“I’ll call her once I’ve absorbed all this.”
Jakob shook his head, his expression implacable. “Nope. We’ll figure out the time difference and you’ll call her tonight, while I’m here.”
“What?” she snarled. “You think I’ll collapse if I don’t have you here to support me?”
He actually had the nerve to smile. “No, I think you won’t do it at all.”
“My privilege.”
“I want to know, too,” he said simply.
She should have asked why. What difference did it make to him? Did he want permission to go back to ignoring her?
But she couldn’t do it. Some veiled emotion in his eyes made her uneasy. Did he suspect some other truth? If so, she couldn’t deal with it.
Anyway, maybe he was right. She should demand answers now, while the tide of anger still carried her. Wimping out wasn’t her style. She wasn’t about to start now.
“Fine,” she snapped. “I’ll do it. But not because you say I have to.”
He chuckled, deepening the creases in his cheeks.
Amy wanted to punch him.
CHAPTER FOUR
JAKOB’S PHONE RANG only a minute after he and Amy had finished calculating the time difference with Sydney, Australia. He looked at the number then answered.
“Dad.”
Posture having gone rigid, Amy closed her laptop.
“Hope you were calling to tell me you talked your sister out of that time capsule nonsense,” his father boomed in the voice that served him well on job sites.
Jakob winced. “Hold on, Dad.” He pressed the phone to his belly and said quietly to Amy, “Do you want to talk to him? I can put this on speaker and tell him I’m with you.”
“Well, that would be cozy.” Snarky seemed to be her fallback mode, but he saw the anxiety in her eyes when she lifted her head. “Call me a coward, but I don’t think I’m ready to talk to him. I know I’ll have to eventually, but...not now.”
“All right. You can eavesdrop if you want,” he offered, even though he didn’t much like the idea of luring his dad into confidences he didn’t know were being overheard.
She shook her head and started past him. “I need to shower.”
“Amy.” He said her name softly, but she stopped, her back to him. “Ask me if you want to know what he says. I won’t keep secrets from you.”
She nodded jerkily and kept going.
Swearing under his breath, Jakob lifted the phone back to his ear. “Dad?”
“Who was that? Did I get you at a bad time?”
“No, this is fine. A woman. She’s, uh, going to take a shower.”
“Lady friend?” His father sounded pleased. “You haven’t mentioned one recently.”
Jakob didn’t say, That would be because there hasn’t been one in a while, even though it was the truth. He liked sex as well as the next guy, but with the big four-oh looming on the horizon, he’d begun to tire of the effort it took to get some. Dating was mostly a huge waste of time.
He also didn’t say, Nope, I’m with Amy. She’s upstairs stripping and getting in the shower right now. He didn’t even want to think about that, never mind say it aloud.
“No, it’s been a while.” Vague was good, he congratulated himself. “And no, I didn’t head Amy off. In fact, I went with her, spent the weekend in Frenchman Lake.”
Deafening silence.
He made his voice hard. As a businessman, he had it down to a fine art. “You knew what was in that goddamned time capsule, didn’t you, Dad?”
“Why the hell are you taking that tone with me?” Josef blustered. “How would I know?”
“There was a reason you didn’t want her to go. Tell me what you know.”
Another pause. “What was in the capsule?”
“You tell me first.”
His father muttered something Jakob took for profanities. “I don’t know what she put in there. She said some cryptic things about it, that’s all. Stuff about how in fifty years, the Wakefield College people would find out there was a dead body in there. Made no sense, but I got to say, it made me nervous.”
“There were no bodies, but maybe the next best thing.” Jakob stared out the French doors at an idyllic garden, golden in the evening light and too pretty for his current mood. “I remember your fights with Michelle. I heard you accusing her of trapping you.”
“You were a kid. Why would you remember anything like that?”
He turned his back on the garden and took a few steps into the kitchen, where he could lean a hip against the counter. “Be straight with me, Dad.”
After a long silence, Josef said, “I don’t want Amy to know any of this.”
“The horses are already out, Dad. Too late.”
He could hear his father breathing. “Oh, hell,” Josef said finally.
“So you know?” That enraged Jakob. Hadn’t it occurred to either his father or Michelle that a secret like this had the potential to be more destructive than the truth ever would have been?
“All I know is, Amy isn’t mine.”
Jakob found himself reeling even though he didn’t move a muscle. All these years, and now he knew.
She’s not my sister.
The part that stunned him, and yet didn’t, was that his primary emotion was relief. Relief so potent, it poured through him like a drug injected in his veins.
“You’re sure?”
“I’m sure,” Josef said gruffly. “She fell off the monkey bars at school. Had what turned out to be a mild concussion, but she also bled like crazy from a cut on the head and her nose, too. At the hospital they checked her blood type. I knew her mother’s and I know mine. Amy doesn’t have either.”
Well, that seemed definitive.
Not my sister. Not my sister.
The relief could have been a full chorus singing, full-throated. He staggered back to the table and sank onto a chair.
“Why didn’t you ever tell me?”
“Because I couldn’t tell her.” His father cleared his throat. “She’s a sweet girl. She didn’t deserve to find out something like that. I love Amy. As far as I’m concerned, she’s my daughter.”
“You didn’t trust me.”
“When you were a kid? Hell, no!”
“As an adult?” Jakob kneaded the back of his neck.
“You didn’t have anything to do with her. What difference did it make?”
A grunt escaped him. For the first time ever, he faced his own truth. From the time she was twelve or so and getting a figure, he had always felt things for Amy that were mind-blowingly inappropriate for a brother to feel. He’d been pretty sure she wasn’t his sister—but not a hundred percent. What if the sprite he was lusting for was his half sister? The horror and guilt had just about killed him.
Right this minute, it was his father he would have liked to kill.
He unclenched his teeth. “I always suspected. It mattered, Dad. My suspicions got in the way of any kind of relationship