Being in here brought it all back though, especially seeing that familiar table, so big it was more like a refectory table from a monastery. He ran his hands over it, feeling the wood, willing some electrifying jolt of memory to leap up into his fingers, but there was nothing. After school, he and Tess used to sit here doing their homework while his mother cooked on the big gas stove. She didn’t know how to cook the sort of food that Tess’s father was used to, so she stuck to the food she knew: peasant food, like bacon and cabbage, barley and lamb shank stew. The food that Cashel had grown up on.
He used to help Tess with her homework. He was five years older and it was fun to help her; she was so sweet, so grateful. Suki, her older sister, never helped in any way. Not that Suki was ever big on homework, even when it was her own. She had made a name for herself in school, a name for being wild, untamed, not caring. She hung around with the most dangerous kids, the ones who had left school and were serving apprenticeships or working with their fathers. She didn’t want to be tied to people her own age, oh no. Suki Power had always wanted to be different.
He walked into the big scullery at the back, where the eggs used to be kept in the water glass to keep them fresh. The meat safe was kept there, a big green painted metal cage where piles of meat would sit on the shelves. Every time the dogs came past, they’d put their paws up and whimper and someone would have to slap them down. It was here in the scullery, the least romantic spot in the whole place, that he’d first kissed Tess.
It had been so innocent and unexpected. Because she was younger, he’d never seen her in that way. He’d loved her, but it had been the sort of love you feel for a kid sister; they got on so well, teased each other, laughed, joked.
And then came that summer day.
He’d been away, working in Dublin. When he arrived home, the house was empty, so he’d headed up to the Powers’ hoping to find his mother. Instead, he’d found Tess. She’d turned eighteen while he’d been gone. The skinny little kid with the lanky legs, the questioning eyes and the hair tied back in an untidy ponytail had vanished. In her place was a new Tess: taller, with a woman’s curves, and the face of a woman, with beautiful rounded lips. His mother had been nowhere to be seen, so he’d stood in the scullery with Tess, feeling strangely dumbstruck in her presence.
She behaved as if nothing had changed between them, chatting happily about leaving school, about her plans to go to college, about how Suki wanted to drop out of college because she was fed up to the tonsils of boring old studies. ‘You know,’ she said, laughing, ‘same old same old. And what about you? What’s it like in the big city? Come on, tell all – are there any fabulous girlfriends on the scene? Your mother will be delirious! She wants you to settle down, you know, Cashel. She wants the patter of tiny feet. Have you found your perfect woman up there in the city?’
Cashel remembered how he’d looked at Tess in that moment and thought with utter astonishment that she was the woman, how could he have not seen this before? Maybe it was the distance that had made it obvious. She’d grown up, he’d been away: suddenly he’d come back to this new woman.
‘No,’ he muttered, ‘no women.’
‘Oh, go on,’ she said. ‘I don’t believe that for a second.’
‘No really,’ he said. ‘What if I was saving myself for someone?’
‘Someone in Avalon?’ she said. ‘Tell me – who? Not Suki, please.’
He’d roared with laughter at that. No, not Suki. It was no secret that Cashel and Suki didn’t get on. They squabbled like two fighting cats whenever they were in the same room.
‘There might be a girl,’ he’d said idly, moving closer to her, wondering if she could see it in his face, in his eyes. He didn’t want to shock her, but surely she must feel it too, that electricity in the air?
She’d turned away from him, opening the meat safe to take out a leg of lamb for dinner. It looked heavy. He’d gone to help her, naturally. What else would he do? And their fingers had touched. That was when she felt it too, and she let go of the wrapped meat so that he was left holding it alone. Tess stared at him and said his name, although he couldn’t hear her; he just saw her mouth the words as if she’d been saying them into her mirror for years.
Cashel.
And he’d leaned forward and placed a kiss on her forehead because he didn’t want to frighten her, after all.
It was crazy to buy a house because of a scullery, but he wasn’t buying it because of that. No, Cashel Reilly hadn’t become as rich and powerful as he was today by doing things on a whim. Instead, he told himself he wanted to buy the old De Paor house as a declaration, a declaration that said I wasn’t good enough for the daughter of this house nineteen years ago when she rejected me, but now I’ve returned, and this house that the Powers lost, that has been gone from the family all these years, I can come back and buy it, just like that. With one phone call, I can have the money here.
That was satisfying. The part of him that understood feelings and emotions and the dangers of letting revenge live on inside for ever, told him it was a mistake. But some deeper part, the animal part that was still hurt, told him it was the right thing to do.
Stan was busily scrolling through texts. It was a great time to get some work done. Arrange a time for a valuation, sort out who’d show the old Moloney place tomorrow. Property was a nightmare, these days, make no mistake.
‘I’ll take it,’ said Cashel.
Stanley felt his mobile phone fall out of his hands and clatter to the marble floor, where the battery pinged joyously out.
‘Right so,’ said Stanley, collecting himself and the scattered bits of his phone. Remain calm at all times was a good mantra for estate agents. They’d have champagne in the office when the sale went through. It had been years since they’d sold anything this big, years.
‘You’ll want it all done quickly?’ he ventured.
These alpha businessmen types wanted everything done quickly.
‘Of course,’ said Cashel. ‘I want to get the work started as soon as possible.’
Stanley thought of recommending his brother-in-law, master builder and currently unemployed, but thought better of it. He’d wait until the ink was dry first, then see about mentioning Freddie.
Less than a mile away, Kitty was doing her homework at the kitchen table, writing out her sums with the lead pressed so deeply into the paper that yet another pencil was in danger of breaking off. The pages underneath were all similarly engraved with sums from previous copybook pages. During homework time, Tess spent many moments wielding the pencil sharpener.
‘How are you doing, love?’ she asked, bending over her daughter to see how she was doing with her multiplication. Maths had never been Tess’s strong point, so she had to mentally run through each sum, using her fingers as an abacus, to see if her daughter was right.
‘Super. You’re nearly finished,’ she said.
Kitty made a ‘yeuch’ noise in reply.
‘I hate sums,’ she grumbled.
Tess had spent enough hours at parents’ events in the school, listening to the latest educational theories, to know that between the ages of eight and nine was when children decided what they ‘loved’ or ‘hated’, often based on the most random things.
She went straight into the recommended spiel: ‘But you’re so good at sums, Kitty,’ she said brightly. ‘Look at the lovely report you got last summer.’
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