Tarrik had been less happy. He was looking for something, a wisdom, a way of life and action and government, and he did not find it in Athens, even though they were friendlier than in Sparta. He went to hear various philosophers, sometimes with introductions from Sphaeros, sometimes on his own, struck perhaps by something he had heard by chance in the street or theatre. But he never got much out of them. Instead, he would go off with the younger and sillier of his nobles, and such of the Athenian youth as were attracted, and spend a great deal of money and over-eat, and either go to expensive actresses or else make elaborate and giggling plans for climbing over garden walls and kissing respectable citizens’ wives. When Tarrik was being deliberately stupid, he was worse than anyone. And he did not make any friends. At last he said they must go back.
Between the battle of Leuctrum and their start for Athens, Berris had not managed to see Philylla and he had not liked to write to her. He was not sure how she would take the fact that he had killed Lydiades. But once they were back, he decided that he must see her and tell her all about Athens. It was a few days before they met; he was getting impatient. When he did see her, he stopped her and said: ‘You promised you’d let me talk to you about beauty if I killed a general of the League. You know I’ve done that for you, and now you’re trying to hide!’
‘I know,’ said Philylla, ‘that in a way I am to blame for Lydiades of Megalopolis being killed. But I haven’t been hiding, and I keep my promises. I can’t stop now, because we are all going to put down the linen for bleaching. But I’ll meet you this evening when the others are singing.’
‘But don’t you want to sing?’ asked Berris, suddenly quite shy and afraid he was being a nuisance.
‘No,’ said Philylla definitely. She did not want to say, least of all to a Scythian, that the others refused to have her when they were singing, because she would insist on trying to sing too, and there had been rather a fight about it, but there were more of them than there was of her. ‘At the top of the bleaching-ground,’ she said, ‘after supper.’
Before going, she told Agiatis, who was a little nervous. She said: ‘Beauty is a dangerous thing to talk about, a dangerous goddess—you know we kept her in chains in the old days?’ ‘Oh yes,’ said Philylla, ‘but you know, darling, I can look after myself. It’s not as if he was a man, he’s only a silly boy. And if he tries to kiss me I shall run down the bleaching-ground; I know where the pegs are and he doesn’t, so he’ll trip over them and come down on his nose.’
Berris, however, did not try to kiss her; all he did was to catch hold of her wrist and emphasise his points by hitting it against his knee. This embarrassed her a good deal, but as it would have embarrassed her still more to make him let go, she allowed him to keep it. She did not in the least understand most of what he said, although by now his Greek was quite good and very fluent. At first, while he was taking some trouble over making things clear and considering her rather than what he was talking about, it was easy enough; but then he began on technicalities and went on as if he were talking to himself, and when she tried to stop him and make him explain he got impatient. She did not much like it, either, that he was always talking about Athens. She tried to get him back on to subjects that she considered interesting, but it was no good. Just a little of what he said stuck, enough, she found afterwards, to make her uncomfortable, not sure whether after all she did really like any of the things she used to think were pretty, whether she had ever looked at them, really looked at them—what Berris Der called looking! Naturally, she wouldn’t admit it at first, but when she had to, that was what it came to.
As they sat there talking the sun dipped towards the level of the mountain tops; dimly peaked shadows spread all across the land and up towards them. They were sitting on the ground under a low pomegranate tree with the squares of bleaching linen wide out on the slope below them, held down with stones or pegs. Philylla’s magpie perched on a twig and sometimes whistled; she shook the branch and pomegranate flowers fell and lodged themselves a moment, brilliant scarlet, between its glossy shoulders. Berris began to talk about his sister, and now Philylla listened altogether. He told her about the women’s magic of Marob that was handed down from mother to daughter, how bad witches were drowned and even their babiest daughters were drowned with them in case the thing had been taught already, and he told how good witches were allowed to do all sorts of things just like men: could walk alone in the fields and carry knives, and if they chose to marry they made the best of wives, because they were too much interested in magic to want lovers. Suddenly he said: ‘If you were in my country, Philylla, you would be a witch.’
‘Would I?’ said Philylla inadequately, and blushed. Then she said: ‘It must be sad for your sister to be left alone now.’
‘Yes,’ said Berris, ‘I wish I knew what she was doing just this moment! She will have plenty to see to, because she is the Spring Queen and she has to make things start. She has to walk among the flax fields with the other chief women of Marob and all the witches that can be found. I don’t know what they do; it is a woman’s magic, but they make the flax grow long and tough.’
Philylla said: ‘Do you really believe that, Berris Der? I mean, of course, I know there is some magic, and people can tell fortunes, and I once saw an Egyptian myself who could swallow fire and pull live pigeons out of an empty bag, but all this about the flax! It’s the sort of thing the slaves believe in here, only of course all of us know that the seeds just spring when the time comes and there’s rain and sun for them. I wish you didn’t believe in that kind of magic, Berris!’
‘But I do,’ he said. ‘I’ve seen it happen. I know my sister and I know Tarrik, and they aren’t pretending about it. They are quite certain they do it with the magic that is in them, and I can feel it all about them too.’
‘But what happened before your sister was married to—to Tarrik? Who was Spring Queen then?’
‘Well,’ said Berris, ‘whatever girl the Corn King chooses to dance with at Plowing Eve is Spring Queen for that day—and it’s the most important day in the year. And then, for the other things, any girl he goes with has a little bit of the Spring Queen’s magic put into her with him, and that lasts for a month or till her child is born if she has one. So there’s always some woman who’s got enough of it to do the things.’
‘You are a set of savages,’ said Philylla, and got up and began talking to her magpie.
Berris was still thinking of his sister when he heard his name being called over and over again. For a moment he did not recognise the voice. He looked down the bleaching-ground; it was beginning to get dark. He saw Tarrik at the bottom of the slope with his arms spread out oddly, and called to him. Tarrik came stumbling up.
‘Oh,’ said Philylla, ‘he’s treading on the linen!’ But she said no more because almost at once she too saw that there was something wrong.
Berris began to run down to meet him and then checked and stood shivering. ‘What is it?’ he said. ‘Oh, Tarrik, what has come on you?’
And Tarrik said: ‘She’s dead!’
Berris started trembling from head to feet. ‘I was just talking about her,’ he said. ‘Oh, Tarrik, she can’t be! Oh, Tarrik, it’s not true! Who says so?’
‘Eurydice has come from Marob, my Aunt Eurydice. She says