And I’d still managed to tamp down my drug use, though it cost me a small fortune for cigarettes. Who’d a thunk I’d been able to become somewhat straight—though very somewhat. From the jump I didn’t do intimate alliances all that well, and the closer they veered into “family,” the further I usually leaped in the opposite direction.
No real surprise. The only fond memories from my own original family were stories about my grandfather’s rabid love affair with baseball. How he’d sit in the darkened front room smoking his pipe, head cocked toward his tubed radio inning after inning, game after game.
Hell, I was even a little like him. I collected old-fashioned Bakelite radios and followed baseball. But I usually sat across from a television and filled my pipe with marijuana. Tobacco I bought pre-rolled.
Lou was the nearest thing to family since the accident. We’d always liked each other, our relationship bound by mutual love for Chana, my second wife. But our friendship hadn’t blossomed until the death of his wife Martha, his move to the building from Chicago, and a serious boundary war which ended after Mrs. S.’s surprise death. She’d been Lou’s closest friend in town and though almost a year had passed, I thought he was still mourning. I guess I was wrong. So here I was, hard into the night, driving to some godforsaken gin mill to fetch a failed suicide—a failed suicide who was talking on the phone with his mother. My father-in-law’s secret squeeze.
Lou said the bar was close to Forest Hill Station, but it wasn’t close enough. When the city moved the overhead El ten blocks north into a neatly coifed, middle class trench, it promised the working people, working people who now had to trudge an extra ten blocks, they would dismantle the useless metal girders that kept Washington Street in perpetual dusk. The Pols also promised an end-to-end refurbishing of the dilapidated buildings that lined much of the boulevard. They did remove the hulking overhead, but only partially kept the rest of their rehabilitation promise; the half that gentrified in the frenzied speculation that follows any large urban development project.
I was cruising the city’s unkempt half looking for Jimmy’s among carwashes, warehouses, and the Transit Authority’s bus barn. It took two passes before I finally spotted the hole-in-the-wall tavern nestled on a small side street. Somehow, I didn’t think the bar attracted too many first-timers.
My hunch was confirmed when I opened the door, caught a couple of quick looks from the human barstools, then was immediately ignored as soon as it became apparent I wasn’t a member of the tribe. I had wondered how the kid had gotten to a telephone booth without attracting attention. Now I knew; if you weren’t a regular you weren’t there.
It took a couple of seconds to see through the smoke filled haze, a couple more to fight a sharp urge for a double Wild Turkey when the heartwarming smell of booze and tobacco hit my nose. Then I reminded myself there wasn’t a chance in hell the joint served my beast. No matter what the label promised. Whoever owned this dump was paying serious scratch to let the barstools light up wasn’t gonna serve the real deal.
I don’t know what I expected when I pulled on the flimsy, folding telephone door, but it wasn’t the well-built long-hair wearing a blood soaked karate outfit and open-toe sandals. His age also threw me. I’d imagined Lou’s “kid” as a sixteen year old. This robed Schwarzenegger was in his late twenties..
He looked at me with zonked-out eyes and tried to close the door with trembling fingers, but I kept my foot flush to the cheap slatted wood. The receiver dangled at the end of its coiled metal cord and I heard a woman’s firm, controlled, “Ian, Ian, are you still there? Stay with me, Ian!”
I reached past the swaying Ian and grabbed the phone. “This is Matt Jacob. Your son is conscious, but he’s in pretty bad shape. There’s a lot of blood on his... his...”
“Gi, the robe he wears,” the woman interrupted impatiently. “Could you see if the knife is in his stomach? He told me he threw it away, but I’m not sure he really knows what he’s saying.”
I carefully opened the “gi” and peered at his bloody body. Knife marks scored his muscular abdomen as if he had used his belly for a game of tic-tac-toe. Although the scratches oozed, most of the wounds appeared superficial. Two gashes didn’t. They looked ugly and deep. I pulled my first-aid kit—a dishtowel from Boots’s apartment—out of my back pocket and pressed it against his belly. Then I tried to get him to hold the towel in place. Ian’s grip was ineffectual so I wedged part of my body into the booth, held his hand on the towel with one of my own, and grasped the receiver with the other.
“The knife is out but a couple punctures look pretty serious. Shattuck Hospital is a lot closer than Beth Israel.”
“No, please! Ian wants to go to B.I. He trusts their emergency room.”
I looked at the bleeding Jesus and decided not to waste time arguing. “Beth Israel it is, lady.”
“Thank you, Matthew. Ian can be volatile, and I’m afraid if you take him where he doesn’t want to go...”
I looked at the swaying boy. It’s tough to raise a stink if you’re out on your feet, but I swallowed my caustic rejoinder. She was his mother. “Okay,” I replied defeated, “we’ll meet you at the hospital.”
“Thank you. You’re as kind as Lou said.”
I jammed the receiver back into its cradle. Right then I wasn’t feeling all that kind; I was worried the kid would die in my car.
I draped Ian’s arm around my shoulders, placed mine around his muscular waist, and half dragged him through the dingy joint while its customers kept their eyes fixed on their boilermakers. They had their own empty lives to wash away, let the barkeep scour a stranger’s blood.
I squeezed Ian’s big bleeding body into the small back seat and laid him down as gently as possible while his tears mixed with small moans. I felt relieved he was conscious and silently cursed his mother for not calling an ambulance.
I jumped behind the wheel and glanced into the rearview mirror. My stomach lurched when I saw the entire side of my face slathered with blood. I didn’t wipe it off, just hoped no cop noticed me on the way to the hospital.
I was familiar with city’s medical center emergency room so was surprised by the calm wooden paneling of Beth Israel’s. When the automatic doors swung open as I dragged him inside, a nurse with two orderlies pushing a gurney rushed forward as if they’d been waiting. I felt sticky, then anxious, when I noticed a security cop watching the scene from across the room. I walked to the desk and, before a beefy woman could grill me about insurance, asked where to wash.
I spent a very long time inside an oversized john equipped with a handicap stall. I stripped to the waist and scrubbed clean. Afterwards, I couldn’t deal with wearing my ruined sweatshirt and settled for my less bloodied tee. I almost felt worse about the shirt than the kid; I didn’t have too many comfortable, familiar companions and hated to throw one away.
Which probably accounted for the scowl on my face when I strode out of the bathroom and saw Lou and a woman talking to the thick receptionist and the security guards. I automatically slowed at the sight and stared. Lou’s “squeeze” looked young, supple, and her skin sparkled like a diamond. As I tentatively crept forward I realized how artfully she dressed. About five foot six, Lauren wore no makeup, loose fitting jeans, a thin black blouse, and a baggy, bleached denim jacket. Her hair was covered with a black satin scarf tied gypsy style. She probably