10. VI. And now I make my appeal to the hesitaters and waverers, with some questions, which I pray the Lord to apply. Now I will put this question to them: “How long do you hesitate?” I will tell them; you will hesitate between two opinions, all of you who are undecided, until God shall answer by fire. Fire was not what these poor people wanted that were assembled there. When Elijah says, that “The God that answers by fire let him be God,” I fancy I hear some of them saying, “No; the God who answers by water let him be God; we need rain badly enough.” “No,” said Elijah, “if rain should come, you would say that it was the common course of providence; and that would not make you decide.” I tell you, all the providences that befall you undecided ones will not make you decide. God may surround you with providences; he may surround you with frequent warnings from the deathbed of your companions; but providences will never make you decide. It is not the God of rain, but the God of fire that will do it. There are two ways in which you undecided ones will be make a decision by and by. You who are decided for God will lack no decision; you that are decided for Satan will lack no decision; you are on Satan’s side, and must dwell for ever in eternal burning. But these undecided ones need something to make them committed, and will have either one of the two things; they will either have the fire of God’s Spirit to make them decide, or else the fire of eternal judgment, and that will make them decide. I may preach to you, my hearers; and all the ministers in the world may preach to you who are wavering, but you will never decide for God through the force of your own will. None of you, if left to your natural judgment, to the use of your own reason, will ever decide for God. You may decide for him merely as an outward form, but not as an inward spiritual thing, which should possess your heart as a Christian, as a believer in the doctrine of effectual grace. I know that not one of you will ever decide for God’s gospel, unless God makes you decide; and I tell you that you must either be decided by the descent of the fire of his Spirit into your hearts now, or else in the day of judgment. Oh! which shall it be? Oh! that the prayer might be put up by the thousand lips that are here: “Lord, make me decide now by the fire of your Spirit; oh! let your Spirit descend into my heart, to burn up the bull, that I may be a whole burnt offering to God; to burn up the wood and the stones of my sin; to burn up the very dust of worldliness; ah, and to lick up the water of my impiety, which now lies in the trenches, and my cold indifference, that seeks to put out the sacrifice.”
Oh make this heart rejoice or ache! —
Decide this doubt for me;
And if it be not broken, break,
And heal it, if it be.
Oh sovereign grace, my heart subdue;
I would be led in triumph too;
A willing captive to my Lord,
To sing the triumphs of his word.
And it may be, that while I speak, the mighty fire, unseen by men, and unfelt by the vast majority of you, shall descend into some heart which has of old been dedicated to God by his divine election, which is now like an altar broken down, but which God, by his free grace, will this day build up. Oh! I pray that that influence may enter into some hearts, that there may be some go out of this place, saying —
’Tis done, the great transaction’s done,
I am my Lord’s, and he is mine;
He drew me, and I followed on
Glad to obey the voice divine.
Now rest my undivided heart, fixed on this stable centre rest. Oh! that many may say that! But remember, if it is not so, the day is coming — dies irae the day of wrath and anger, when you shall be judged by God; when the firmament shall be lit up with lightnings, when the earth shall roll with drunken terror, when the pillars of the universe shall shake, and God shall sit in the person of his Son, to judge the world in righteousness. You will not be undecided then, when, “Depart you cursed,” or “Come, you blessed,” shall be your doom. There will be no indecision then, when you shall meet him with joy or else with terror — when, “rocks hide me, mountains fall on me,” shall be your doleful shriek; or else your joyful song shall be, “The Lord is come.” In that day you will be committed; but until then, unless the living fire of the Holy Spirit make you decide, you will go on hesitating between two opinions. May God grant you his Holy Spirit, that you may turn to him and be saved!
{a} The Cole Hole pub, Strand. A meeting place for “oppressed husbands who were not allowed to sing in the bath.” See Explorer “http://www.flickr.com/photos/maggiejones/2702121304/”
Presumptuous Sins
No. 135-3:225. A Sermon Delivered On Sunday Morning, June 7, 1857, By C. H. Spurgeon, At The Music Hall, Royal Surrey Gardens.
Keep back your servant also from presumptuous sins. {Psalms 19:13}
1. All sins are great sins, but yet some sins are greater than others. Every sin has in it the very venom of rebellion, and is full of the essential marrow of traitorous rejection of God. But there are some sins which have in them a greater development of the essential mischief of rebellion, and which wear upon their faces more of the brazen pride which defies the Most High. It is wrong to suppose that because all sins will condemn us, that therefore one sin is not greater than another. The fact is, that while all transgression is a greatly grievous sinful thing, yet there are some transgressions which have a deeper shade of blackness, and a more double scarlet dyed hue of criminality than others. Now the presumptuous sins of our text are just the chief of all sins: they rank head and foremost in the list of iniquities. It is remarkable that though an atonement was provided under the Jewish law for every kind of sin, there was this one exception. “But the soul that sins presumptuously shall have no atonement; it shall be cut off from the midst of my people.” And now under the Christian dispensation, although in the sacrifice of our blessed Lord there is a great and precious atonement for presumptuous sins, by which sinners who have sinned in this manner are made clean, yet without doubt, presumptuous