I went and stood on the street, my hands jammed in my pockets against the cold, my cap collecting the fine rain. Three empty hansoms were parked by the kerb, their melancholy horses standing silently. Two young girls out on the monkey wandered past, their hands out to everyone they passed. On the other side, a crumpet man marched along with a tray on his head, clanging his bell and wailing, but he surely knew that nobody eats crumpets in the rain.
It wasn’t long before I saw Rosanna Ockwell striding down Blackfriars Road towards me. She was wrapped in a thick brown coat, a scarf, a plain black bonnet tied under her chin.
‘Mr Barnett,’ she said with a brisk nod. ‘He’s inside, is he?’
‘He is.’ I opened the door for her.
She stepped into the shop, looking around the busy tables until her eyes fell on the Barclays.
‘What’s this?’ she asked sharply, turning back to me. ‘Why are they here?’
‘It concerns them, ma’am,’ I answered, blocking the door.
She glared at me, anger in her keen eyes. There was something uncanny about those eyes: when she laid them on you it was as if she could see your every weakness, every bad thing you’d done.
‘Is Birdie with you, Miss Ockwell?’ asked the guvnor, rising from his seat.
‘Around the corner,’ she replied, turning to him. Her face was quite white except the few strong hairs about her lip. ‘She won’t come now, though. Not with these two here.’
‘But why not?’
‘She doesn’t want anything to do with them, that’s why. They never treated her right. Never wanted her.’
‘It’s a lie!’ cried Mr Barclay, leaping from the table. ‘It’s your family that’s put her up to it! You fetch her here, or there’ll be trouble, I warn you!’
The cabbies had gone quiet, turning on their benches to watch the show. Rena stopped her work and crossed her arms over her great belly.
‘Pray, have a seat, Miss Ockwell,’ said the guvnor in his softest voice. ‘Let’s talk this out.’
‘She wants rid of them.’
‘She does not!’ shrieked Mr Barclay, slapping his hand down hard on the table. ‘You’re a damned liar!’
‘Be quiet, Mr Barclay!’ barked the guvnor.
‘Birdie’s a young lady that needs someone to stand for her and I’m happy to do it, Mr Arrowood,’ said Rosanna. She spoke clear and firm. ‘I promised Birdie to keep them away and that’s what I’ll do.’
‘Oh dear, dear,’ said the guvnor. ‘But there’s some negotiation. Details and so on.’
‘I won’t allow them to talk to her. They only upset the poor girl.’
Mr Barclay jumped to his feet again.
‘Who the blazes d’you think you are telling us we can’t speak to our own daughter?’ he cried. ‘It’s you that’s poisoned her to us, madam. You and your blasted brother. Take us to her now or there’ll be trouble!’
‘Sit down, sir!’ said the guvnor. He turned back to Miss Ockwell, took her arm gently, and led her toward the counter so as the Barclays couldn’t hear.
‘Don’t fight with them,’ he said, his voice low. ‘We’ll never get this business done that way, and we do need her, Miss Ockwell. How about you go and get her, eh? I’ll control Mr Barclay.’
As he spoke, Mrs Barclay rose from the table and crossed the room. She pushed past me, opened the door to the street, and stood holding it for Miss Ockwell, her long face with its three teardrop moles sombre beneath her neat hat.
‘What are you doing?’ asked Mr Barclay. ‘We haven’t finished!’
‘We’ll wait for you here, madam,’ said the guvnor to Miss Ockwell.
Miss Ockwell turned to leave, but as she reached the door, Mrs Barclay, quite a foot taller, stepped in her way. For a moment there was confusion as Miss Ockwell tried to get past, first this way, then that. Then, just as suddenly, it was over and she’d left the shop.
‘What the blazes did you do that for, Martha?’ asked her husband.
‘You were making it worse, Dunbar.’
‘Get after her, Barnett,’ said the guvnor. ‘Make sure they come back.’
I was already out the door as he said it. Up ahead I could see the short figure of Rosanna Ockwell, marching quick towards St George’s Circus. I ran after her through the crowds. At the junction she turned down Charlotte Street. I reached the crossroads just in time to see her going into the Pear Tree Tavern, a big place near the corner.
I waited outside for a few minutes in the wet, but it wasn’t a pub I knew and I started to worry there was another way out round the back. Just as I was crossing to go inside, a hansom came out one of the side alleys, pausing to let a coster’s cart loaded with turnips pass on the road. The street there wasn’t too well-lit, and it was only when the cab began to move off that I saw the three figures inside. It was Rosanna and Walter, both staring ahead in silence. A woman sat on the far side of the cabin. Her face was turned to the other window, but I knew it had to be Birdie.
I guessed they must be going to London Bridge station, so I hopped into a passing hansom. When we arrived, I raced up the stairs and saw them ahead making their way to the platform. Walter towered over the two women; though Rosanna could only have been five two or so, Birdie was even shorter.
The train was waiting, its steam up.
‘Oi!’ I shouted, running over to them.
They turned. Birdie’s mouth hung open in her thin face; her old coat and drooping felt hat were made for a thicker woman. In real life she did look like a birdie, like a finch with a tiny, hooked beak and round, innocent eyes.
‘You chased us?’ demanded Miss Ockwell.
‘You said you were coming back, ma’am,’ I said.
‘She didn’t want to, did you, Birdie?’
Birdie looked at me curiously, her eyes deep and brown like her mother. One of her hands was bandaged round and round in a stained rag. In the other she held a grey pigeon feather. She said nothing.
‘I’m Norman, ma’am,’ I said to her. ‘I know your mother and father.’
‘Hello, Norman,’ she said, her voice low. Her mother’s gentle smile appeared on her face.
‘I like that feather,’ I said.
She held it up to show me, her smile lightening up the gloomy station. I smiled back.
‘Your parents really miss you, Birdie,’ I said. ‘They’re only round the corner. Would you like to come see them?’
‘She doesn’t have to if she doesn’t want,’ said Walter, his voice flat. He wore a proper collar and tie, a dark suit, a bowler hat over his thin, blond hair. He seemed out of place in the city.
‘Maybe just for a minute, eh, Birdie?’ I asked. ‘Come and say hello.’
Birdie said nothing; still she smiled, but her eyes fell to the floor.
Ahead of us the conductor cried, ‘All aboard!’ and gave his whistle a toot.
‘Come now,’ said Rosanna, gripping her sister-in-law’s arm and marching her towards the train. She must have been pinching real tight as Birdie let out a little gasp.
‘You can get the next one, Birdie,’ I said, following along. ‘Come on, they’re waiting for you.’