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Автор: Наталья Карабут
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      Что могу сказать – «Идеальный мужчина» не для меня.

      Я так не могу, не умею и не хочу уметь).

      Сейчас кто-то скажет, а не дофига ли я хочу? Все мне не так, все не устраивает. А я отвечу: "ДА! Я ХОЧУ ДОФИГА!" Ведь у нас нет запасной жизни, нет вариантов переписать, перемотать или стереть то, что "не подошло". Время не ждет, и оставлять на потом свои мечты и желания, довольствоваться малым, не стремясь к большему – я не готова. Поэтому, забегая вперед, могу сказать, что добилась своего, "идеального", но только ДЛЯ МЕНЯ – моего человека, но об этом позже…)

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