“And prison’s exactly where she deserves to be.” He turned to take a final look at the girl. “Waiting for the guillotine.”
I was a stranger, and ye took me in.
He huffed a breath. He threw down his fishing pole and stormed back to the girl. Assuming he took her in, what would he do with her? Nurse her? She’d probably die regardless.
But what if she lived?
He couldn’t nurse her and hope she’d die. Cross-purposes, to be sure. He ran a hand through his hair and paced beside the body.
He wouldn’t be able to eat tonight if he left her. Or look at a church. Or wave at Father Albert in the market. Or pray tomorrow when he went fishing.
Sighing, he set his fishing pole down, bent and hefted the burden into his arms.
She weighed no more than a bale of hay, but he felt as though he carried his own cross to Golgotha.
* * *
Light, voices, shadows, whispers swirled around her, eluded her, like a dream she chased but couldn’t catch.
Grass, matted and thick, tickled her fingers, back and legs. Tall strands of it waved in the wind while dandelions turned their golden heads toward the sunlight. Overhead, two birds chased each other.
Isabelle looked up from the field she lay in and raised herself onto her elbows.
The Château de La Rouchecauld towered before her, its triangle of red brick walls kissing the brilliant sky as it had for seven centuries. No garish chars from a fire marred the windows. No broken furniture littered the ground. No grass and flowers lay trampled by the mob. No gate demolished by angry peasants.
She was home.
Someone touched her forehead. Mother?
“Oh, Ma Mère! It’s been so terrible. You should have seen…”
The hand pressed harder. Too large. Too rough. Not Mother.
Father, then.
“Mon Père, how did you escape the mob? I thought they…” The hand left her forehead. Cold! A frigid cloth replaced the warm touch.
She reached up to move the rag. Pain whipped through her hand and down her arm. She groaned and shifted her limb.
“Well, well,” said a deep voice. “She lives.” The cloth left her forehead.
Isabelle cracked one eye, but the blistering brightness of the room forced it shut again.
“Wake up, woman. I’ve a farm to run.”
Temples throbbing, she turned her head toward the impatient voice. “Who are you?” Her vocal cords, gritty from disuse, ground against each other.
“The man whose hospitality you’ve enjoyed while lying delirious with fever for these two weeks.”
Two weeks? She opened her eyes again, slowly fluttering her eyelids until the burning sensation stopped. The only light in the room spilled from two open slits in the bare wattle-and-daub wall. A man, dreadfully familiar, hulked over her.
His broad chest strained against the two buttons at the top of his undyed linen shirt. While the material gathered at the neck, shoulders and wrists would accompany much breadth of movement, it ill hid his wide shoulders and thick forearms. Light brown hair in desperate need of a trim fell against his forehead and curled around his neck. His chest tapered down into a lithe waist, with his lower body encased in brown woolen trousers. In one hand, he held a worn, uncocked hat by its brim.
It’s him. The soldier. The leader of the band that attacked me. The shoulders, the height, the massive arms were all painfully familiar.
She screamed, shrinking into the bed and clutching the quilt. Her bandaged arm shook with pain, but she cared not.
Why had he brought her here? Surely he wouldn’t make her endure another beating. She shut her eyes and heard the jeers, saw the men standing over her, felt their blunt boots connect with her lower back, her rib cage, her abdomen.
She should be dead. Oh, why wasn’t she dead? He was making sport of her.
“Calm yourself. I’ll not hurt you.”
At the sound of his indifferent voice, her breath caught. That certainly wasn’t familiar—his voice had been full of loathing in the woods. She opened her eyes and gulped, pulling the quilt up with her good hand until she could barely peek over it. The stranger shifted his weight and paced the small confines of the room.
“I don’t believe you.” She stared at him, measuring his movements, comparing him to the man who haunted her memory.
He tunneled a hand through his hair and set his wide-brimmed hat on his head. “It would better serve you to believe the man who brought you home, kept you warm and fed you.”
This man walked differently than the soldier, and his hair…was lighter, shorter. His stature smaller. She let out a relieved sigh. Oui, this man resembled the soldier from the woods, but was not the same person.
Hard lines and planes formed a face weathered by the elements, but not altogether uncomely. His straight nose and strong jaw made him appear rugged rather than harsh. The leader of the soldiers had a hardened look that this stranger did not possess.
“Had you no part in the attack?”
Annoyance flashed, but no malice. “I don’t rape women and beat them nearly to death, if that’s what you ask.”
“They didn’t rape me.” The words rushed out before she could check them. The man turned to face her fully. No scar curled around his eyebrow. Oui, he was innocent.
And he had nursed her for two weeks. ’Twas a long time to care for a stranger, although he couldn’t know she was of the House of La Rouchecauld.
She bit the side of her lip. He’d shown her kindness, and she blamed him for attacking her. Furthermore, she brought the threat of soldiers, arrest and the guillotine to his door. She’d naught have helped him were the situation reversed. “I’m sorry to accuse you falsely.”
His crossed his arms over his chest and nodded. “You’re forgiven.”
His simple words washed over her, offering comfort and security. “Merci.”
Though he watched her intently, her eyes drifted shut. Oh, to go back to that place she found while sleeping, where she was home, her family still lived, food filled the table and death didn’t stalk her. But she wasn’t in Burgundy, where a mob killed her parents and little brother outside the gates of their home. She and Marie escaped only because they took a different route to England, parting ways with her parents at Versailles and heading north via their aunt’s estate near Arras. News of their parents’ deaths had taken months to reach them.
Then Marie died anyway.
Her fault. Isabelle clutched her throat. All her fault.
“Are you having another spell?”
She opened her eyes.
The man stood close now.
“Just leave me be.” The words fell quickly from her lips. He didn’t understand who she was, that his kindness would sentence him to death if soldiers discovered her. She snugged the quilt tighter around her and rolled away from him. Pain seared her ribs, and her breath caught. But she didn’t roll to her back or shift to ease the discomfort. Instead, she stared at the bare, uneven texture of the daub wall. Her family was gone now, even her sister. When she was running, she hadn’t time to think about Marie or the way she’d betrayed her sister.
But now she had time. Too much time. Why had she been the one to live and Marie the one to die? A tear slid down her cheek. Marie should still be alive, not her.
The peasant’s