Дневник. Анна Достоевская

чего вы это заключаете?» – «Да глядя на ложку. Ведь, говорят, гречневую кашу всего вкуснее есть деревянной ложкой». – «Ну и ошиблись: понадобились деньги, я и послал заложить серебряные. Но за разрозненную дюжину дают гораздо меньше, чем за полную, пришлось отдать и мою».

      К своим денежным затруднениям Федор Михайлович всегда относился чрезвычайно добродушно.

      4

      «Я к заутрене иду, а у него в кабинете огонь светится, – значит, трудится», – говаривал он.

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