In Lady Jane's bold and mournful isolation there was something that interested Beatrix, ungracious as her ways often were, and she felt sore at the unjust repulse she had experienced. But Beatrix was proud, and so, though wounded, she did not show her pain – not that pain, nor another far deeper.
Between her and Guy Strangways had come a coldness unintelligible to her, an estrangement which she would have felt like an insult, had it not been for his melancholy looks and evident loss of spirits.
There is a very pretty room at Marlowe; it is called (why, I forget) Lady Mary's boudoir; its door opens from the first landing on the great stair. An oak floor, partly covered with a Turkey carpet, one tall window with stone shafts, a high old-fashioned stone chimneypiece, and furniture perhaps a little incongruous, but pleasant in its incongruity. Tapestry in the Teniers style – Dutch village festivals, with no end of figures, about half life-size, dancing, drinking, making music; old boors, and young and fair-haired maidens, and wrinkled vraus, and here and there gentlemen in doublets and plumed hats, and ladies, smiling and bare-headed, and fair and plump, in great stomachers. These pleasant subjects, so lifelike, with children, cocks and hens, and dogs interspersed, helped, with a Louis Quatorze suit of pale green, and gold chairs cushioned with Utrecht velvet, to give to this room its character so mixed, of gaiety and solemnity, something very quaint and cheery.
This room had old Lady Alice Redcliffe selected for her sitting-room, when she found herself unequal to the exertion of meeting the other ladies in the drawing-room, and hither she had been wont to invite Guy Strangways, who would occasionally pass an hour here wonderfully pleasantly and happily – in fact, as many hours as the old lady would have permitted, so long as Beatrix had been her companion.
But with those self-denying resolutions we have mentioned came a change. When Beatrix was there the young gentleman was grave and rather silent, and generally had other engagements which at least shortened his visit. This was retorted by Beatrix, who, a few minutes after the arrival of the visitor whom old Lady Alice had begun to call her secretary, would, on one pretence or another, disappear, and leave the old princess and her secretary to the uninterrupted enjoyment of each other's society.
Now since the night on which Varbarriere in talking with Lady Alice had, as we have heard, suddenly arrested his speech respecting her son – leaving her in uncertainty how it was to have been finished – an uncertainty on which her morbid brain reflected a thousand horrid and impossible shapes, the old lady had once more conceived something of her early dread of Guy Strangways. It was now again subsiding, although last night, under the influence of laudanum, in her medicated sleep her son had been sitting at her bedside, talking incessantly, she could not remember what.
Guy Strangways had just returned from the Park for his fishing-rod and angler's gear, when he was met in the hall by the grave and courteous butler, who presented a tiny pencilled note from Lady Alice, begging him to spare her half an hour in Lady Mary's boudoir.
Perhaps it was a bore. But habitual courtesy is something more than "mouth honour, breath." Language and thought react upon one another marvellously. To restrain its expression is in part to restrain the feeling; and thus a well-bred man is not only in words and demeanour, but inwardly and sincerely, more gracious and noble than others.
How oddly things happen sometimes!
Exactly as Guy Strangways arrived on the lobby, a little gloved hand – it was Beatrix's – was on the door-handle of Lady Mary's boudoir. It was withdrawn, and she stood looking for a second or two at the young gentleman, who had evidently been going in the same direction. He, too, paused; then, with a very low bow, advanced to open the door for Miss Marlowe.
"No, thank you – I – I think I had better postpone my visit to grandmamma till I return. I'm going to the garden, and should like to bring her some flowers."
"I'm afraid I have arrived unluckily – she would, I know, have been so glad to see you," said Guy Strangways.
"Oh, I've seen her twice before to-day. You were going to make her a little visit now."
"I – if you wish it, Miss Marlowe, I'll defer it."
"She would be very little obliged to me, I'm sure; but I must really go," said Beatrix, recollecting on a sudden that there was no need of so long a parley.
"It would very much relieve the poor secretary's labours, and make his little period of duty so much happier," said Guy, forgetting his wise resolutions strangely.
"I am sure grandmamma would prefer seeing her visitors singly – it makes a great deal more of them, you know."
And with a little smile and such a pretty glow in her cheeks, she passed him by. He bowed and smiled faintly too, and for a moment stood gazing after her into the now vacant shadow of the old oak wainscoting, as young Numa might after his vanished Egeria, with an unspoken, burning grief and a longing at his heart.
"I'm sure she can't like me – I'm sure she dislikes me. So much the better – Heaven knows I'm glad of it."
And with an aching heart he knocked, turned the handle, and entered the pretty apartment in which Lady Alice, her thin shoulders curved, as she held her hands over the fire, was sitting alone.
She looked at him over her shoulder strangely from her hollow eyes, without moving or speaking for a time. He bowed gravely, and said —
"I have this moment received your little note, Lady Alice, and have hastened to obey."
She sat up straight and sighed.
"Thanks – I have not been very well – so nervous – so very nervous," she repeated, without removing her sad and clouded gaze from his face.
"We all heard with regret that you had not been so well," said he.
"Well, we'll not talk of it – you're very good – I'm glad you've come – very nervous, and almost wishing myself back at Wardlock – where indeed I should have returned, only that I should have been wishing myself back again before an hour – miserably nervous."
And Lady Alice sniffed at her smelling-salts, and added —
"And Monsieur Varbarriere gone away on business for some days – is not he?"
"Yes – quite uncertain – possibly for two, or perhaps three, he said," answered Guy.
"And he's very – he knows – he knows a great deal – I forget what I was going to say – I'm half asleep to-day – no sleep – a very bad night."
And old Lady Alice yawned drearily into the fire.
"Beatrix said she'd look in; but everyone forgets – you young people are so selfish."
"Mademoiselle Marlowe was at the door as I came in, and said she would go on instead to the garden first, and gather some flowers for you."
"Oh! h'm! – very good – well, I can't talk to-day; suppose you choose a book, Mr. Strangways, and read a few pages – that is, if you are quite at leisure?"
"Perfectly – that is, for an hour – unfortunately I have then an appointment. What kind of book shall I take?" he asked, approaching one of the two tall bookstands that flanked an oval mirror opposite the fireplace.
"Anything, provided it is old."
Nearly half an hour passed in discussing what to read – the old lady not being in the mood that day to pursue the verse readings which had employed Guy Strangways hitherto.
"This seems a curious old book," he said, after a few minutes. "Very old French – I think upon witchcraft, and full of odd narratives."
"That will do very well."
"I had better try to translate it – the language is so antiquated."
He leaned the folio on the edge of the chimneypiece, and his elbow beside it, supporting