Joan Haste. Генри Райдер Хаггард

you there all the time?” he asked curiously.

      “Most of it, till I was of no further use and could bear no more.”

      “What did you do then?”

      “I went to my room.”

      “And what did you do there? Go to sleep?”

      “Go to sleep! I – I – cried my heart out. I mean – that I said my prayers.”

      “It is very kind of you to take so much interest in me,” he answered, in a half bantering voice; then, seeming to understand that she was very much in earnest, he changed the subject, asking, “And what did the others do?”

      “They were all in the bar-parlour; they waited there till it grew dark, and then they waited on in the dark, for they thought that presently they would be called in to see you die. At last the change came, and Dr. Childs left you to tell them when he was sure. I heard his step, and followed him. I had no business to do it, but I could not help myself. He went into the room and stood still, trying to make out who was in it, and you might have heard a pin drop. Then he spoke to your mother, and said that through the mercy of Heaven he believed that you would live.”

      “Yes,” said Henry; “and what did they say then?”

      “Nobody said anything, so far as I could hear; only Miss Levinger screamed and dropped on the floor in a faint.”

      “Why did she do that?” asked Henry. “I suppose that they had been keeping her there without any dinner, and her nerves were upset.”

      “Perhaps they were, sir,” said Joan sarcastically: “most women’s nerves would be upset when they learned that the man they were engaged to was coming back to them from the door of the dead.”

      “Possibly; but I don’t exactly see how the case applies.”

      Joan rose slowly, and the work upon which she had been employed fell from her hand to the floor.

      “I do not quite understand you, sir,” she said. “Do you mean to say that you are not engaged to Miss Levinger?”

      “Engaged to Miss Levinger! Certainly not. Whatever may happen to me if I get out of this, at the present moment I am under no obligations of that sort to any human creature.”

      “Then I am sorry that I said so much,” answered Joan. “Please forget my silly talk: I have made a mistake. I – think that I hear my aunt coming, and – if you will excuse me, I will go out and get a little air.”

      “All this is Greek to me,” thought Henry, looking after her. “Surely Ellen cannot have been right! Oh, it is stuff and nonsense, and I will think no more about it.”

      Chapter 11

      Ellen Grows Alarmed

      On the morrow Henry had his first long interview with his mother and Ellen, who again detailed to him those particulars of his illness of which he had no memory, speaking more especially of the events of the afternoon and evening when he was supposed to be dying. To these Ellen added her version of the incident of Emma’s fainting fit, which, although it was more ample, did not differ materially from that given him by Joan.

      “I have heard about this,” said Henry, when she paused; “and I am sorry that my illness should have pained Miss Levinger so much.”

      “You have heard about it? Who told you – Dr. Childs?”

      “No; Joan Haste, who is nursing me.”

      “Then I can only say that she had no business to do so. It is bad enough that this young woman, to whom we certainly owe no gratitude, should have thrust herself upon us at such a terrible moment; but it is worse that, after acting the spy on poor Emma’s grief, she should have the hardihood to come and tell you that she had done so, and to describe what passed.”