The cold air bit sharply as Riley and April got out of the car and walked toward the house. Several cars were parked tightly in the driveway.
They rang the front doorbell, and Tiffany greeted them. April threw herself into Tiffany’s arms, and both girls started sobbing.
“Oh, Tiffany, I’m so sorry,” April said.
“Thank you, thank you for coming,” Tiffany said.
Their shared emotion brought a lump into Riley’s throat. The two girls seemed so young right now, barely more than children. It seemed horribly unfair that they should have to undergo such a terrible ordeal. Even so, she felt an odd hint of pride in April’s heartfelt kindness. April was growing up to be caring and compassionate.
I must be doing something right as a parent, Riley thought.
Tiffany was a little shorter than April, with a bit more teenaged awkwardness about her. Her hair was strawberry blond, and her skin was pale and freckled, which made the redness around her eyes from crying look more pronounced.
Tiffany led Riley and April into the living room. Tiffany’s parents were sitting on a couch, separated from each other slightly. Did their body language reveal anything? Riley wasn’t sure. She knew that couples dealt with grief in many different ways.
Several other people were hovering around, speaking to each other in hushed whispers. Riley guessed that they were friends and family who had come to help out however they could.
She heard low voices and the rattling of utensils in the kitchen, where people seemed to be preparing food. Through an arch that led into the dining room, she saw two couples arranging pictures and memorabilia on the table. There were also pictures of Lois and her family at various ages set up in the living room.
Riley shuddered at the thought that the girl in the pictures had been alive just two days ago. How would she feel if she had lost April so suddenly? It was a chilling possibility, and there had already been too many close calls.
Who would come to her house to offer help and comfort?
Would she even want anybody’s help and comfort?
She shook off such thoughts as Tiffany introduced her to her parents, Lester and Eunice.
“Please, don’t get up,” Riley said as the couple started to rise to greet her.
Riley and April sat down near the couple. Eunice had her daughter’s freckled complexion and brightly colored hair. Lester’s complexion was darker, and his face was long and thin.
“I’m very sorry for your loss,” Riley said.
The couple thanked her. Lester managed to force a small smile.
“We’ve never met, but I know Ryan slightly,” he said. “How’s he doing these days?”
Tiffany reached from her own chair to tap her father on the arm. She silently mouthed, “They’re divorced, Dad.”
Lester’s face reddened a little.
“Oh, I’m very sorry,” he said.
Riley felt herself blush.
“Please don’t be,” she said. “Like people say these days—‘it’s complicated.’”
Lester nodded, still smiling weakly.
They all said nothing for a few moments as a low buzz of activity continued around them.
Then Tiffany said, “Mom, Dad—April’s mother is an FBI agent.”
Lester and Eunice gaped, not knowing what to say. Embarrassed again, Riley didn’t know what to say either. She knew that April had called Tiffany yesterday to say that they were coming over. Apparently, Tiffany hadn’t told her parents what Riley did for a living until just now.
Tiffany looked back and forth at her parents, then said, “I thought maybe she could help us find out … what really happened.”
Lester gasped, and Eunice sighed bitterly.
“Tiffany, we’ve talked about this,” Eunice said. “We know what happened. The police are sure. We’ve got no reason to think otherwise.”
Lester stood unsteadily.
“I can’t deal with this,” he said. “I just … can’t.”
He turned and wandered into the dining room. Riley could see that the two couples there hurried to comfort him.
“Tiffany, you should be ashamed of yourself,” Eunice said.
The girl’s eyes were brimming with tears.
“But I just want to know the truth, Mom. Lois didn’t kill herself. She couldn’t have done that. I know it.”
Eunice looked at Riley.
“I’m sorry you got caught in the middle of this,” she said. “Tiffany’s having trouble accepting the truth.”
“It’s you and Dad who can’t deal with the truth,” Tiffany said.
“Hush,” her mother said.
Eunice handed her daughter a handkerchief.
“Tiffany, there were things you didn’t know about Lois,” she said slowly and cautiously. “She was more unhappy than she probably told you. She loved college, but it wasn’t easy for her. Keeping her grades up for her scholarships was a lot of pressure, and it was also hard for her to be away from home. She was starting to take antidepressants and was getting counseling at Byars. Your father and I thought she was getting along better, but we were wrong.”
Tiffany was trying to bring her sobs under control, but she still seemed very angry.
“That school is an awful place,” she said. “I’d never go there.”
“It’s not awful,” Eunice said. “It’s a very good school. It’s demanding, that’s all.”
“I’ll bet those other girls didn’t think it was such a good school,” Tiffany said.
April had been listening to her friend with great concern.
“What other girls?” she asked.
“Deanna and Cory,” Tiffany said. “They died too.”
Eunice shook her head sadly and said to Riley, “Two other girls committed suicide at Byars last semester. It’s been a terrible year there.”
Tiffany stared at her mother.
“They weren’t suicides,” she said. “Lois didn’t think so. She thought something was wrong at that place. She didn’t know what it was, but she told me it was something really bad.”
“Tiffany, they were suicides,” Eunice said wearily. “Everybody says so. Things like this happen.”
Tiffany stood up, shaking with rage and frustration.
“Lois’s death didn’t ‘just happen,’” she said.
Eunice said, “When you get older, you’ll understand that life can be harder than you realize. Now sit back down, please.”
Tiffany sat down in sullen silence. Eunice gazed off into space. Riley felt terribly uncomfortable.
“We really didn’t come here to disturb you in any way,” Riley told Eunice. “I apologize for the intrusion. Maybe it’s best if we leave.”
Eunice silently nodded. Riley and April showed themselves out.
“We should have stayed,” April said sullenly as soon as they were outside. “We should have asked more questions.”
“No, we were just upsetting them,” Riley said. “It was a terrible mistake.”
Suddenly, April trotted away from her.
“Where