‘I guess I’m just tired,’ said Guy, and that much was true. Sleep didn’t come easily when all you could think about was moon-pale flesh and banner-bright hair and a naked body in the room just along the corridor.
Tom topped up his glass. ‘So how’s the new flatmate working out?’ he asked casually.
Guy could recognise a leading question when he heard one. ‘Sabrina?’ he stalled, equally casually.
Tom smiled. ‘Unless you’ve moved another one in.’
‘I must have needed my head examined!’ groaned Guy.
‘That bad, is it?’ Tom threw him a sympathetic glance. ‘She seemed sweet.’
‘Yeah, she is.’ Too damned sweet. Sweet as honey. That night in his bed—all clinging and sticky like honey. A honey trap, he thought with a sudden heat, and drained his glass in one. ‘Where’s Trudi tonight?’ he asked.
‘She’s on a sales conference in Brussels,’ explained Tom. ‘She’s not coming back until tomorrow.’
Guy nodded. Good. Good. ‘Fancy going out for a meal in a while?’ he asked.
‘Oh!’ Tom started grinning. ‘Diversionary tactics to keep you out of the flat, you mean?’
‘I don’t know what you’re talking about.’ Guy shrugged.
‘Oh, we’ve all been there, mate,’ said Tom obscurely. ‘There’s bound to be a woman sooner or later who gets underneath your skin. It’s about time it happened to you!’
‘Sorry.’ Guy’s voice was cool but firm. ‘You’ve lost me.’
Tom put his glass down and narrowed his eyes. ‘And you still haven’t told me anything about Sabrina Cooper…’
‘What do you want to know?’
‘The obvious. Like, is she a friend, or is she a lover?’
Guy opened his mouth and then shut it again. What was the point in trying to explain the whole bizarre situation, even to a man who had known him nearly all his life? Sabrina’s reputation wouldn’t emerge from it unscathed. And neither, he realised grimly, would his own.
‘We’re men, Tom,’ he said flippantly, ‘so we never talk about things like that, right?’
In Guy’s high-tech kitchen, Sabrina unenthusiastically cooked her risotto, and then picked at it without interest. She had made plenty. Enough for two…just in case. But Guy still wasn’t back. Should she pop the rest into the fridge and cover it with clingfilm? Or would Guy go mad if she did that? Probably. He’d blanched with horror when she’d suggested frying up some leftover potato for breakfast.
After supper she forced herself to relax in a long, deep bath, and when she came out she looked at the clock to see that it was getting on for ten. So, his ‘quick’ drink was taking longer than he’d anticipated.
She put her bedroom light out and tried to sleep, but sleep infuriatingly refused to protect her with its mantle of oblivion. In the end she gave up trying and snapped on the light and tried reading her book.
‘Tried’ being the operative word. The words danced like tiny black beetles in front of her and all she could think about was that it was now nearly midnight and all the bars would be closed.
And Guy still wasn’t back.
She pulled on her dressing gown and went to pace up and down the sitting room.
By twelve she was getting frantic, and by one she was just about to pick up the phone and call the hospital when she heard the sound of a key being turned in the lock. She flew out into the hall to find Guy with his back to her, shutting the door with exaggerated care and hanging up his overcoat with the other hand.
Sabrina didn’t even stop to think about it. She just blazed right in there. ‘Where the hell have you been?’ she demanded.
He turned round, the grey eyes narrowing to cold chips of slate as he saw Sabrina in her satin dressing gown, her tiny breasts heaving, a look of complete fury on her face. ‘I beg your pardon?’
That frosty little question should have been enough to stop her in her tracks, and normally it would have done, but, then, this didn’t feel normal. None of it did. Surely ‘normal’ would have meant a complete numbing of her senses until she was properly over Michael?
‘You told me you were going out for a quick drink!’ she stormed, her breathing coming through in great ragged bursts.
Guy felt torn between incredulty and irritation. ‘And?’
‘And it wasn’t, was it? Not quick at all. It’s way past midnight—what time do you call this?’
‘It’s none of your damned business what time it is!’ he roared. ‘I’ll live my own life, the way I always have done! I’ll go out when I want and where I want and with whom I want—and I’ll do it without your permission, thank you, princess!’
Through her shuddering breaths Sabrina stared at him, realising just how preposterous she must have sounded. And realising that if she didn’t get away from him pretty quickly, she risked making even more of a fool of herself.
‘I’m sorry,’ she said tightly. ‘I spoke out of turn.’ She half ran along the corridor and into her room and then pressed her forehead to the door, her eyes closed, her breath still shuddering.
He’d seen the awful whitening of her face and the brief glimspe of terror which had iced the blue of her eyes, and in an instant he’d begun to comprehend just what had motivated her reaction.
‘Damn!’ he swore softly. Swiftly following in her footsteps, he went and banged his fist on the door. ‘Oh, damn!’
Behind the door, Sabrina froze. Just keep quiet, some instinct of preservation told her. Keep very quiet and just don’t answer and he might go away.
‘Sabrina! Open the damned door. We both know you can’t possibly be asleep.’
She shook her head. ‘Go away.’
‘I’m not moving from this spot until you open the door and come out and talk to me. That way neither of us will get to sleep and that means we’ll both be bad-tempered at work tomorrow.’
You and your precious work, thought Sabrina, trying to concentrate on something—anything—other than how she wanted to open the door and fall into his arms, and…and…
‘Alternatively, I could kick it down,’ he promised in a voice of silky intent.
It was such an outrageous proposal that Sabrina very nearly smiled. ‘You wouldn’t do that,’ she sniffed.
‘Not unless you make me,’ he agreed mockingly. ‘So, are you going to open the door now? Or not?’
Slowly, she complied, her fingers clutching onto the handle as if they were petrified, gearing herself up to withstand Guy’s fury at her presumptuous behaviour. But when she dared to look up into his face it was to see a look of bitter regret written there, and Sabrina felt the trembling approach of tears. If she weren’t careful, she was in terrible danger of exposing all her desperate insecurities to him.
‘I’m s-sorry,’ she said shakily. ‘I had no right—’
‘No.’ He shook his head. ‘I’m sorry. It was the most stupid and insensitive thing to do and, oh, God, Sabrina…’ His voice deepened to a caress as he saw her face crumple. ‘Princess, don’t cry. Please, don’t cry.’
‘I’m n-not c-crying,’ she sobbed quietly, trying simultaneously to push him out of the room and close the door after him, and failing miserably to do either.
Saying something that she couldn’t quite make out, Guy just grabbed her by the hand and steered her into the sitting room.
‘What