“I really don’t know.”
An open-ended visit? Now Maureen was really worried.
A long silence followed, until Riley finished his cookie and yawned. “Mommy, I’m tired.”
“Of course you are, bud. Let’s get you to bed.”
Maureen opened the sleeper-sofa in the guest room while Jess supervised Riley’s bedtime preparations. Hugs and kisses followed. His stuffed tiger, Stripe, was tucked in with him. He was almost asleep before the light was turned out.
“I’m going to bed, too,” Jess said outside the guest room door. “I’m wiped.”
She headed toward the bathroom, but Maureen stopped her. “What’s going on?”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean you drive all the way down here without calling first. What if I’d been gone?”
“You’re never gone.”
Maureen had no response to that. Jess was right. It was a bone of contention with Ted, too. Which was why she’d finally given in and scheduled a vacation.
“Jess—”
“Really, Mom, I’m exhausted. Can we talk later?”
“I guess so.” What else could she say?
Jess slipped into the bathroom and shut the door.
Maybe it would be good to wait until tomorrow anyway. Since they pushed each other’s buttons easily, having a full night’s sleep first could only help.
By the time Maureen cleaned up the kitchen it was a little after ten o’clock. She climbed into bed and dialed Ted’s number.
“Guess what I came home to?” she said when he answered.
“An empty house with no one to rub your feet.”
She smiled. “That’s true. And in retrospect…”
“I can be there in ten minutes.” When she didn’t encourage him, he said, “I give up. What did you come home to?”
“My daughter and grandson.” She filled him in.
“It’s hard to imagine someone coming that far without checking to see if it was okay.”
“It’s also so Jess. She’s always been impulsive. I wouldn’t be surprised to learn she got up early this morning and decided on a whim to come.” But what does she want? Because there has to be a catch….
“She knows we’re leaving for Europe in two weeks, right?”
“We really didn’t get to talk.” A long silence ensued. “Maybe we all could go on a picnic tomorrow. It would be a great way for you to get to know each other, in a casual situation like that.”
“Sure. I’ll come around noon.”
“Good. Gives me time to shop first.”
“How come you got home so early from your girls’ night?” he asked.
“Cherie and I ended up staying at Bonnie’s place a lot longer. She needed quite a bit done. I came home to change my clothes and go back out, but then Jess and Riley were here.”
“Lucky timing.”
“It sure was.”
After they hung up she lay in bed, too keyed up, too curious and too, well, happy. She shouldn’t question why Jess had come but just be grateful. Maybe Jess was reaching out. Maybe at twenty-three she was finally maturing.
Maybe second chances could happen, after all.
Then again, maybe it was just something to add to her list of fantasies.
CHAPTER 2
As much as Maureen wanted to sleep in, her internal alarm woke her at 6:00 a.m. Frustrated, she pulled the blanket higher and rolled over—and came almost nose to nose with Riley, who stood beside her bed, solemn-faced, staring at her. Her heart thumped at the surprise, but she calmly said good morning.
“Here.” He shoved an envelope at her.
Dread slammed into Maureen. She sat up and patted the spot beside her, inviting Riley to join her. He didn’t budge, except to tighten his hold on his tiger. His eyes brightened with tears.
She opened the letter.
Dear Mom,
I’m sorry to just take off like this, but I couldn’t let you talk me out of leaving. I’m going to be on True Grit! It’s a reality TV show, and the winner gets a million dollars. I’m going to win. I just know it.
The filming takes about six weeks. You won’t be able to get in touch with me unless it’s an emergency. I attached a sheet of instructions from the show’s producers and the legal forms you need if you have to authorize medical care for Riley. I won’t be allowed to call home. I have no idea where I’ll be.
I know you don’t think I’m responsible, Mom, but I can do this. I can win it. Then I’ll have enough money to be independent and take care of Riley by myself. It’s for him, Mom. He’ll also need money for college, and this is the best chance I have of getting it. And it’s time for me to go out on my own, not rely on Daniel anymore.
So I’m leaving Riley with you. You’ve always said you’ve been cheated out of knowing him because I took him to live at Daniel’s. Now’s your chance.
Have fun with my baby.
Love, Jess
P. S. I’ve enclosed a blank journal. I’d appreciate it if you would jot things down, you know, the Rileyisms he’s famous for, so that I don’t feel like I’ve missed so much time with him. Thanks!
“She went away,” Riley said, his lower lip quivering. “She’s not coming back for a long, long time. Forever!”
Against his protests, Maureen lifted him into bed and tucked him close. Jess, Jess, Jess. What have you done? And why me instead of Daniel? “Did Mommy tell you where she’s going, honey?”
He nodded, his face rubbing her chest. “She’s going to win a bazillion dollars.”
And what were the chances of her being the last one standing and winning the prize?
“I want my mommy.”
“I know, sweetie.” She searched for the right words to help him. It was the first time he’d been away from Jess, and she’d apparently surprised Riley as much as Maureen. “Did she tell you she’s going to be on television? On True Grit? Do you watch True Grit?”
“Yeah, with Mommy. It’s kinda weird.”
She would have to take his word for it, since she’d never seen an episode. But it had become a pop-culture icon, and she knew enough about it to wonder if Jess could compete. Was she strong enough, physically and mentally, to withstand the intense challenges?
“Won’t it be fun to see Mommy on TV?”
“I guess.”
“And I’m happy because I get you all to myself.” What was she going to do with him? She couldn’t stay home from work. And what about her vacation with Ted? He wasn’t going to understand. Oh, no, he wasn’t going to understand at all.
“Are you hungry? Would you like some of my super-duper chocolate-chip waffles?”
“Can I have maple syrup, too?”
Maureen refrained from shuddering at the double dose of sweetness. “Of course you can.” Her mind was whirling. Why hadn’t Jess left Riley with Daniel? It made no sense to bring Riley all the way down here, to take him from