His erection, already hard enough to hurt, was going to kill him if he didn’t get inside her soon.
So, why was he hesitating? Her fear wasn’t real. It was part of the performance. That was fine with him. He’d done a lot of things in bed that had nothing to do with the missionary position. Silk scarves could be a turn-on.
Besides, she’d given him no choice. The kind of game she was playing had only one possible conclusion.
It was a game, wasn’t it?
Was it possible she was telling the truth? That she didn’t want him to screw her? No. Impossible. If that were the case, she could have had her wish without any effort. He’d already told the sultan he didn’t want her.
Why deliberately taunt him unless she wanted to make him change his mind?
Cam’s eyes narrowed.
The whole thing smelled like a scam. Her being dragged in like a criminal, Asaad saying he was going to have her killed, the lady’s aren’t-you-man-enough routine followed by her implausible plea for help.
Had everything that happened been meant to heighten an erotically charged situation so that the stupid American would think with his hormones instead of his head?
If so, it had worked.
But he’d calmed down. He was thinking again. And what he thought was that the door was bolted. The windows, too. He’d taken care of that before his meeting with the sultan. He had a Beretta stashed beneath the mattress and a beautiful woman in his bed.
His body tightened.
And he was going to have her.
Stress always took its toll. Life in Special Forces and then in the Agency had taught him that. Meditation had its place but there were times you needed more than that.
Some men used alcohol, others used drugs. Cam had learned, a long time back, that what worked for him was hot, raw sex. Sex with a woman beautiful and experienced enough to make you forget the niceties of civilized behavior.
Layla damned well fit the bill.
Some long minutes inside her, feeling her honeyed heat, tasting that soft-looking mouth, and he’d be fine. He’d be better when she stopped playacting and admitted she wanted it as much as he did. She was good, pretending she didn’t, but she’d slipped a few minutes ago when he was taking off his shirt.
What he’d seen in her eyes then wasn’t panic. It was awareness of him as a man.
And that was how he wanted it, now that he was back in control of his emotions. A woman who liked sex was the only kind worth screwing.
Games? Sure. A gorgeous woman, his for the taking but pretending she wasn’t, could be a turn-on.
Rape wasn’t.
It was time for the act to end and the real thing to start.
Cam looked down again at the woman lying beneath him. She was beautiful, a creature of pale gold skin and darker gold hair. She was a dancer, Asaad had said. Never mind the rest. That was how he’d think of her now, as his partner in an erotic dance they’d both enjoy.
“Look at me,” he said. When she didn’t, he caught her chin in his hand and forced her face to his. “Open your eyes.”
Slowly, she did as he’d commanded. Her irises, ringed in black, were the deep blue of a summer sky. Her lashes were long and thick, spiky with tears. Tears? Definitely, she was good at what she did. At making a man want her and, God, he wanted her with every beat of his blood.
“I’ve never paid for a woman,” he said huskily, “but if I did, I might just start with you.”
He reached out, traced the fullness of her bottom lip with the tip of his finger, felt her tremble. He bent toward her, brushed his mouth over hers.
“All the time we were in the courtyard,” he whispered, “I kept thinking about your mouth. About all the things it was made to do.”
Slowly he put his lips to hers again, harder this time, hard enough to feel the swift intake of her breath.
“Stop pretending you don’t want this,” he said roughly. “Kiss me. Let me taste you. Let me do this right.”
She made a little sound and tried to pull away as he lowered his head to hers again, and he thrust his hand into her hair, felt the golden curls twine around his fingers as he held her mouth captive to his.
The game was still on.
He kissed her. Her mouth was warm and soft. Cam groaned, changed the angle of the kiss until she made a little sound and her lips parted.
“That’s it,” he said and slid his tongue into her mouth, felt the sweet delicacy of her shudder as he tasted her.
God, she was driving him crazy.
The feel of her mouth. The smell of her skin. The press of her naked breasts against his chest…
He drew back, cupped the small, perfect mounds. Her eyes flew open; color flooded her face.
“You have incredible breasts,” he said hoarsely.
“Please,” she whispered, “please, I beg you…”
“What?” He watched her eyes as he feathered his thumb against one nipple, saw the black pupils all but swallow the blue irises, heard the catch of her breath.
“Do you like that? Tell me. Tell me what you like.”
He bent to her, licked her nipple. She moaned and he bent to her again, blew lightly against the pearled flesh, then sucked it into his mouth.
It was like touching a lighted match to dry kindling.
She arched toward him and a sob burst from her throat, the sound high and wild and filled with something he couldn’t quite define.
Could it be wonder?
He wanted it to be, he thought fiercely. Wanted to be the first man who’d wrung that sound from this woman who had lain in God only knew how many other men’s arms.
She was breathing raggedly, moaning softly, writhing against his hand as he caressed her. Stroked her nipples. Kissed her warm flesh. She said something he couldn’t hear, whispered it as he touched her.
“Tell me,” he said, his voice urgent with need. “Tell me what I make you feel.”
Cam slipped his hand between their bodies. Slid it up her leg. Felt the heat of her skin. His nostrils flared at the sudden, unmistakable scent of her desire.
“God,” she whispered, “God…”
She raised her head from the pillows. Sighed and offered him her mouth.
With a fierce growl, he took the kiss she’d offered. Sank into it. Felt the first, tentative touch of her tongue against his, heard her sigh and knew he was taking her with him into a dark velvet whirlpool of desire where nothing and no one mattered except this.
He felt her starting to tremble against him.
Stop, a voice deep within him whispered. This is a mistake. For God’s sake, man, stop!
But it was too late. He was aching, as much for her final surrender as for his own release.
She moved against him, a little roll of her hips that made him groan. This—making love to her, feeling her swift response and knowing that the restraints still tied around her wrists and ankles left her exquisitely open and completely vulnerable to him—was incredibly exciting.
But he wanted more.
He wanted her arms around his neck, her legs around his hips as he poured himself into her.
Cam ran his hand higher, heard her swift