The Southern Ocean was a big place when you were in trouble.
They’d been drifting for hours now. Being tossed like a cork in the huge seas.
By some miracle, they’d finally been spotted. A helicopter was overhead and a crewman was being lowered on a winch. Jake could see the spare harness dangling.
One harness.
No way could more than one person get winched up at a time.
And he wasn’t going to go first. This weather was getting worse by the minute. What if the chopper couldn’t get back?
‘You’re going first,’ he yelled over the noise of the sea and the chopper.
‘Like hell I am. You’re going first.’
‘No way. You’re hurt. I can wait.’
The guy on the end of the winch had disappeared behind the crest of a wave. Caught by the water, he was dragged through and suddenly swinging dangerously closer. Someone was putting their life on the line here to rescue them.
‘Look—it was my stupid idea to do this. I get to decide who goes first.’
He didn’t have to say it out loud. It was his fault. Things that turned to custard had always been his fault.
Desperation had him yelling loud enough to be really heard as the rescuer got close enough to shove a harness into his hands. He pushed it towards Ben. Tried to wrestle him into it.
‘Just do it, Ben. Put the harness on. You’re going first.’
But Ben pushed it back. Tried to force Jake’s arm into a loop.
‘Someone’s got to look out for you,’ he yelled.
‘I’ll be okay. I can wait.’
‘This isn’t make-believe, Jake. It’s not some blockbuster movie.’
‘You think I don’t know that?’
‘I know you don’t. You wouldn’t know reality if it bit you. You’re just like Mom.’
And now it was their rescuer yelling. Helping Ben to shove the harness onto Jake.
‘There’s no time for this.’ Good grief...was this person risking life and limb to rescue them female?
Jake was still resisting. Still focused on his brother. ‘What the hell is that supposed to mean?’
‘She couldn’t face reality. Why do you think she killed herself?’
That did it. The shock took the fight out of Jake. The harness was snapped into place.
‘The chopper’s full,’ the rescuer yelled at Ben. ‘We’ll come back for you as soon as we can.’ She was clipping heavy-duty carabiners together and she put her face close to Jake’s. ‘Put your arms around me and hang on. Just hang on.’
He had no choice. A dip into icy water and then they were being dragged into the air. Spinning. He could see the bright orange life raft getting smaller and smaller, but he could still see his twin brother’s face looking up at him. The shock of his words was morphing into something even worse. Maybe he’d never find out the truth even if he wanted to go there.
Dear God... Ben...
This shouldn’t be happening. Would he ever see his brother again?
THE WAVE WAS the last straw.
As though the adrenaline rush of the last few hours was simply being washed away as Eleanor Sutton faced the immediate prospect of drowning.
How much adrenaline could one person produce, anyway? She’d been burning it as fuel for hours as the rescue helicopter crew she was a part of had played a pivotal role in dealing with the stricken yachts caught up in this approaching storm. They’d pulled two people from a life raft and found another victim who’d had nothing more than his life jacket as protection as he rode the enormous swells of this angry sea.
Then they’d plucked a badly injured seaman from the deck of a yacht that was limping out of trouble with the broken mast that had been responsible for the crewman’s head injuries. The chopper was full. Overfull, in fact, which was why Ellie had been left dangling on the winch line until they could either juggle space or get to a spot on land.
With her vantage point of being so much closer to the water as the chopper had bucketed through the menacing shark-gray sky, she’d been the one to spot the bright orange bubble of a life raft as it had crested one of the giant swells and then disappeared again. In the eerie light of a day that was far darker than it should be for the time, it had been all too easy to spot the two pale faces peering up at the potential rescue the helicopter advertised.
The helmet Ellie wore had built in headphones and a microphone that sat almost against her lips. Even in the howl of driving wind and rain and helicopter rotors, it was easy to communicate with both her pilot, Dave, and fellow paramedic, Mike.
‘Life raft at nine o’clock. At least two people on board.’
‘We can’t take any more.’ It was Dave who responded. ‘We’d be over limit in weight and this wind is picking up.’
There was a warning tone in those casual last words. Dave was a brilliant pilot, but he was already finding it a challenge to fly in these conditions. Some extra weight with the approaching cyclone getting ever closer might be enough to tip the balance and put everybody in even more danger.
But they couldn’t leave them behind. The full force of Cyclone Lila wouldn’t be felt for a good few hours yet, but they shouldn’t still be in the air as it was. All aircraft would be grounded by the time they reached land again. It was highly unlikely that this life raft would be spotted by any other boats and, even if it was, it would be impossible to effect a rescue.
If they didn’t do something, they were signing the death warrants of another two people. There had already been too much carnage in this disastrous leg of the Ultraswift-Round-the-World yacht race. At least one death had been confirmed, a lot of serious injuries and there were still people unaccounted for.
‘We can get one,’ Ellie said desperately. ‘He can ride with me on the end of the line. We’re so close to land. We can drop him and try going back for the other one.’
There was a moment’s silence from above. It was Mike who spoke this time.
‘You really want to try that, Ellie?’
Did she? Despite the skin-tight rescue suit she was wearing under her flight suit, Ellie knew she was close to becoming hypothermic. Would her fingers work well enough to manipulate the harness and carabiner clips to attach another person to the winch safely? She was beyond exhaustion now, too, and that old back injury was aching abominably. What if the victim was terrified by this form of transport and struggled? Made them swing dangerously on the end of the line and make a safe landing virtually impossible?
But they all knew there was no choice.
‘Let’s give it a try, at least,’ Ellie said. ‘We can do that, can’t we?’
And so they did, but Dave was having trouble keeping the chopper level in the buffeting winds, and the mountainous swells of the sea below were impossible to judge. Just as they got close enough to hover near the life raft, the foaming top of a wave reached over Ellie’s head and she was suddenly underwater, being dragged through the icy sea like a fish on a line.
And that did it.
She wasn’t under the water for very long at all, but it was one of those moments where time seemed to stand still. Where a million thoughts could coalesce into surprising clarity.