“Papa said he wished we were all like Cousin Helen,” she thought, as she wiped her eyes, “and I mean to try, though I don’t suppose if I tried a thousand years I should ever get to be half so good. I’ll study, and keep my things in order, and be ever so kind to the little ones. Dear me – if only Aunt Izzie was Cousin Helen, how easy it would be! Never mind – I’ll think about her all the time, and I’ll begin to-morrow.”
Chapter VIII.
To-morrow
To-morrow I will begin,” thought Katy, as she dropped asleep that night. How often we all do so! And what a pity it is that when morning comes and to-morrow is to-day, we so frequently wake up feeling quite differently; careless or impatient, and not a bit inclined to do the fine things we planned overnight.
Sometimes it seems as if there must be wicked little imps in the world, who are kept tied up so long as the sun shines, but who creep into our bedrooms when we are asleep, to tease us and ruffle our tempers. Else, why, when we go to rest good-natured and pleasant, should we wake up so cross? Now there was Katy. Her last sleepy thought was an intention to be an angel from that time on, and as much like Cousin Helen as she could; and when she opened her eyes, she was all out of sorts and as fractious as a bear! Old Mary said that she got out of bed on the wrong side. I wonder, by the way, if anybody will ever be wise enough to tell us which side that is, so that we may always choose the other? How comfortable it would be if they could!
You know how, if we begin the day in a cross mood, all sorts of unfortunate accidents seem to occur to add to our vexations. The very first thing Katy did this morning was to break her precious vase – the one Cousin Helen had given her.
It was standing on the bureau with a little cluster of blush-roses in it. The bureau had a swing-glass. While Katy was brushing her hair, the glass tipped a little so that she could not see. At a good-humored moment, this accident wouldn’t have troubled her much. But being out of temper to begin with, it made her angry. She gave the glass a violent push. The lower part swung forward, there was a smash, and the first thing Katy knew, the blush-roses lay scattered all over the floor, and Cousin Helen’s pretty present was ruined.
Katy just sat down on the carpet and cried as hard as if she had been Phil himself. Aunt Izzie heard her lamenting, and came in.
“I’m very sorry,” she said, picking up the broken glass, “but it’s no more than I expected, you’re so careless, Katy. Now don’t sit there in that foolish way! Get up and dress yourself. You’ll be late to breakfast.”
“What’s the matter?” asked Papa, noticing Katy’s red eyes as she took her seat at the table.
“I’ve broken my vase,” said Katy, dolefully.
“It was extremely careless of you to put it in such a dangerous place,” said her aunt. “You might have known that the glass would swing and knock it off.” Then, seeing a big tear fall in the middle of Katy’s plate, she added: “Really, Katy, you’re too big to behave like a baby. Why Dorry would be ashamed to do so. Pray control yourself!”
This snub did not improve Katy’s temper. She went on with her breakfast in sulky silence.
“What are you all going to do to-day?” asked Dr. Carr, hoping to give things a more cheerful turn.
“Swing!” cried John and Dorry both together. “Alexander’s put us up a splendid one in the wood-shed.”
“No you’re not,” said Aunt Izzie, in a positive tone, “the swing is not to be used till to-morrow. Remember that, children. Not till to-morrow. And not then, unless I give you leave.”
This was unwise of Aunt Izzie. She would better have explained farther. The truth was, that Alexander, in putting up the swing, had cracked one of the staples which fastened it to the roof. He meant to get a new one in the course of the day, and, meantime, he had cautioned Miss Carr to let no one use the swing, because it really was not safe. If she had told this to the children, all would have been right; but Aunt Izzie’s theory was, that young people must obey their elders without explanation.
John, and Elsie, and Dorry, all pouted when they heard this order. Elsie recovered her good-humor first
“I don’t care,” she said, “‘cause I’m going to be very busy; I’ve got to write a letter to Cousin Helen about somefing.” (Elsie never could quite pronounce the th.)
“What?” asked Clover.
“Oh, somefing,” answered Elsie, wagging her head mysteriously. “None of the rest of you must know, Cousin Helen said so, it’s a secret she and me has got.”
“I don’t believe Cousin Helen said so at all,” said Katy, crossly. “She wouldn’t tell secrets to a silly little girl like you.”
“Yes she would too,” retorted Elsie, angrily. “She said I was just as good to trust as if I was ever so big. And she said I was her pet. So there! Katy Carr!”
“Stop disputing,” said Aunt Izzie. “Katy, your top-drawer is all out of order. I never saw anything look so badly. Go up stairs at once and straighten it, before you do anything else. Children, you must keep in the shade this morning. It’s too hot for you to be running about in the sun. Elsie, go into the kitchen and tell Debby I want to speak to her.”
“Yes,” said Elsie, in an important tone. “And afterwards I’m coming back to write my letter to Cousin Helen.”
Katy went slowly up stairs, dragging one foot after the other. It was a warm, languid day. Her head ached a little, and her eyes smarted and felt heavy from crying so much. Everything seemed dull and hateful. She said to herself, that Aunt Izzie was very unkind to make her work in vacation, and she pulled the top-drawer open with a disgusted groan.
It must be confessed that Miss Izzie was right. A bureau-drawer could hardly look worse than this one did. It reminded one of the White Knight’s recipe for a pudding, which began with blotting-paper and ended with sealing-wax and gunpowder. All sorts of things were mixed together, as if somebody had put in a long stick and stirred them well up. There were books and paint-boxes and bits of scribbled paper, and lead-pencils and brushes. Stocking-legs had come unrolled, and twisted themselves about pocket-handkerchiefs, and ends of ribbon, and linen collars. Ruffles, all crushed out of shape, stuck up from under the heavier things, and sundry little paper boxes lay empty on top, the treasures they once held having sifted down to the bottom of the drawer, and disappeared beneath the general mass.
It took much time and patience to bring order out of this confusion. But Katy knew that Aunt Izzie would be up by and by, and she dared not stop till all was done. By the time it was finished she was very tired. Going down stairs, she met Elsie coming up with a slate in her hand, which, as soon as she saw Katy, she put behind her.
“You mustn’t look,” she said; “it’s my letter to Cousin Helen. Nobody but me knows the secret. It’s all written, and I’m going to send it to the office. See – there’s a stamp on it;” and she exhibited a corner of the slate. Sure enough, there was a stamp stuck on the frame.
“You little goose!” said Katy, impatiently; “you can’t send that to the post-office. Here, give me the slate. I’ll copy what you’ve written on paper, and Papa’ll give you an envelope.”
“No, no,” cried Elsie, struggling, “you mustn’t! You’ll see what I’ve said, and Cousin Helen said I wasn’t to tell. It’s a secret. Let go of my slate, I say! I’ll tell Cousin Helen what a mean girl you are, and then she won’t love you a bit.”
“There, then, take your old slate!” said Katy, giving her a vindictive push. Elsie slipped, screamed, caught at the banisters, missed them, and, rolling over and over, fell with a thump on the hall floor.
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