Only three other students turned up that day. It was mid-summer and the humidity was dreadful. Miyagi’s private dojo was tiny compared to the one in the elementary school, and there was no air in the room. Nevertheless, no allowances were made for the heat and we performed the usual warm up and conditioning drills. To my regret, I’d abandoned wearing the headband that my father had given me long ago—Shinzato didn’t wear a headband so neither did I. The sweat stung my eyes so badly that I blundered around half blind. I was afraid Miyagi would never ask me back, but instead, he took me aside and taught me a new kata. It was very different to the slow, heavy movements of Sanchin. This kata was called Saifa. It was filled with explosive punches and strikes using the back-fist and hammer-fist, kicks and knee-strikes, sweeps and stomps, rips and tears. A guttural shout called a kiai was required in two places. Miyagi demonstrated this martial roar and the little room shook with thunder. I sensed a frisson of violence running through the kata and felt the violence running through my veins as I performed it. Later, Miyagi demonstrated the meaning of certain movements. I learned to tear free from a grab on the wrist or lapel, deflect a punch or kick and respond with one of my own, to lock the wrist and elbow and throw a man to the floor.
Miyagi had finally begun to teach me the devastating secrets of his art and I returned to his home for training at every opportunity. My nervousness at being in such a grand household was soon lost as I got to know the rest of his family. He had nine children and there was always a happy atmosphere in the Miyagi household, with much laughter and joking. Mrs. Miyagi was a doting mother and I got the feeling Mr. Miyagi was a doting father, though he remained stern whenever I was there.
He would never accept payment for his instruction, so when I wasn’t busy on my uncle’s boat I would do chores for him instead. One weekend, he asked me to move a pile of heavy stones from one side of the yard to the other. The next weekend, he asked me to move them back again. I didn’t mind. I was delighted to be near my sensei, and Miyagi indulged me good-naturedly with work designed to build my strength and stamina.
One day, two rough-looking men appeared in the garden demanding to see Miyagi. When no one answered the door, they banged louder and repeated their demands to see him. I stopped what I was doing and took a closer look at the men. One was tall and broad with a flat nose and fleshy cheeks, but it was the smaller one who drew my eye. His body was lean and hard, his mouth set tight in a sneer. His pale eyes darted around the yard until they fell on me. I looked away quickly but it was too late.
“Hey, where is Miyagi?” he shouted.
For someone to use such a familiar form of address for an Okinawan nobleman in his own garden could only mean one thing. He was here to challenge Miyagi. I’d heard it happened occasionally—Miyagi was one of the most renowned to-te masters in Okinawa and people wanted to prove themselves against him.
“I don’t know,” I answered.
“Is he in the house?”
I shrugged.
The men returned to the door and banged it again, shouting for Miyagi. As they did, he appeared behind them. “I’m Miyagi,” he said.
The men turned to find him standing one step away. “Is there some emergency?” he asked, his voice showing no emotion whatsoever.
The men were lost for words and exchanged furtive glances. “No emergency,” the smaller one answered finally. “We were looking for Miyagi.”
“If there’s no emergency, then why the urgency?” he demanded, and I noticed he had sunk his weight and was planted like a rock in front of them.
“No urgency,” the smaller man said, regaining his composure a little. “We were just looking for you, and now we’ve found you.”
“If there was no urgency, then why hammer on my door and conduct yourself in such a manner?” Miyagi demanded, his voice growing louder now.
“You are Miyagi the to-te man?” asked the bigger of the two, ignoring Miyagi’s question.
“You know who I am. Who are you?” he said, never taking his eyes from the smaller man.
“We have come to see your to-te,” the bigger man said.
“I do not show it,” Miyagi said.
The men took a moment to consider their next move. The smaller of them was about to say something but Miyagi spoke first, “There is only one way to see it, but you wouldn’t thank me for showing you.”
I’d inched closer in case Miyagi needed my help. He glowered at me but I remained where I was. “The wood is all chopped?” he asked, struggling to control his temper.
“Not all of it,” I answered.
“Then go and finish,” he ordered.
I moved away and returned to my chores. The two men spoke a while longer with Miyagi, but I was too far away to hear what was said. They left meekly enough without a backward glance and I never saw either of them again.
That evening Miyagi was away at a committee meeting so Shinzato taught in his place. When the class had finished and the other boys had left, I cornered Shinzato and asked a question I’d never dared ask before.
“Do we ever spar?”
“Occasionally,” he answered.
“Why not more?” I probed. “Isn’t it important to practice realistically?”
“Real to-te isn’t a game. It’s life or death.”
“But everything we do is prearranged. It’s not the same as a real fight, where you don’t know what’ll happen.”
Shinzato regarded me for a moment and I held his gaze, wondering whether he knew we went to the same school. I thought he was going to refuse, but instead he said we could spar if I wanted.
“What should I do?” I asked.
He raised his arms to the guard position and I did the same.
“Now what should I do?” I asked.
“I can’t tell you,” he said with the trace of a smile. “You said yourself, sparring’s unpredictable.”
I looked into his eyes wondering what he was thinking. His expression was void of clues. Then a black explosion went off in my face. He’d stuck me, his movement so fast that I hadn’t reacted at all. I stumbled backward in shock. I could taste blood on the inside of my lip and feel the beginnings of a swelling with my tongue. Shinzato circled me. Our sparring wasn’t over. I had the sinking feeling it had only just begun. I became hyper-alert, waiting for the next punch, but when Shinzato stepped forward it was with a kick that caught me in the belly. It knocked the air out of me and I doubled over, gasping in pain and cursing my own stupid curiosity.
Shinzato waited for me to recover, eying me like a hawk eyes a wounded bird. Eventually I stood upright and Shinzato nodded for us to continue. I couldn’t stop now, it would be unthinkable, so I lunged forward and threw a punch at his face. I felt his hands tap my wrist, parrying my punch aside. I followed up with a punch from my other hand, but somehow he was at my side, no longer in front of me. When I lifted my foot to turn and face him, he swept it from under me. I stumbled. As my head dipped, I saw a flash of something. His kick connected with my jaw, and I saw black.
I woke to find myself on Mrs. Miyagi’s couch. I could hear raised voices in the hallway outside, which stopped