A bark of laughter that sounded dangerously close to hysteria escaped Victoria and she slapped a hand over her mouth to contain it. Carefully, she regulated her breathing.
Okay, let’s try not to lose it here. She focused on a priceless piece of art showcased on one of the sitting room’s pale yellow, watered-silk-covered walls. Just don’t think about any of this too closely. Take it minute by minute, and let the details blur. And if that smacked suspiciously of The Ostrich School of Coping Skills, so be it. The only way she knew how to deal with this mess was one problem at a time. Anything else was too overwhelming.
The telephone rang and she started. Then, fed up with her raw, edgy nerves, she crossed to the small credenza and picked up the receiver. “Hamilton residence.”
“Victoria, dear, is that you?”
The voice hiccuped in and out in the telltale manner of a cellular phone about to leave its service range, but she was pretty sure it was her lawyer’s. “Robert? Is that you?”
His voice faded out.
“I’m sorry, I can barely hear you.”
“Oh. Hold on.” Then suddenly his voice came through with crystalline clarity. “There, I switched to a new channel. Is that any better?”
“Much.”
“I’m calling to let you know I won’t be able to make our appointment with the Semper Fi investigator. I’ve been called into court. I apologize Victoria, but I want to assure you that I’ve talked extensively with Mr. Miglionni and everything is in order. To get him started, you merely need to meet with him, tell him about Jared and answer any questions he may have. You do have the number for my cell phone, don’t you?”
“Yes.”
“Excellent. If you think I might be able to answer any of the questions you can’t, give me a call.”
“I will. Thank—” the call abruptly disconnected “—you.” She blew out a breath and set down the receiver. “O-kay. Looks like I’m on my own.”
Nothing new there. She’d been on her own most of her life.
It was about time, however, to be a little less reactive and get a lot more proactive. God knew she owed Jared that much, since she’d always felt that by leaving she’d sacrificed him to save Esme.
She took a firm grip on her emotions and walked to the sitting-room desk where she forced herself to sit. She began sorting condolence cards into one stack that could be answered by her father’s secretary and into another requiring a more personal touch. By the time she heard the doorbell ring a short while later, she felt far more composed. Heading for the front entry, she smiled back at the housekeeper when she heard the woman bustling down the hallway from the kitchen. “It’s all right, Mary, I’ll get it.” Reaching the immense mahogany door, Victoria pulled it open.
Bright afternoon sunlight poured into the foyer, blinding her and backlighting the man standing on the brick steps. The only thing she could tell for sure was that he was tall and lean. Not that seeing his features was necessary in order to give him her best social smile—she’d attended far too many upscale girls’ schools for manners not to be second nature by now. “Mr. Miglionni?” she inquired softly. “Please, won’t you come in?” Stepping back to allow him entrance, she extended her hand. “I’m—”
“Tori,” he acknowledged in a husky tone that feathered down her spine. Her hand remained suspended between them for a moment when he made no move to take it.
Then she dropped it to her side, but it was the use of her nickname that knit her eyebrows together. Only a few of her closest friends, Jared and Aunt Fiona ever called her that. Robert Rutherford must have somehow let it slip, however, so she smoothed her brow and gave the private investigator another polite curl of her lips. “Actually, I go by Victoria.”
“Un-frigging-believable,” he said hoarsely.
She didn’t see why and surely the vulgarity wasn’t necessary. Nevertheless, she needed this man’s help if she were to have any chance of finding Jared, she reminded herself. She took refuge once more in the lessons learned from years of etiquette. “I’m sorry—what must you think of me to keep you standing on the doorstep. Please, do come in.”
He stepped forward and bent to set something on the floor. The strong lines of a tanned throat flashed briefly into sharp focus and sunlight caught a sleek, black ponytail that unfurled over his shoulder with his movement. The thick rope of hair was so shiny it shimmered with blue highlights. Then he straightened and once again turned into an impenetrable shadow limned by the blinding sun…all except for the olive-skinned, long-fingered hand that he extended toward her. Just as she accepted the belatedly offered handshake, he took a forward step that rendered his features a bit less obscure.
And Victoria’s stomach dropped with a sickening swoop. Flabbergasted, she stared up into the coal-black eyes of the one man she’d never thought to see again. She snatched her hand from his warm grasp. “Rocket?”
Hearing herself say the only name she’d ever known him by, realizing the consequences that his presence could have for her, a lifetime’s worth of composure vanished. Oh, God, oh, God, this was the last thing she needed. She had to get him out of here. She had to get rid of him before—
He swung the door shut behind him and for the first time jumped sharply into focus, all wide shoulders, dark skin and flashing white teeth. She’d barely begun even the quickest of inventories, however, before he reached out to pull her into his arms for a quick, hard hug that lifted her Ferragamos clear up off the floor. Setting her back on her feet, he gripped her shoulders and stared down into her face.
You have to go, you have to go, you have to—
“Damn, girl,” he said, “it’s good to see you again.”
CHAPTER TWO
JOHN COULDN’T SEEM TO stop smiling. It wasn’t often anything caught him by surprise, but when the door opened and he’d seen Tori standing on the other side, she could have knocked him on his butt with a nudge from one well-manicured fingertip. For an instant he hadn’t been able to believe his eyes.
But a guy didn’t forget the woman responsible for making him take a good, hard look at the identity he’d chosen for himself as a boy and question if it were still valid for the man he’d become. So although the always laughing, sun-streaked brunette he remembered was now cool-eyed, sober and remote, it only took a moment for him to logically accept what he’d known without question on a deeper, more visceral level. His new client was indeed the beach-scented woman with whom he’d once spent the better part of a never-to-be-forgotten week.
Sliding his hands from Victoria’s shoulders down to her wrists, he noted that her skin was every bit as silky as he recalled. It was amazing, in fact, the way his body seemed to remember every single detail about her. Feeling incredibly pleased, he smiled down into her moss-green eyes. “I waited for you to come back, you know.”
She stood very still within his grasp. “Excuse me?”
“When you took off. The note you left only said that a family emergency had come up, so I waited to see if you’d be able to get back.”
“You were the one who set the ground rules of no last names and ‘this week only.’”
Because until I met you that sort of arrangement suited me fine. “I know.” But his brows furrowed slightly, for while her voice had been perfectly polite, there’d been something beneath the surface that he couldn’t quite identify. Accusation, maybe? Regret?
Whatever it had been was gone when she inquired coolly, “So what made you think I would have come back even if I could?”