This was a recent refrain, he’d noticed. It had started when she turned fifteen and gotten worse as she approached her sixteenth birthday. He found it worrisome, since she weighed next to nothing as it was. “You don’t need to worry about that,” he told her emphatically. “Now, eat something, and let’s hit the road.”
Carrie rolled her eyes. “Unlike some people, I don’t have to eat my weight in cereal first thing in the morning.”
Carter frowned at her. “And unlike some people, you don’t have nearly as much energy. Eat! Do I need to remind you—”
“That breakfast is the most important meal of the day,” she said sourly. “Okay, fine.”
He stood there until she’d finished at least a token serving of cereal, then rinsed the dishes and put them into the dishwasher.
As soon as the girls were buckled into the car, he pulled out of the driveway and turned toward the nursery he’d spotted outside of town.
“Where are we going?” Carrie asked again. “There’s nothing out here. Why can’t we go to Columbia? At least there, we lived in civilization. There were actually movies in town, and stores. You promised when we moved here we could go back to visit, but you hardly ever take us.”
Carter had heard it all before. “I took you two weeks ago,” he reminded her. “We went to the mall, where you spent an hour calling your friends from your cell phone, instead of doing the shopping you’d told me was so vital to your very existence. Today we’re doing something different.”
“I know,” Mandy said excitedly. “We’re going to get plants for the garden, aren’t we? There’s a nursery out here.”
“You got it, kid,” he confirmed, only to see Carrie roll her eyes in disgust.
“I want tomatoes and squash and corn and maybe even watermelon, okay?” Mandy said. “I think there’s enough room in the backyard. And it’s really sunny back there, so everything should grow great.”
“We’ll ask at the nursery,” Carter said. “How about you, Carrie? What do you want in the garden this year?”
She was silent until he sent a warning look in her direction.
“Some lettuce and yellow peppers, I guess,” she said without much enthusiasm. “At least I can make a salad.”
“Good idea. I think we’ll get some flowers, too,” Carter said, his tone deliberately nonchalant. “They’d look nice out front, don’t you think?”
Next to him, Carrie made a face. “Who’s going to plant them and take care of them? Not me.”
“I will,” Mandy offered. “Flowers will look pretty by the front door.” She frowned. “But we’ve never grown them before. Mom always took care of the flowers. What if they die?”
An idea had been blossoming in Carter’s mind for a few days now. “I know someone who might be able to give us some advice,” he said.
“Who?” Carrie asked, instantly suspicious.
“A woman I met the other day.”
His sister gave him a knowing look. “So what? You’re using us and the whole flower thing to get a date or something?”
He shook his head at once. “It’s not like that,” he insisted, then fell silent, because the truth was, it might be exactly like that. If this worked out the way he hoped, he might be spending a whole lot more time with Raylene.
When an unfamiliar truck turned into the driveway at Sarah’s, Raylene checked to make sure the kids were still watching a video in the den with Laurie. They’d both fallen asleep on the sofa, and Laurie was looking through a teen magazine of some kind. Raylene left them and went to the door.
When Carter Rollins emerged from the truck, wearing a pair of faded jeans and a T-shirt rather than his deputy uniform, she felt a little zing of anticipation. The sensation stunned her. Because of her marriage, she’d assumed there’d never be another man in her life she’d trust, much less be happy to see. That it happened to be this particular man was even more of a surprise.
Of course, she reminded herself, sexual attraction didn’t necessarily go hand in hand with trust. Carter might appeal to her on some purely sensual level, but that didn’t mean she intended to let him into her life. In a way, though, it was nice to know she could still appreciate a fine specimen of manhood when one happened to cross her path.
She opened the door, but remained safely inside. “You must be off duty,” she said as he approached. “What brings you by?”
“I came by to ask a favor,” he said, regarding her with a sheepish expression. “And I’ll do something for you in return, if you agree.”
She regarded him warily. When strong men got that helpless look, they were usually up to something. When they started talking about mysterious favors, alarm bells went off.
“Oh?” she said. “What exactly is this favor?”
“You mentioned something the other day about gardening, and I was hoping you could give me some tips.”
She frowned. “I’m not an expert. You could talk to Doug at the nursery just west of town and get better advice. His family’s owned it forever. I think they’re all master gardeners.”
He shook his head sorrowfully. “You must not know much about men. We hate admitting to other men that there are things we don’t know.”
She regarded him doubtfully. “But it’s okay to admit it to me?”
“Sure. You’ll just think I’m charmingly inept. Don’t all women love feeling superior to the men in their lives?”
“To be honest, I’ve never had that experience,” she said. “That certainly wasn’t the way the balance of power worked in my marriage.”
He gave her a questioning look, but didn’t pry. She gave him points for that.
“Will you at least think about giving me some advice?” he asked.
“And what do I get in return?”
“I bought a lot more plants than we’ll ever find room for in my yard. I thought you might want some for here.”
A tiny spark of forgotten excitement stirred to life inside her, and then reality hit. “I can’t accept them,” she said, unable to hide her disappointment.
“Why?”
She scrambled for an excuse, rather than admitting that it would be impossible for her to plant the garden, no matter how badly she might want to. “This isn’t my house. I’m not sure Sarah would appreciate it if I suddenly started landscaping around here.” The excuse sounded hollow to her ears, especially since she knew that as soon as Sarah and Travis set their wedding date, this house was likely to become hers. Hopefully Carter knew nothing of that plan.
His gaze met hers and he waited, clearly anticipating more.
Raylene sighed. “I thought you understood. I can’t leave the house, and I can’t expect Sarah to plant a garden to indulge some whim of mine.”
“But I could do it,” he said. “You could tell me what to do and I’ll provide the labor. You’d probably enjoy bossing me around. My sisters certainly do.”
She considered the possibility. Even if she let him do all the planting, who would care for the garden? In this heat, it would need frequent watering, to say nothing of weeding.
“It’s a lovely offer, but I don’t think so,” she said with real regret.
He studied her intently, then muttered what sounded like a curse under