Pride nearly broken, it was time for dire measures.
After meeting with the marquess, he’d located a pawn shop and sold the one dear item he owned. The act effectuated emotion and threatened his resolve, despite his best efforts to squash the reaction. Selling his mother’s pearl pendant proved the desperate scrape at the bottom of the barrel. Fond memories of his father pinning the charm to the lining of his waistcoat for good luck during business ventures