‘People like those I spoke of, but instead of washing up on your shores, they have come across the deserts to your land,’ she said, smiling at him so his determination to ignore the attraction weakened once again.
But he’d caught her attention—now all he had to do was keep it.
‘You are right. However, settling into life in one place is not easy for these people and unless I can make it work, tribal divisions I have seen in other countries could arise, tribal divisions that lead to the horrors of civil war. If I can help these new settlers feel at home, all will be well, but right now, with overcrowded facilities, with children picking up contagious diseases at school, things are not good.’
‘Could it really be as bad as civil war?’ she asked, looking so anxious he hurried to allay her concern.
‘I sincerely hope not but there are divisions already within my country—there are those who believe money solves everything, but these people, my brother amongst them, do not see the sick children in hospital, the malnourished babies, the overcrowded facilities. Until these issues are addressed, Fajabal will never be the great country that it could be.’
He paused and shook his head, trying not to think of his brother and the unrest that was probably spreading in his, Yusef’s, absence.
‘But surely this is a problem—the lack of facilities, the overcrowding—someone local could solve. Why are you talking to me?’
He studied her, trying to find a reply that would swing her decision his way, when her voice told him all too plainly that she didn’t want the job. Yet now he’d met her and seen her in action with two very different patients, he knew he had to have her. As an employee, of course, no matter that his body had reacted to that thought.
‘You looked at some issues in your city—women’s issues and medical issues—and worked out a solution to meet the needs of two very disparate groups. I need someone from outside to take a look at what is happening in Fajabal. You have experience in helping women settle in a new country. The people, women in particular, I wish to help are also settling into a very different world—a modern world. It is not your actual training I require but your fresh eyes.’
‘But surely there are a hundred doctors who could do that for you?’
She sounded desperate now, although he couldn’t understand why she would have such an aversion to the idea that she wouldn’t even discuss being part of it.
‘More than a hundred, I am sure, but I fear they would fail because there is a philosophical aspect to it as well. I have already told you that I would hate my people to lose the values by which they’d lived for centuries. These are the things that have made us strong in the past and will again in the future. We cannot throw them away. You would understand that and could plan to help the new settlers with the courtesy and tact they deserve—helping them within the parameters of their lifestyles. More than that, you have the ability to instil your beliefs into others who will carry on the work. That is what I want from you.’
He studied her, trying to work out what was wrong. That something was wrong he had no doubt. She’d retreated from him.
‘Is it personal, that you do not wish to travel at this time?’ he asked, and caught a rueful smile tilting up one corner of her lips as she shook her head.
Not personal, then what? Why?
How stupid was this? Gemma chided herself as she pushed away her half-eaten sandwich. Although she hadn’t admitted it even to herself, she’d been beginning to feel she was ready for a new challenge. Much as she loved the work she was doing, now both houses were established and running well, her life lacked the fizz and excitement that had accompanied setting up the centres and, to be honest, now they had this man pouring money into the place, she no longer even had the challenge of worming it out of government agencies.
And to work in a foreign country—helping women and children who really needed help, and teaching them to adapt to a different lifestyle yet in a way that was in keeping with their traditions, even to learn of their traditions and learn from them? Wasn’t that the dream of a lifetime?
Of course it was—she could feel the excitement of the project humming in her blood.
Yet here she was, refusing to contemplate it because it entailed a plane trip.
She glanced at the man across the breakfast bar, hoping he hadn’t noticed the shudder that went through her at the thought, because no way could she admit her fears to such a confident man.
‘Are you thinking deeply—considering the idea—or wondering how you can politely say no?’
‘There’s no polite way to say no,’ Gemma began, but he silenced her with a raised hand.
‘Then don’t say it. Think about it. I will have someone drop off information about Fajabal and an outline of how I see the clinic working, plus a job description and wage package for you. Maybe you would have time to study it this afternoon, then have dinner with me tonight to discuss it further.’
What could she say? The man had done so much for the centre, it would be churlish to refuse without even looking at his plans.
She nodded, and he stood up, pushing away his empty sandwich plate.
‘Good,’ he said, sounding as satisfied as if she’d already agreed to go to Fajabal with him, then he smiled at her. ‘Remember, as you read the information, that we have already established a—is rapport the word I need?’
‘You probably speak better English than I do,’ Gemma muttered at him, unwilling to admit even something as nebulous as ‘rapport’ existed between them, although something certainly did. Unless it was all on her side—
‘Not better,’ he assured her, ‘but I have read a lot of the English poets, even Shakespeare who is very good—very wise—about human relationships.’
Gemma found herself frowning at him, having only ever considered Shakespeare as a necessary evil to be got through in high school.
‘You rule a country and have time to read Shakespeare?’
He smiled and she wished she’d dropped the conversation back at ‘rapport’. His smile made her stomach, nearly empty, churn uncomfortably and she could feel blood heating her face.
‘There is always time for poetry, as there is always time to hold a baby in your arms and feel the blessing it bestows. Poetry can teach us much. One of our great Arabic poets once said something to the effect that love doesn’t come from long companionship, but is the offspring of affinity, created in a moment. I am not saying that there is love between us, but was not affinity created early on?’
Gemma stared at him, hoping the tumult inside her wasn’t evident on the outside. Surely he didn’t mean the attraction she was feeling was mutual. Surely he was talking of their colleague-type affinity.
Yet the truth was there, deep inside her, that she did feel an affinity for this man—or maybe she was confusing affinity with attraction. Attraction was different, it was chemical, it could be ignored.
With difficulty, she decided as she followed him to the door, mesmerised by the wide shoulders and the way the broad back sloped down to a narrow waist and hips. He was a sheikh, a highness—he was so far out of her league it was impossible so it was time she stopped checking out his attributes at every opportunity.
Like now, when he’d turned at the doorway and smiled, white teeth gleaming behind those sensuous lips, eyes glinting humorously at her as he said, ‘Is it safe to walk downstairs, or will