Her tummy twisting, her eyes veiled, Emily muttered awkwardly, âHave you seen Jamie yet?â
âNoâ¦Mateus brought him here in your car. My time was taken up tending to you,â Duarte admitted curtly.
Jamie had a death grip on her. He was going through that stage of disliking strangers that many babies went through around his age. He resisted being turned round and pushed his dark head under her chin. Heâd had quite enough of excitement and strangers for one morning. It was anything but the best moment for Duarte to meet his son for the first time.
âDuarteâ¦Iâm so sorry!â Emily heard herself admit with her usual impulsiveness, a sob catching in her aching throat. âI am so very sorry for everythingâ¦â
âThat cuts no ice with me,â Duarte responded with eyes that were as hard and bright as burnished steel, cold derision etched in every line of his starkly handsome features as he studied her shaken face. âHow dare you drag my son round the countryside in a caravan like a gipsy? How dare you put me in the position where I have to answer to the police merely because I attempted to see my own child? And how dare you look at me now and insult my intelligence with that pathetic excuse of a word, âsorryâ?â
CHAPTER TWO
âTHEâ¦police?â Emily stammered even more aghast.
âSince I married you, you have brought me only shame and dishonour.â Duarte breathed starkly, his controlled lack of volume far more dramatic than any shout.
âThe police?â Emily whispered again shakily, her sensitive tummy tying itself into sick knots.
âYour employer, Mrs Barker, reported your great escape from her property and my natural pursuit. She expressed concern for your safety. Two police officers are now waiting outside for my explanation.â Duarte drew himself up to his full imposing six-foot-four-inch height and squared his broad shoulders with all the fierce pride of his ancestors in his bearing, but sheer outrage glittered in his condemning gaze.
âDuarteââ
âIf you dare to lie and suggest that I have abused you or mistreated you in any way whatsoever, I will fight you for custody of my son! Is that quite clear?â
As crystal. Chilled to the temperature of ice by that announcement, Emily trembled. Her arms wrapped more tightly still round Jamie. Impervious to that old chestnut that children were always disturbed by maternal tension, Jamie had dropped off to sleep against her shoulder. With that single threat, Duarte had deprived Emily of voice, breath and hope that their differences could be resolved. She was in shock and could not have said why. After all, if Duarte had been prepared to separate her from her child the instant he was born, he could only be even keener to do so after the months that had since passed.
But then, eight months ago, Duarteâs words of threat had not been spoken to her face. It was only thanks to her friend, Bliss that Emily had learned of Duarteâs plans. Bliss had overheard Duarte state his punitive intentions to his lawyer and had forewarned Emily of her estranged husbandâs intentions.
Now quite unable to dislodge her arrested attention from Duarte, she scanned his fabulous bone structure for some sign of softening and found none. He meant what he was saying. Standing there straight and tall and unashamed and more beautiful than any male had the right to be. Like a dark angel. Even emanating aggressive vibrations, he was absolutely gorgeous, possessed of the kind of sleek, dark, bronzed good looks that turned female heads wherever he went. Why the heck hadnât she smelled a rat the size of the Titanic when he proposed marriage to someone as ordinary as she was? And why on earth had he neglected to mention his tragic first marriage? For any heart that Duarte ever had was buried in the grave with his childhood sweetheart.
âIs that understood, Emily?â Duarte prompted lethally.
Dully she nodded, dredging her attention from him in shrinking apprehension. To think that on several occasions recently she had anxiously wondered if she had misjudged him! No, there was no room to suspect now that Bliss might have misunderstood what sheâd overheard or that Emily herself had overreacted to something said in anger and never ever intended to be acted upon. After the way sheâd behaved, Duarte did not believe she deserved to have their child.
âYesâ¦â Emily turned her pinched face away and rested her cheek against Jamieâs soft, sweet-smelling baby skin to comfort herself. Every which way she looked, she had done wrong, and there was no point offending even more by seeking to defend herself.
âI have no wish to part you from our son,â Duarte stated in a grim undertone. âHe needs you very much.â
âDo you really think that?â she whispered shakily.
âI say nothing that I donât mean. Give me Jamie now that he is asleep,â Duarte urged moving forward. âMrs Barker followed my security team here. She has offered to take care of our son until you are released from hospital. I understand she is familiar to him.â
Taut with suspicion, Emily held fast to Jamieâs precious weight, but then she saw Alice appearing in the doorway with a look of discomfiture on her face. The older woman was carrying Jamieâs baby bag. âIâll look after Jamie, Emily. Itâs the least that I can do.â
âI will leave you both and deal with the police,â Duarte delivered coolly.
Alice grimaced and sank down at the foot of the bed. âHow was I to know he was your husband? I thought Mafia hitmen were descending on us and I was really frantic when they took off after you!â
âYou didnât know what was happeningâ¦and I was totally stupid,â Emily groaned in remorse. âI made things even worse by trying to run again. I just panicked and then I got stungââ
âAnd your husband, whom I thought was a dead ringer for the Godfather at his most glamorous, saved your life.â Alice winced. âI feel so awful now for calling in the police and now they wonât go away until everyoneâs explained themselves about twenty times over.â
âItâs OK⦠Itâs all my fault. I always do the wrong thing,â Emily mumbled heavily. âParticularly around Duarteââ
âNot much of a husband if he makes you feel like that. Maybe, to make me feel a little more relaxed about all this, you could tell me that he is really wonderful.â
âHe is⦠I was the one who wrecked everything.â Emily sighed.
By wanting more than Duarte had ever offered, sheâd made herself unhappy. Sheâd had a hunger to be loved and, if not loved, at least needed. But Duarte had not needed her either. She had just felt like another one of his many possessions with no true existence or purpose without him. She had never had much confidence but, flung in at the deep end of a world so very different from her own, she had sunk like a stone, becoming even more shy and awkward. By the time of their separation, sheâd gone from having low self-esteem to having no self-esteem at all.
Alice left with Jamie. Then a very weary-looking police sergeant made a brief visit to Emilyâs bedside to confirm that she had no complaint to make against her husband. Having made that assurance while cringing at the thought of what Duarte must have undergone, Emily fell asleep and did not awaken until lunch arrived on a noisy trolley. The doctor called in to have a brief word with her and tell her that she was free to leave. As she had no appetite for food, she slid straight out of bed. Removing her clothes from the cabinet, she got dressed again.
Mateus