Cathy made no reply to this, though she looked not the slightest bit abashed and when she glanced across at Molly and surreptitiously gave her a wink, Molly decided that she liked Cathy McEvoy very much.
It seemed that the McEvoys liked her too, because Nellie said, ‘You must come and see us so that we can get to know you better. I am tied up with the post office through the week, but what about next Sunday for tea?’
Molly knew she would love it, but she also knew her grandmother would more than likely not allow it, but before she could open her mouth to say this, Tom said, ‘That would be lovely. You’d be delighted, wouldn’t you, Molly?’
‘Yes, but—’
‘So, shall we say four o’clock?’ Nellie said. ‘We eat about five so that gives you some time together first.’
‘Perfect,’ Tom said. ‘And I will come up later to leave Molly home.’
As they made their goodbyes and were on their way again, Molly said, ‘Uncle Tom, my grandmother won’t let me go there.’
‘Why not? What is wrong with going to tea with someone your own age?’
‘She doesn’t have to have a reason, you know that,’ Molly said. ‘And what about the tea and the milking and all?’
‘Molly, we managed fine before you came,’ Tom said. ‘And believe me, the house won’t fall to pieces because you are out of it for an hour or two next Sunday. I will ask you one question: do you want to go to tea at the McEvoys?’
‘I’d love to, but—’
‘Will you stop saying “but”,’ Tom said with a grin. ‘If you want to go then you shall go, or my name isn’t Tom Sullivan.’
First thing on Monday morning, Molly had to tackle the washing. All the time her mother had been ill and then in hospital, Molly had helped Hilda, who had done the bulk of the Maguire wash until she had been banished by Biddy. Molly had found the load a heavy one when placed totally on her shoulders, despite the big gas boiler and wringer above it, not to mention running water and big sinks.
Molly gazed at the mass of things to be washed that first morning in dismay, and Biddy watched her in almost gleeful satisfaction. She told her there was more washing than usual because while she had been away, Tom had just swilled out things as he needed them and she had better get on with it, and quickly. Nothing would get done by staring at it.
Tom had already filled three buckets of water, which he tipped into the big pot hanging above the fire while Molly put all the clothes into the pot with the soap powder, before joining her uncle in the cowshed.
Once the milking and breakfast was over, Molly had to ladle the water from the pot to the maiding tub, pounding the poss stick up and down like she had done at home, with stubborn stains rubbed against the washboard. Then the tub had to be emptied panful by panful until it was light enough for her to push to the doorway and let it drain into the gutter in front of the cottage, before filling it up again with the clean water for rinsing. Tom was in the fields by this time, so Molly had to fetch the water from the well herself. She found this a back-breaking enough job at the best of times, and however carefully she carried the water, some of it always slopped out and soaked the side of her dungarees.
The collars and cuffs on Tom’s shirts for Mass were detachable and had to be starched in a basin and then strung out with the rest of the mangled wash on the line that stretched across the yard. Then Molly, who felt as if she had done a full week’s work, emptied the tub again and replaced it and the mangle back in the barn and fetched another pail of water from the well as Biddy was roaring at her to wash the potatoes for the dinner.
Tom noticed Molly’s face glistening with sweat and the damp curls around her face at dinner, but said nothing about it, for it would achieve no purpose and could make his mother even more vindictive. But when Biddy told Molly to hurry up with her dinner because she had the beds to make up yet and the bedrooms to clean before she tackled the ironing, Tom said, ‘Give the milking a miss this evening, Molly. You have enough to do.’
‘She will not give the milking a miss,’ Biddy said. ‘And she had better not dawdle either, because she has the supper to make after it.’
Tom opened his mouth to protest, but Molly forestalled him. She would not beg, or even show weakness before this woman whom she was beginning to despise, and besides, she enjoyed the milking. It would be great to be able to sit down, even if it was only on a three-legged stool and lean her aching head against a cow’s flank. And her uncle, she was finding, was such an easy man to be with.
‘It is far too much for you,’ he said that evening as they began.
Molly ached everywhere it was possible to ache and was too bone weary to dispute this. ‘I’ll likely get used to it.’
‘You shouldn’t have to,’ Tom burst out. ‘Almighty Christ, there is nothing to you and you are not full grown yet by any means.’
‘Well, I am not going to ask for favours that she will take pleasure in refusing,’ Molly said. ‘And another thing: I know in a way that she is making me pay for my mother’s so-called mistakes and the indulgent way she brought her up – she even said as much – but I reckon that she’d be more or less like that anyway. I mean, how harsh was your upbringing? According to you and what my mother said, she was the only one spoiled. I bet you were made to work hard when you were young.’
Tom remembered back to the time that he had tilled the fields when, because of his tender years, even an empty spade was a strain to lift. ‘You’re right,’ he said. ‘We all had precious little childhood, even Finn, though he was much younger than us. In fact, that was one of the reasons he joined up, if the truth be told. He told me straight he was going somewhere where he would be given a measure of respect and a wage for the job he did, and that a trench in France could be no worse than an Irish one, and if he popped off a few Germans along the way so much the better. Course, he never knew what he was letting himself in for. None of us did at the time, not really, and when people did realise, there was an uprising and the beginnings of the Troubles in Ireland.’
‘Mom told me that was one of the reasons that she was allowed to go to England with her employers,’ Molly said.
‘Aye,’ Tom replied. ‘They had a big house just outside Derry. Protestants, of course, virtually the only ones to have big houses in Ireland at that time – or in Donegal, at any rate. Nuala had worked there as nursemaid since she was fourteen, and the children knew her and loved her, but if Ireland had been a more stable place there would have been no question of her going with them to England. But it wasn’t and so our parents let her go. I wasn’t to know that from the day she climbed on the train at Derry station I would never see her again.’
‘Sad, isn’t it?’
‘I’ll tell you what I think is worse,’ Tom said, almost bitterly. ‘And that is the fact that it was my own fault that I didn’t see her. When the letter came and Daddy died with it still in his hand, Mammy said that, as far as she was concerned, Nuala was no longer a daughter of hers and that was that. I can scarcely believe now that Joe and I just went along with it.
‘I mean, what Mammy said was probably when she was in a state of shock, and though I know neither of us could have gone at the time, with her so upset and all, never once in the intervening years did I try to keep in touch with my wee sister, get to know her husband and children, or even try to help Mammy cope with her loss and deal with her stiff-necked resentment.
‘You coming here has shown up my shortcomings all right. The tragedy of losing your parents might still have happened, but by then you might have known me better, maybe already have been here on holiday. Mammy isn’t too great with children anyway, and never