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Автор: Suzan-Lori Parks
Издательство: HarperCollins
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his sample book and him and my daddy talk. It’s always the same.

      “We don’t know nobody who wants to be buried in no coffin that looks like a banana,” my daddy tells Snipes.

      “I got an appointment with Doctor Wells over in Midland. Doctor Wells says he’d like to be buried in a doctor’s bag,” Snipes says. “And look here, I got Cadillacs, guitars, Egyptian styles, and this here’s an airplane,” Snipes goes, turning his picture pages. “I made each one myself,” he says.

      My daddy can’t be moved. “Jackson’s Funeral Home ain’t the most respected in Butler County for nothing. White or black, we the most respected. You seen the sign out front. ‘Established in 1926.’ We’ll be fifty years come ’Seventy-six,” Daddy tells him.

      Snipes got on a yellow shiny shirt to match his face. He’s wearing a suit jacket that don’t match his pants. That’s his style. His shirt is dark with sweat and when my daddy turns him away he will fold up his sample book and stand outside at his car, taking a clean shirt out and tossing the sweated shirt in the trunk. I seen him do it last time he came through.

      “Jackson’s Funeral is gonna be fifty in twelve years,” Snipes says smiling, still trying to make a sale. “That’s a heritage to be proud of.”

      “Thirteen years,” I says, correcting him. So far I ain’t said nothing but that.

      “You all planning for the future,” Snipes continues, not embarrassed by his wrong adding. “Custom coffins is the future, I’m telling you.”

      “You talk like you know it all but you can’t even count,” I says.

      “We thank you for stopping by,” Daddy says, shaking his hand and Snipes goes. I know where he’s headed. He’s going over to see Billy Beede. She won’t give me the time of day but she’d fly to the moon for Snipes. I watch him go.

      Ten years ago, when I was ten years old, my mother and dad told me all the facts of life. They divided life into its two basic parts, Life and Death, and each took a part, explaining it all while we ate dinner. Mother took death, Daddy took life. They’d took the opposite parts when they’d explained it several years before to my brother Siam-Israel, but Siam-Iz went bad, so they switched around their parts when they got around to telling me. Neither of them went on too long. The whole of it was through before Mamma got up to get what was left from the night before’s pecan pie.

      Roosevelt’s on the porch with Dill. I can see them both good now. Dill is holding a letter, working it like a fan.

      “Billy oughta want to hear this letter,” Dill says.

      “June’ll read it when Billy gets back,” Roosevelt says.

      “June oughta read it now,” Dill says.

      “She says to wait,” Roosevelt says.

      I stand there looking at them. I tip my hat to both. “Mr. Beede. Miz Smiles,” I says.

      “How do, Mr. Jackson,” Roosevelt says.

      “Ain’t you hot in that wool hat?” Dill asks.

      “I’m all right,” I says.

      “Billy’s out back washing up. She says she’s gonna pick out a wedding dress,” Teddy says. Roosevelt Beede goes by Roosevelt and he goes by Teddy too.

      “She marrying you, Laz?” Dill asks but Dill knows Billy ain’t marrying me so instead of saying nothing I just give her the finger. She makes her hand into a gun and pretends to shoot me dead.

      “Yr ma might close her shop before Billy gets there,” Teddy says.

      “I’ll hurry home and ask Mamma to wait,” I says.

      “We thank you,” Teddy says. And I walk on.

      I got six suits. Snipes got that yellow car. I got Billy’s panties, though, in my coat pocket. I move them up to my breast pocket, letting them poke out just a little, like a handkerchief.

      “Oh, Laz, why was you born, why was you born, Laz?” I ask myself.

      “To find Billy Beede’s panties by the side of the road,” I says.

      I never seen Billy wash so fast. Come running up in here, standing out back, pumping water into the tin bucket.

      “Get me my special soap,” Billy says. That’s easy for her to say, but I only got one leg. Billy’s got two. I crutch inside the office, getting down on my only knee to reach a little shelf underneath the counter where she keeps her soap, her perfume, and her small tin box. All her treasures lined up there. Right underneath the shelf is where she stores her pallet every morning. The tin box got a lock on it. Billy wears the key around her neck.

      When I crutch back outside, Billy got all her clothes off and is hunched over the bucket, splashing her face and armpits.

      “I’ma get me that dress in the window. The one with the train,” she says.

      “How much it cost?” I go.

      “I dunno but I’ma get it,” she says.

      “Don’t go stealing it,” I says. She stops her washing to look at me, cutting me in two with her eyes.

      “Snipes gived me more than enough money,” she says lathering on the soap, using too much even though she’s in a hurry. The white soap against her vanilla-bean skin makes her look like a horse that’s been running.

      “Your mother woulda stole it,” I says.

      “I ain’t no Willa Mae,” Billy says. She lathers soap on her face then rubs it off hard with a rag. She don’t favor her mother. Couldn’t be more different looking. Willa Mae was light and fine featured. Billy is dark. But on the good side, Billy got a way with hair and could make a living at it if she wanted whereas Willa Mae didn’t never amount to nothing.

      “You went out with your Snipes and you forgot about my hair,” I says.

      “I’ll finish it after I get my dress.”

      One side of my hair is nicely pressed and the other side’s still wild. Billy’s hair is nice on both sides.

      “Your mother woulda loved to see your wedding day,” I says.

      “Why you gotta keep bringing her into it?” Billy says. She wipes herself down with her dirty housedress as I hand her a clean one, one of my castoffs, green and faded, but clean and with a good zipper up the front. I’m a size or two bigger than her but the dress fits her tight, especially around the middle. Willa Mae had plenty of “husbands” but weren’t never really married, and now here’s her one child, Billy, only sixteen with a baby inside her and no husband yet. When I was sixteen I lost my leg. I’d like a new leg, but even if we could get the money together for it, I ain’t yet seen one in my color. Me and Roosevelt don’t got no kids. Billy’s soap smells like roses.

      “The apple don’t fall that far from the tree,” I says, just to bring her down a notch.

      “I ain’t no goddamned apple,” Billy says.

      “I used to be a preacher but I lost my church. God is funny,” I says.

      “Sounds like you preaching now,” Dill says.

      “You gonna give Billy her letter?”

      “She’s in the back washing,” Dill says. Just then Billy comes running outside. Dill waves the envelope at her.

      “A letter for you,” Dill says.

      “Let’s read it when I come back,”