‘Actually, yes.’ She took a breath and then glanced over at the sound of the elevator door opening and saw that Bridgette had arrived.
Cecelia did not want an audience for this.
‘Would it be possible to have a word in private?’
‘Of course,’ Luka said. ‘You know my door is always closed.’ When she didn’t smile at his little joke he stood from the desk. ‘Come on through.’
Luka decided he would have to talk her out of it.
And he knew just how to do it.
IT FELT LIKE a very long walk to his office.
Luka led the way and Cecelia actually felt a little sick because she still wasn’t certain that it was the right thing to do.
Cecelia was very career minded and knew that by resigning she was throwing an amazing role away—Luka’s empire was rapidly expanding, with hotels in New York City and Singapore on the cards, and to be a part of it would be amazing on her résumé.
But as he held open the door and she walked in, Cecelia knew she had little choice but to leave.
She could feel his eyes on her back.
On her skin.
They most certainly were.
Cecelia had the drabbest wardrobe he had ever seen.
Granted, she was always groomed and elegant, but Luka had long ago decided that she could make a modest outfit out of a handkerchief.
Not so today.
On the day she would tell him that she was leaving, he got the first glimpse of her spine.
Her back was incredibly pale, and he wondered if she should check her Vitamin D levels because he was sure that body rarely, if ever, saw the sun.
Luka had run into her out of work once and she’d been dressed in much the same monotonous, drab tones.
It had been at a museum exhibition a couple of weeks after she had started working for him, and not quite by accident. Luka had heard her discussing going with her fiancé and he’d wanted to see what made Cecelia tick, sexually speaking.
Pale English men, with skinny legs apparently.
They hadn’t even been holding hands and had stood as politely as two strangers while admiring an incredibly erotic work of art.
She’d jumped when she’d seen him, though! And blushed just a touch as she’d introduced Gordon to him.
And all the more Luka had wanted to know her in bed.
‘Please,’ he said now. ‘Take a seat.’
Luka gestured to a chair and then went around his desk while Cecelia took her seat.
And then she faced him.
He really was a very beautiful man.
Aside from fancying him rotten and everything, Luka Kargas really was exquisite to look at.
Those velvet eyes awaited hers but she could not quite meet them and she took in the high cheekbones and full plump mouth.
Cecelia liked mouths.
Gordon’s had been a bit small and pinched but she had only really thought that after she had seen Luka’s.
No, she should never have taken the job in the first place.
The very second she’d entered his luxurious office and he had stood to greet her, Cecelia had known she should turn and run.
Until that point, she and Gordon had seemingly ticked every box, yet that had changed the moment she’d shaken hands with Luka.
She had known that she had to end her engagement the night she had come back from the museum and while being intimate with Gordon had found herself imagining Luka instead.
It had been the best orgasm of her life!
Luka was everything that her aunt had warned her about.
Despite somehow knowing it could only end badly, and that she should leave now, instead she had taken the job.
And now she was here.
About to resign.
‘There is something you wish to discuss?’ Luka said, and she nodded.
It was all very formal and deliberately so, for Luka was not about to make this easy on her.
Quite simply he had never known a better PA and he did not want that to change.
He wanted Cecelia to stay and Luka always got what he wanted.
‘So?’ he invited. ‘What is it that you have to say?’
It wasn’t the first time she had handed in her notice and Cecelia was about to deliver her well-rehearsed lines yet she just sat there in strained silence. For when he held her gaze, as he did now, there felt like a limit on the oxygen in the vast room and superfluous words were rather hard to find.
‘I’m leaving.’
‘Pardon?’ Luka checked, and cocked his head a little, as if he hadn’t heard. He would make her say it again, and more explicitly this time.
‘I shan’t be renewing my contract.’ After such an appalling start the words now came tumbling out. ‘I’ve given it considerable thought and though it’s been an amazing year I’ve decided that it’s time to move on.’
‘But for all your considerable thought, you haven’t discussed it with me.’
‘I don’t need your permission to resign, Luka.’
Oh, this wasn’t going well, Cecelia thought as she heard the snap in her voice.
Yet she was almost at breaking point and that was verified when Bridgette buzzed.
‘There’s a woman called Katiya down in Reception, asking to see you, Luka...’
He rolled his eyes. ‘I’m busy.’
‘She’s very insistent. Apparently you’ll know why.’
‘Tell Security that whoever lets her up will be fired.’
He looked over at Cecelia. ‘Why can’t women take no for an answer?’
‘Why can’t my boss?’
‘Touché,’ he conceded and then decided to play the sympathy card, ‘Cecelia, one of the reasons I changed my mind about taking the day off was that I have just found out my mother is very unwell.’
‘I’m sorry to hear that.’ Cecelia said. ‘If there’s any...’ She stopped and then she closed her mouth rather than continue.
‘You were saying?’ Luka checked, and when she didn’t respond he spoke for her. ‘Because actually there is something you can do for me. Cece, I am going to be away a lot in the coming months. My mother has cancer and will be undergoing extensive treatments...’
She felt her own rapid blink.
Luka never spoke of his family.
Ever!
‘I am going to have to spend a lot of time in Xanero. You’re an amazing PA and I hope you know how much I appreciate you.’ He saw the swallow in her throat and went in for the kill. ‘At this difficult time, I don’t want to deal with someone new.’
‘Luka, I am sorry to hear that your mother is unwell but it doesn’t sway my decision.’
She really was as cold as ice, and yet, and yet...as