Reality. Peace. Independence.
Here, in Carmen’s words, her gaze, and also in the friends who filled the shops lining Harborside’s boardwalk, Mariabella had exactly that. People who saw her, not for her lineage, but for herself.
“Speaking of gifts, when are you going to share your gifts with the world?” Carmen drifted over to the store’s Christmas tree and hoisted one of the faux presents that sat below the tabletop display. “And I’m not talking about these empty boxes.”
Sometimes—like when they were dealing with a difficult artist—Mariabella considered her employee’s persistence a blessing. And other times when she called it more of a curse.
Like now.
“A gallery is not meant to be used as the owner’s ego trip.”
“Mar, you’re not even on the baggage carousel.”
“Baggage…what?”
Carmen waved a hand. “American translation, you’re not taking any risks. At all. And for your information, it’s not a big deal to hang a few of your pieces here. People want to get a peek into who you are, and what’s going on in your noggin.” Carmen tapped her head.
“Carmen, we go through this argument every week—”
“For good reason—”
“And the answer is always the same.”
“Doesn’t make it the right answer.” Carmen arched a thinly penciled brow.
“My paintings are hardly ready.” The lie slipped easily from Mariabella’s tongue. She’d been to art school, received her master’s degree. She knew when a painting had fulfilled its potential on the canvas. Even though she wouldn’t call her art ready for the Louvre, by any stretch, the pieces she’d created could hang proudly on these walls.
If she dared to put her soul on display.
There was something inherently intimate about hanging art on a gallery wall, something that allowed, as Carmen had said, the world a peek inside the artist’s true self. And Mariabella knew that as long as she was living a lie, she couldn’t permit even a single glimpse.
“In addition,” Mariabella went on, when she saw Carmen readying another objection, “we have a number of artists scheduled to exhibit, enough to carry us through next year. Our walls are full, Carmen.” Mariabella returned to the front desk of the gallery, and started reviewing the proofs of the catalog for next Tuesday’s show. The holiday tourist season was in full swing, and as the calendar flipped closer to Christmas, more and more people flocked to the seaside community looking for unique, locally made gifts. Harborside decorated its boardwalk, revved up its restaurants, brewed up special seasonal lattes, and after a post-summer slumber, came back to life in a new and festive way.
It hadn’t been that way in years’ past. Before Mariabella came to town, Harborside used to lock its shutters and close its doors for the winter, all the residents and business owners hibernating like bears. Mariabella had joined the Community Development Committee, seeing a potential for more in the little town. That enthusiasm had gotten her elected to committee chair, and also spurred the town into action. This year would be the second that Harborside used the holiday season to bring in much-needed winter revenue through a series of events. The boost in tourism dollars—albeit not a large amount yet, but one that was growing—seemed to have everyone humming Christmas carols.
Carmen’s hand blocked Mariabella’s view. The bangle bracelets reprised their jingle song. “An excuse is still an excuse, even if you wrap it up with a pretty bow. Or in your case, a European accent.”
Mariabella laughed. “Are you ever going to give up?”
“Not until I see a Mariabella masterpiece—” Carmen framed her fingers together and squinted through the square at the wall “—right there. That space would be perfectamundo.”
“Uh-huh. And getting this catalog to the printer’s before the end of the day would also be…” Mariabella paused. “How do you say?”
“Perfectamundo.” Carmen grinned.
“Perfectamunda, yes?”
“Close enough. Eventually I’ll have you talking all slang, all the time.”
Mariabella shook her head and got back to work. Slang—coming from her cultured tongue. She could just imagine her father’s reaction to that. His stony face, rigid posture. But worst of all, the silence. She’d hated the judgment in that quiet.
She’d never measured up, not to his standards, voiced or not. She’d never sat still enough, smiled at enough people, acted as he’d expected.
Acted as a princess should.
If he could see her now, her hair loose and flowing, dressed in jeans and spiky heels, paint beneath her fingernails from a frenzied creative streak this morning—
Well, he couldn’t see her, and that was the best part about Harborside being located on the other side of the world. That freedom, to be herself, was a large part of what Mariabella loved about being here. And even talking slang. She smiled to herself.
“Hey.” Carmen nudged Mariabella. “Did you see that?”
“What?”
“Eye candy, two o’clock.”
“Eye…what?”
“Cute guy, walking past the gallery.” She nudged Mariabella’s shoulder a second time.
“Mmm…okay.” Mariabella kept working on the catalog’s corrections.
Carmen let out a frustrated gust. “You should go talk to him.”
That got Mariabella’s attention. “Go talk to him? Why?”
“Because he’s alone, and you’re alone, and it’s about time you took number one, a few hours for yourself, and number two, a step out of that comfort zone you’re so determined to stay glued to.”
Mariabella wanted to tell Carmen she had already taken a giant step out of her comfort zone, something beyond opening the gallery. A step that had brought her all the way across the world, from a tiny little country outside of Italy to here, an even tinier town in Massachusetts.
To a new life. A life without kings and queens.
Without expectations.
Carmen did have a point about the dating, though. In all the time Mariabella had been in Harborside, she hadn’t dated anyone, hadn’t gotten close to a man. She’d made friends, yes, but not true relationships, nothing deep. Part of that was because she’d had no time, as Carmen mentioned, but a bigger part was self-preservation.
She thought again of the woman in the painting. Had that woman dared to open her heart?
If so, was the price she’d had to pay as high as Mariabella’s?
“Let’s focus on catalogs and canapés, instead of my love life,” Mariabella said to her assistant. “I think the artist will be upset if I tell him I spent my time pursuing a hot date instead of concentrating on his show.”
Carmen turned to Mariabella and opened her mouth, as if she wanted to argue the point, then shut it again. “Okay. I can see when the stars are out of alignment for this topic. I’ll zip down to Make it Memorable and check on the appetizers for Tuesday’s opening.”
Mariabella sent up a wave, while she kept on checking the page proofs. “Thank you. I’ll hold down the tent.”
Carmen laughed. “Fort, Mariabella. Fort.”
Heat filled Mariabella’s cheeks. Her accented English was flawless, but